Tang Zhenshan's physical condition was very bad, Shen Luo knew about this yesterday, but Tang Zhenshan said that his death would be after tonight, which still surprised Shen Luo.

Shen Luo asked, "Is it because of the Evil God Monument?"

Tang Zhenshan replied: "Yes, there is a price for using the power of the evil god, others are sacrificing life force, the evil god tablet is the source of all the evil god power, and activating the evil god tablet requires selling one's soul and using the power of one's soul to maintain the operation of the evil god tablet." ”

"So you sold your soul?" Shen Luo thought to himself, could it be that the evil god relied on this way to replenish his soul power, which made the evil god's soul consciousness not dissipate to this day.

"That's right, I sold my soul to put me in charge of the Evil God Monument, which is why I have the Evil God Temple and the Evil God Belong to the Gods, and the power of the Evil God can be borrowed by the human race, but it is actually consuming the power of my soul. ”

"This evil god is really evil enough, and this model is no different from the demon contract in the West!" Shen Luo sighed.

Tang Zhenshan said: "The evil nature of the Evil God Tablet is not limited to this, and the power of the Evil God Tablet is not limited to the evil gods and gods, but if I want to use the Evil God Tablet to achieve other purposes, I need to sacrifice the souls of my loved ones." ”

Shen was suddenly taken aback, thinking that Tang Zhenshan had just talked about the death of his parents, wife and children, and couldn't help but worry a little for him: "So your family ......"

Tang Zhenshan smiled bitterly: "In order to create an underground shelter, my children were willing to sacrifice their souls, those crisscrossing underground passages were sacrificed by the souls of my parents, and later, in order to save the military base, it was pulled into the ground, and my wife sacrificed her soul. ”

This...... Shen Luo was extremely sympathetic, and scolded the evil god in his heart, the evil god who was born and raised does not have a clear ethical concept of good and evil at all, and setting such rotten rules is simply morally degenerate!

"My family is no longer there, and I am the only one left, and my life is not long. After finishing speaking, Tang Zhenshan suddenly felt a little dazed, his body trembled, and fine sweat broke out on his forehead.

Seeing this, Zhengwu hurriedly took out a tube of injection and injected it into Tang Zhenshan.

"What is this, can it be useful?" Shen Luo said worriedly.

"Morphine, for analgesia, Donald is relying on this now. Masamu spoke with a trill, holding back without showing excessive sadness.

After a tube of morphine, Tang Zhenshan immediately improved a lot, but this state was like a return to the light, just a temporary illusion.

Tang Zhenshan said: "Don't worry, I'm fine, I will definitely survive tonight." ”

He breathed a sigh of relief and said: "I have been working hard in the past few years, and I have been planning to return to reality, but unfortunately I have achieved nothing!"

Shen Luo comforted: "Don't say that, you have done a good job, you are a good official to protect one side for the official!"

Tang Zhenshan shook his head and said: "I can get a word of praise from you, which is enough to comfort my life, but this can't change my incompetence, I have been stumbling for five years, I have achieved nothing, and my family has lost my life because of me, I am not a good son, nor a good husband, nor is I worthy of being a father!"

Tang Zhenshan sighed and said: "But after sacrificing so many people and things that I cherish, the return of Yongzhou has still not been achieved." Now, my life is short, and I just hope that someone can help me achieve it, but fortunately, it has appeared, maybe the intuition of a dying person, I think you can do it!"

Returning to this topic again, Shen Luo still denied: "Old Tang, your intuition must be wrong, you may not know, I am really just an ordinary person, in the first thirty years of my life, I have always been mediocre, inactive, I am not as powerful as you think, and no one has ever thought how powerful I am, I can't!"

Tang Zhenshan said seriously: "Have you heard a joke?"

Why did he talk about it and get to the joke, Shen Luo asked, "What joke?"

"As the saying goes, a man can't say no!" Tang Zhenshan said solemnly.

Shen Luo didn't think about it, you yourself said it was a common saying, where is it a joke! He suddenly cried and laughed: "Are you sure this is a joke?"

Tang Zhenshan smiled: "Sure enough, the age is different, there is a generation gap, this sentence was already a meat joke when I was young, if you say it in public, you will not be labeled as a hooligan." ”

Shen shrugged his shoulders slightly to indicate that what you always said, and then asked, "So, what exactly do you want to explain?"

Tang Zhenshan said solemnly: "I know why you are depressed, but I can't understand why you are depressed! Young man, you haven't even tried yet, it's just that things are different from what you expected, why is this!"

"Have you failed? No! A 30-year-old boy can't withstand such a setback? Don't you even have the courage to take on unknown challenges? If you are still a good man, you should believe in yourself, as I said, and understand that a man can't say no!"

Shen was stunned for a moment, and you are always pouring chicken soup for me, and you are still using the agitation method.

Shen slightly smiled bitterly: "Speaking of young offspring, there are actually better choices, such as Fu Yao." ”

"Fu Yao, he can't do it, he is already abolished, and he is not even as good as Hu Haitang. Tang Zhenshan said in one sentence.

"Fu Yao's state is even more inappropriate than yours, he has already given up on himself, he seems to be desperate, very courageous, but in fact he wants to escape reality with death, he has no determination to win at all, only the desire to die. ”

Tang Zhenshan agreed with Fu Yao's evaluation of Shen Luo, and he also felt Fu Yao's state when he chatted with Fu Yao.

Shen Luo asked again: "Isn't there Hu Haitang and Zhengwu, as your right-hand man, they must be more reliable than me, an outsider, don't you believe them?"

Tang Zhenshan glanced at Zhengwu next to him: "Zhengwu is my righteous son, I can't know him better, he is full of bookishness, he has no opinions since he was a child, and he is not as good as Zhao Kuo, who talks on paper." ”

Shen Luo felt a little embarrassed, you are in front of others, it is not good to make such an unceremonious evaluation!

However, hearing such an evaluation, Zhengwu was not annoyed at all, but responded: "What Donald said is right!"

Tang Zhenshan continued: "The original Hu Haitang may be able to, but now he can't, because I can see the fear in his heart!"

"Hu Haitang has long since lost the courage at the beginning, such Hu Haitang is embarrassed to be useful, even if I entrust the future to him, he does not dare to take this responsibility, now Hu Haitang He is not only afraid of death, but also afraid that the entire city of people will die because of him!"

"Isn't this human nature? No one dares to risk the lives of tens of millions of human beings in Yongzhou!"

Tang Zhen said: "No, you are different, although you have said so much to me and blindly explain that you can't do it, but I can see now that you are not here to shirk, you just need an answer." ”

Shen was stunned for a moment, thinking to himself that I didn't shirk what it was before, my Mayor Tang, you just finished pouring chicken soup, and you're going to pour me ecstasy soup again!

Tang Zhenshan said: "I can feel that you already have a preliminary idea, and the only thing you care about now is my thoughts, and what you are worried about is the thoughts of the Yongzhou Terran!"

"But don't you see it all? The people of Yongzhou are not afraid of sacrifice, and I have shown my attitude so far, I will support you with all my might, and I will also make the whole Yongzhou people support your decision, you can do it according to your own ideas, it is meaningless to think about success or failure now!"

Tang Zhenshan looked at Shen Luo with a burning eye: "Moreover, maybe you didn't realize it yourself, you are different from us, you are special!"

Shen looked himself up and down slightly, and said with a smile: "How can I be special!"

Tang Zhenshan pointed to the location of Shen Luo's heart: "The Evil God Tablet has lost my control, it now exists in your heart!"

"Yes, but as I said, I can't take it out, and while I can feel like it's flesh and blood, I can't use the Evil God Tablet against the Orcs. ”

Tang Zhenshan said: "Flesh and blood are one, isn't this exactly what it feels like to be in charge of the power of the evil god! Then you have the feeling that the power of your soul is devoured?"

"Not really!" replied Shen Luo truthfully.

"I have lost the ownership of the Evil God Monument, but the power of the evil god can still be used, and it is no longer my soul power that is consumed, nor your soul power!"

"You are the one who is truly recognized by the evil gods, and this recognition itself proves that you are extraordinary!"

"You've been talking about how ordinary your life was in the first 30 years, but you haven't thought about how extraordinary you are. ”

"If you're really that ordinary, why are you the only A-class personnel in the containment office? ”

"If you are really that ordinary, why doesn't the country send someone else but you?"

"If you're really that ordinary, why would you have unusual abilities?"

"The so-called extraordinary is not what you have experienced, but what you can experience!"

"In ancient times, Jiang Ziya came out of the mountain at the age of eighty to establish his merits, did he despise himself because of his eighty years of inaction?"

"You can't overestimate yourself as a man, but you can't be arrogant, underestimate yourself, you who think you are ordinary, maybe not ordinary, at least in my eyes, you are the hope of Yongzhou, and you are like a savior!"

Shen Luo suddenly had a feeling of blood boiling, Tang Zhenshan, Tang Zhenshan, you are too good at inspiring people!

But his words did touch Shen Luo, Shen Luo's heart was relieved a lot, it was difficult to save Yongzhou, and many things were bound to deviate from what he imagined, and even contrary to each other was normal.

In the face of difficulties, if you directly deny yourself, you will eventually achieve nothing, only firm determination and eliminate all difficulties is the right way!

Tang Zhenshan looked at Shen Luo's expression and said with relief: "It seems that you have figured it out?"

Shen Xiao smiled: "Sort of, I have reflected on myself again, and many things have been figured out, as you said, people can be arrogant, but they can't be arrogant, they just need to make decisions and do their best!"

Tang Zhenshan also smiled happily: "So, are you willing to be this pick-up man!"

Shen Luo laughed: "Speaking of extraordinary, I think of one thing, there was a powerful level of existence that told me before, saying that I was the child of destiny, well, that is, the so-called world protagonist, originally I didn't believe it very much, but now I have a great responsibility, so who else is this protagonist?"

Tang Zhenshan laughed heartily, and said while laughing: "Very good, very good!"

Then he said tiredly: "I'm tired after just saying this, I'll go and rest first, and you can wake me up at night!"

Zhengwu pushed Tang Zhenshan into the hall, Shen looked at the back of Tang Zhenshan leaving, and grabbed his fist, he silently encouraged himself, he couldn't stagnate anymore, it was time to grow!

The so-called determination, that is, the heart of determination, Shen Luo finally took his first step on the road of the protagonist!