I have walked countless times on the road back to the hotel from school, and I used to feel only unbearable heat, but today I feel the 'yin' wind.

The accumulation of feelings is ambiguous and long, and the cut off only requires a word from a bystander. I am the ridiculous and pathetic spectator, doing useless giving, with the worry of following the same pace, and finally entering the situation of vain inaction.

I returned to the hotel in a distraught mood and met Lian Pian at the 'door'. She and Bill looked serious, both of them calm, silent.

After a while, Bill looked up, and without hesitation, he said, "Let's break up." ”

"Good. Lian Pian replied crisply and neatly, without a word at all.

I witnessed this extremely swift breakup, without crying, without heartbreaking, not even the aftermath of eye waves. But when it came to separation, the two of them hugged each other tightly, as if they didn't feel the falsehood in this action at all. It seems that in this moment, both of them realize their obligation: to draw a successful end to this love and make it start and end.

Sure enough, Lian Pian, as she said at the beginning, has a beginning and an end, and has no regrets. She escorted Bill to the car, waved goodbye to him, and with a smile on her face, both of them looking relieved.

After Bill's car drove away, Lian Pian turned around, looked at me who was suddenly distracted, and said with a smile: "Xixi, what else are you looking at? ”

I looked at Lian Pian's casual smile, fixed my mind, and asked her, "Why did you break up?"

"Bill is going home. Lian Pian's voice was calm, but her eyelashes still drooped involuntarily.

I took a light breath and whispered, "When did you know?"

"The second day with him. ”

I was silent.

Lian Pian knew from the beginning that they would have a moment when they parted ways, and he still made such a choice. For a long time, I clenched my hands tightly and asked cautiously, "Aren't you sad?"

"It was a little sad. Lian Pian tilted his head and walked up the stairs step by step, "However, as the day of parting came day by day, my heart was not sad." My intention was to enjoy the relationship, and so was Bill. We all need it and we all have it. Sometimes I think it's nice not to be able to be together, so that we can indulge the rest of our time. ”

Lian Pian's words, how carefree, how out of the way, did Moses think the same way? He knew that he was going to get married, but he still came to provoke me, just for an indulgence in the afterglow?

I hung my head to hide the pain in my eyes. Lian Pian's decisiveness and freedom gave me inspiration, what should be over, will end eventually, fortunately we are not deeply involved, but there have been a few 'kisses', and it can be easily relieved.

Lian Pian kept walking in front with his head up, his steps were steady, and he stepped into the elevator. At this time, the hotel was faint, and there were only two of us in the empty elevator. The mirrored elevator door slowly closed, reflecting Lian Pian's tearful face, still expressionless.

She was expressionless like this, and said words that had nothing to do with her current emotions: "Jia Yi called me last night, I answered, and he said to invite the two of us to dinner, I didn't want to go, but now I have changed my mind." I'm going out to eat good, expensive and have fun. ”

When she said "be happy", the tears in her eyes had dried up, and she could no longer see any sadness. The elevator door opened, and she regained her bright smile of spring, as if it was just my eyes.

In the process of ascending this short elevator, she completed all the sad sacrifices to this relationship.

Perhaps, I should too.

Back in the room, I went to the bathroom to wash my face, looked at myself in the mirror, I looked good, young and healthy, I still have a lot of time and a bright future, I shouldn't be 'lost' for this man who is 'sexual' and 'flower'. Min Xixi, believe in yourself!

I was ignited by my own excitement, put on a few happy smiles in the mirror, and finally relaxed a little. Suddenly, the cell phone in the bag rang.

Wipe your hands with a dry wool towel and take it out to see that it is the number of Musa.

My eyes were glued to the phone screen, I didn't have the courage to answer, I couldn't make up my mind to hang up, my palms were shaking, and I just let the noisy ringtones howl in the small bathroom.

It seemed like a long, long time later, the ringing stopped abruptly, I breathed a sigh of relief, put my phone on my chest, and saw that my face was already pale in the mirror. The 'excitement' that had just arisen was all dispersed by this sudden phone call.

Suddenly, the bell rang again, and I was shocked to see that it was still Mossa's number. His lips opened, his fingers on the screen, but he couldn't make the next movement.

What should I say to him? What will he say to me? Muses is about to get married, and whatever words we say are just trivial matters, so why should I have to face a mirror again? Yes, I can't, I don't need him to tell me about his marriage again, I don't need to share my hypocritical blessings with him, I don't.

And, what scared me even more was that he would sincerely apologize to me, like any other man, and say, "I'm sorry, I was just impulsive that night." "Indeed, how many people can endure the dark night, the enclosed space, the suffocating tranquility after a sandstorm, and the hormonal smell of the young body around them? Erasing all causes and consequences with * is the most high-sounding reason, and it is also the most embarrassing reason for 'women'. The implication is that you just happened to appear at that time, and if you were someone else, you would still be embarrassed. And this, for me and the emotions I give, is a great insult.

The phone vibrated one by one, and my heart became more and more 'chaotic'. The narrow bell finally disappeared, and I was sweating with shock, but within two seconds, the bell rang happily again, which was deafening.

I went almost mad, walked out of the bathroom, sat on the couch and stared at the flickering phone screen, getting more and more impetuous. Suddenly, I let out a loud roar, rudely dismantled the back cover of the phone, pulled out the battery, and stuffed the parts of the phone that had been scattered under the cushion of the sofa.

"Finally quiet. I gasped and thought.

Ten minutes later, I calmed down, re-installed the battery, turned on my phone, and never received any more calls from Moussa. He must have understood what I meant, and let it all end for the good of both of us.

In the evening, Lian Pian and I went to the appointment as agreed, and went to a Chinese restaurant with Jiayi and Yun Yushu, with Sichuan cuisine.

Yun Yushu was wearing a dark blue 'colored' plaid shirt with a thin coat over it, and his thick hair was meticulously combed, and he sat across from me with a smile.

"What do you want to eat?" he handed the menu to me and Lian Pian, "Although the craftsmanship of this restaurant is not as good as mine, it is not bad." ”

I shook my head and pushed the menu to Lian Pian. Now, no matter what I see, I don't have much appetite.

Yun Yushu saw that my expression was pale, and he was obviously a little lost. From his and Yin Qianyan's intentional or unintentional 'dew' words, I have realized that Yun Yushu is interesting to me. Although today is nominally Jia Yi who wants to see Lian Pian, judging from Yun Yushu's performance, it should be more than that.

When Lian Pian and Jia Yi were ordering, Yun Yushu looked at me and said affectionately: "Xixi, you went to the desert and you lost weight." ”

"Thank you. "I'm very sincere.

"I'm worried about you, not praising you. ”

"Really?" I reassured, "I thought you were saying that I had lost 'weight' and that it looked better." ”

The corners of his lips were hooked, and a shallow smile was revealed, "You have always been good-looking." ”

I laughed dryly.

Actually, I can't get interested in meeting another man at all, and Moussa is still a key crux in my heart. However, there is always a little bit of vanity in the 'female' person, and there is a man who admires him, as if he can prove that he is not unwanted. Musa is about to have a new wife, and there is nothing wrong with me having a meal with Yun Yushu openly.

I have a vague mentality of deliberately taking revenge on Mouses, but what is the use of this? Emotional revenge can only be used for those who care about themselves, and only when they care will their hearts ache. And Musa and I are completely finished.

The meal was served, and he ordered several spicy dishes in a row, and repeatedly asked the waiter to put more chili peppers.

Jia Yi frowned and looked at Lian Pian's indifferent appearance, full of concern: "You eat less too spicy, it's not good for your health." ”

"Good. Lian Pian smiled and nodded, then picked up the chopsticks and picked the spiciest bite.

In front of Jia Yi, she always has an extremely strong rebellious mentality.

I took a bite of the spicy beef 'meat' she ordered, and it was so spicy that I couldn't breathe. But the more I couldn't breathe, the more I stuffed it into my mouth, so spicy that my tears kept falling, my taste was completely numb, and I still didn't stop chewing in my mouth.

The same is true for Lian Pian, the spicier the more excited. The two men looked at us dumbfounded, looked at each other, and only laughed for a long time before they burst out loud and said, "Are you playing a spicy game? Let's come together!"

The people at the table began to take turns to grab the spicy in this way, and in the end, they were all so spicy that they couldn't speak, and they just could smirk at each other with their red lips.

In this city where alcohol is prohibited, we can't use alcohol to kill our sorrows, only spicy food. The essence of the truth is actually the same.

After dinner, Jia Yi took a taxi directly to send Lian Pian back, I wanted to take a walk, Yun Yushu took the initiative to accompany me.

Acknowledgingly, I nodded in agreement. Walking on the road, I saw a silver 'colored' Christmas tree at the entrance of a large shopping mall full of colorful light bulbs, ready to welcome Christmas. I suddenly realized that it was already halfway through December.

"Why is Christmas in Dubai?" I asked Yunyushu.

"Chinese will spend Chinese New Year's Eve wherever they go, and this has little to do with the region. There are many foreigners in Dubai, so it is natural that Christmas will be celebrated, but there are no statutory holidays. ”

I nodded, the wind on the road was a little cold, and I unconsciously tightened my hands. After going to the desert for nearly a month, I came back to find that Dubai is not just hot. It's going to be cold here, too, cold to the bone.

Yun Yushu took off his coat and put it over my trembling body.

"Thank you. ”

"What will you do on Chinese New Year's Eve?" he asked me.

"What about you?"

"It's simple. His eyebrows and eyes suddenly smiled, "We international students will hold another party, and everyone will celebrate the New Year's Eve together, and it will be lively." ”

I imagined the smiling faces of everyone gathered together, and my body didn't seem to be so cold, so I couldn't help but smile at him, and my heart warmed a little.

It was at this moment that I saw Moses. He was still dressed in a white robe, and he was walking towards me, and he had seen me. Yun Yushu and I were walking side by side, wearing his coat and smiling on his face, looking like a warm couple strolling after dinner.