Musa's figure shook slightly, but he quickly regained his composure, smiled and comforted me, saying, "Just pinch that point, let's take it as done." Besides, no one said you had to kiss the whole bridge, did you?"

"Well, maybe. I put my hand around Moses's neck and buried my head in his arms, not wanting him to see my panicked expression. After half a year of getting along in private, I almost thought that the two of them could be so secretly happy forever. However, Lian Pian's phone call made me suddenly realize that there are not many good times left, and this stolen happiness will eventually be lost one day. And that day may not be far away.

Coming down from the "gondola", we walked back. Venice in the sunset is a golden gentle dream, the slanting sun gradually lengthens the figure of our embrace, and seems to have the most ordinary and vivid happiness. On the way, I saw a delicate waterfront platform and sat down to enjoy a beautiful candlelit dinner. Lemon potato shortbread, beef risotto with tomato sauce, scallop and crab salad, tomato stuffing, clam pasta are all Venetian specialties. I sat with my loved ones in the sound of oars and lights, and there was a sense of precarious dreaminess.

The more beautiful it is, the more unwilling it is to lose it like this.

"What should I do if happiness is short-lived?" I asked myself silently, clearly feeling that the hardness that had been held in somewhere in my heart was gradually collapsing.

On a rainy night in Rome, although it ended in a vague reconciliation, the problem itself was still not solved, I began to be unsure of my position, began to question and get tired of our relationship in the past six months, and on the way to Venice, I watched Musa take care of all the expenses, and that faint "peace of mind" , made me panic aware of the change of my mentality, from the past simple companionship, gradually dyed with the smell of attachment, and this evening, a phone call, I completely woke up from the illusion of peace and quiet, deeply realized the precariousness of happiness, and did not want to live like this anymore.

Under the impetus of this series of events, I suddenly felt that after half a year of forbearance and restraint, it was time to give myself a clearer and more definite position. Even this position is something I didn't want to bear.

If happiness is short-lived, perhaps, it should be like fireworks, fleeting but gorgeous. When I closed my eyes, I could feel the rumors in the air. A sense of despair about the imminent loss of Mousa enveloped me, prompting me to ignore it and to pray fiercely for the pleasure of a moth to a fire.

Anyway, there is not much peaceful time left for us, and it is better to be impatient than to take advantage of the last bit of calm now.

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After thinking about it, in the end, I silently accepted the chocolate.

I have been in the master's degree for nearly half a year, and the research tasks assigned by Professor Emmedin have also increased. I've been spending more time in the lab than I've ever been, and I've gotten along with Singer more and more. I never imagined that I would be good friends with an Indian.

I told Singh about it, and he said, half-seriously, half-jokingly, "It's probably because we have similar experiences." ”

I knew that Singh was referring to his hazy love affair with a Muslim girl in the past, and remembering all the persuasions and admonitions he had given me before, I took a deep breath and said in a deep voice: "I understand now, what you said at that time was right. ”

Singh waved his hand: "I can't say that, in fact, at that time, although I was advising you, I faintly hoped that you and Mosa could succeed, which can be regarded as a regret in my heart." ”

A bitter smile appeared on my lips, my eyes dimmed, and I lowered my head and used my bangs to hide the loss and self-deprecation in my eyes: "But still, it has become a regret." ”

Singh reached out and patted me on the shoulder, trying to soothe me, but accidentally caught a glimpse of the necklace around my neck and asked curiously, "What is this string?"

I hesitated, didn't think it mattered, and pulled the necklace out of my collar, revealing the shiny ring.

"This ring cost a lot of money. He said casually.

I licked my lips and avoided answering: "You are a man, how can you understand this." ”

"Indians, both men and women, like to wear jewelry, why don't I understand?" he replied with interest, "Do you know what it means to have a ring on the necklace?"

I just thought it was a commemoration, and I didn't think too much about it, so I asked him in a daze, "What does it represent?"

There are two meanings, one is to represent the lost love, this ring will never be worn on the hand, but can not be forgotten, and the other is the love of waiting, when you find your other half, give him the ring on the necklace, and the two will love each other for a lifetime. ”

Lost love, waiting love.

My heart pounded, and I wondered if Moses had ever thought about it when he sent me? Am I his loss, or is he waiting? Or is he wishing me to find the other half of my love soon?

Ten fingers twisted and twisted, and I could restrain myself from seeing Moses again, but I could not seem to restrain the thoughts that germinated. After a while, I took a deep breath, shook my head secretly, and responded casually: "It's just that I'm just playing around casually, and I've never thought about it so much." ”

Hearing this, Singh laughed twice, looked down at the shape of the rock in the microscope, and regained his concentration again.

A week after the start of the school year, the school outings began to be registered, and the venue was in Ain.

Al Ain is the largest oasis in the UAE, belonging to Abu Dhabi and just over a hundred kilometers away from Dubai. Unlike other emirates where the desert stretches out, Al Ain is surrounded by green trees and springs, and is the most natural green in the desert.

Almost all the Chinese students in my grade quickly registered, but I kept dragging my feet and didn't express my position.

Lian Pian's eyes widened, and he was a little surprised: "Xixi, you won't go, right? for a whole week, if you don't go, how boring it will be to be bored at school." ”

I soothed her surprise and said, "It's not that I'm not going, but I want to wait until the end to sign up." I had to make sure there wasn't anyone I didn't want to see on the outing......"

Lian Pian looked at the ring around my neck and sighed.

"Xixi, why are you so stupid......"

Reason is as relieved as hers, and the advice given is to remove the necklace, and it is also free from sadness.

I shook my head, weakly refused, and convinced myself, "It's just a necklace, a goodbye commemoration, a good etiquette to get together and disperse." In the end, it's just an accessory. ”

She looked at me steadily, a look of pity and pity. After a while, the look passed over me and looked behind me with a look of surprise.

"What's wrong?" I followed her gaze and looked back, only to see Mosa and Jia Yi walking out of the library side by side, talking and laughing.

"What's going on? It's noon, so I won't be so diligent in self-study. Lian Pian asked me.

I shrugged, puzzled: "I don't know, maybe it's a group discussion, there is just one person missing, and there are only two of them." ”

Lian Pian suddenly showed a sympathetic expression: "It's just the beginning of school, and your teacher has assigned the topic?"

I thought about it, and it was true that there wasn't any homework or material to discuss lately, so what were they doing? As far as I know, Moussa was not an academic material.

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Jia Yi and Mousa say goodbye separately, and the two of them walked in opposite directions. And Jia Yi was walking towards me and Lian Pian.

"Hi. Jia Yi was obviously in high spirits and quite happy, "What are you two doing here?"

"I happened to pass by, and I caught a glimpse of you. Lian Pian pouted, Jia Yi has been lukewarm to her recently, and there is no deliberate pursuit, and the relationship is much more natural than before. Lian Pian no longer deliberately avoided him, but calmly faced each other, less of the panic he had before.

I was filled with curiosity to ask him what he had done with Mouses, but I pursed my lips and felt that I should not ask again, lest there be any more trouble.

I was hesitating, and Lian Pian asked straight for me: "You and that white robe, studying in the library at noon?"

Jia Yi laughed heartily: "Yes, love to learn." ”

"I don't believe it. Lian Pian raised his hand, "In the past, when Xixi and the white robes were in a group, I saw it in my eyes, and I never discussed, how could I sacrifice my time at noon to study? ”

"I don't lie to you, I'm really going to learn. Jia Yi raised his eyebrows and showed off a little proudly: "It's just that there was no discussion, but I unilaterally tutored him." Of course, this reward is also very high!"

I finally couldn't help the confusion in my heart, and still asked: "Is he working so hard now?"

Jia Yi waved his hand: "It's not a professional class, he doesn't know which tendon is out of order, but he wants to learn Chinese, and he doesn't let me tell others." He laughed and said, "But tell you you you should be fine." His purpose in secrecy is certainly not against the two of you. ”

I was stunned, my lips pursed into a line, and before I knew it, I fell into the quagmire of longing again. I remembered the meaning of the ring necklace that Singh told me, and I couldn't help but think about it.

Is he still trying to try?

If not, how could he specifically check the geological situation of China, and how could he hide that others were learning Chinese? When I wanted to get away from him step by step, did he still want to get closer to me little by little?

The light in his eyes and the fire in his heart were extinguished in an instant, and they could not fully express this chaotic despair.

I want to love him, but I have no luck, and I want to hate him, but I have no excuses.

I want to hide, but I have no place, and I want to accept it, but I don't have the courage.

Either way, it can't wash away the deep grip in your heart.

It's just that it's about to move, and I can't say it, I can't say it, I don't dare to say it.

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