Summer passed quietly, the early autumn ushered in in the blink of an eye, and it happened to rain lightly after work, for Lishuo, this light rain had no effect on him, and he wanted to live a good life, but he seemed to be used to the days before, and he was not interested in everything.

He walked into the rain curtain with his hands in his pockets, the cold rain hit his face, making him feel a little lonely, suddenly the rain stopped, he subconsciously looked up, there was a pink umbrella above his head, he turned around in surprise, she smiled at him.

The smile is very beautiful, and now it is even more exciting than when we met her for the first time. Lishuo sighed helplessly: "Miss Yin, when are you going to follow me?"

"Why are you talking like that?" Yin Wenliang pouted with some dissatisfaction: "I see you walking alone in the rain, and it just so happens that I have an umbrella in my hand, and I go in the same direction, so we can go the same way." ”

"Now, take it. Yin Wenliang couldn't help but hand the umbrella in his hand to him, Lishuo held the umbrella, and the two walked forward slowly, the busy street gradually fell into the gray smoke and rain, and everything was not so real. The sadness is rendered even more intense.

"Lishuo, what is on your mind, why don't you say it?" Yin Wenliang asked him with a light sigh.

Lishuo's heart was so heavy that it seemed to be pressed against a big stone, he wanted to tell her, but he didn't know where to start, and after thinking for a long time, he said to her: "There is nothing to say, this kind of life has always been my way of living, and there is no need to change anything." ”

"You've changed a lot. "When I first met him, it wasn't like this at all, and it was very dull.

"Maybe I'm tired. Lishuo replied casually: "When you're tired, you don't want to think about anything, and one day at a time." ”

"Eh~ I'll accompany you. She suddenly took his hand, her face was faintly flushed, Lishuo's fingers trembled, obviously wanting to wave her away, but she subconsciously held her hand back. Knowing that this was a mistake, he could not control his actions.

Seeing that he didn't refuse, Yin Wenliang didn't know how happy he was, he should have liked himself a little. At the next intersection, Lishuo paused: "Right here, you call a car back, my house is in front." ”

"You said your house is in front, why don't you invite me in for a cup of tea? I'm sincerely friends with you, how sad I am when you're so cold!"

Lishuo stared at her for a moment of silence, and then replied softly: "If you are not afraid that I will dismantle you, you can just come with me." ”

Yin Wenliang pursed her lips and smiled, and followed Lishuo. His house is very clean, although he lives alone, but it is very strict, and things will not be placed in a mess. Yin Wenliang was not surprised, she had stayed in one of his vacation houses earlier, and the things there were also neatly arranged like now.

"You live alone, I didn't expect you to be so particular. ”

Lishuo made her a cup of tea and said, "Usually there is nothing to do at home alone, so I devote myself to housework, so the house is very clean." ”

I didn't expect him to explain, Yin Wenliang smiled and hugged the tea he handed over, and raised her eyes to look at him: "Living alone, aren't you lonely?

Li Shuo lay down on the sofa, closed his eyes and seemed to fall asleep. A hint of misdirection flashed on Yin Wenliang's face: "Hey, Lishuo, are you asleep like this?, I'm also your guest, and you left me alone in the hall?!"

He ignored her, it seemed that he was really asleep, Yin Wenliang sighed lightly, took a blanket from the house to cover him, squatted down in front of him, looked at him carefully, and never looked at him so carefully as now, and found that he was actually quite handsome, and his facial features were a little similar to Lixiao, but a little tougher than Lixiao.

Lixiao's appearance is considered to be more delicate among men, with handsome eyebrows. Lishuo's facial features, full of masculinity, and the layer of green scum on the chin, are as sexy as they are. In the past, she always felt that there was no more handsome Oriental man than Lixiao, but now, why does the more she looks at it, the more she feels that Lishuo is handsome?

Could it be ...... Is she really in love with this eccentric man?

She took a deep breath, couldn't help but reach out and wanted to touch his sleeping face, her fingers suddenly glared halfway, and met Lishuo's bloodshot eyes, her heart trembled: "You...... You're not asleep, are you?"

"No, I'm used to waking up when someone comes near. Lishuo grabbed her hand away and turned over: "You go back, if you don't go back now, it will be dark." ”

"It's strange to you, if you're really tired, isn't it good to go to bed?

Li Xiao faced the back of the sofa with half-open eyes, so deep that he couldn't see the bottom. For so many years, he had to sleep in cramped and crowded places, and the bed was always just an ornament, and for some reason, curled up in a corner like this would give him a rare sense of security.

"Are you hungry?" Yin Wenliang suddenly asked him, seeing that he didn't answer, he stood up and walked to his kitchen, and said, "I'm hungry, can you lend me your kitchen to use, I'll cook dinner, I'm cooking delicious now!"

From the eldest lady who doesn't touch the spring water with her fingers to the self-improvement girl who is now good at cooking, the earth-shaking changes are the bitterness that only she can experience.

Lishuo slept lightly for an hour, was aroused by the smell of vegetables, got up from the sofa, only to see Yin Wenliang wearing his oversized apron, bringing dishes to the table, he sat quietly on the sofa and watched, until she set the dishes and chopsticks, then turned back and smiled at him: "Wake up, come and eat." ”

Lishuo's heart was suffocated, and then he jumped wildly, such a warm scene, her gentle smile, and such irresistible words, suddenly made him realize that ah——! it turns out that this is life, and it has always been the life he is seeking.

Seeing that she had been staring at herself in a daze, Yin Wenliang walked to the bathroom, wet the towel with hot water and handed it to him: "Haven't woken up yet? ”

"Thank you. Lishuo's eyes were a little evasive, he didn't look at her, he took the towel in her hand and wiped his face. Then they sat down at the dining table together. Her cooking, although not particularly delicious, is better than he does, and it feels like home, and he loves to eat it.

Tonight is the dinner he has eaten a lot recently, a little supportive, looking at the night scene outside the window, Li Shuo looked back at her: "It's dark, I'll send you home." ”

"Lishuo!" Yin Wenliang nervously drank him, Lishuo looked back suddenly, she pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled: "That...... It's not too late to send me back when I've washed the dishes and chopsticks. ”

She began to put away the dishes and chopsticks, and her movements were so quick that it was difficult to connect her with her from a few years ago. The environment can really change a person. After washing the dishes and chopsticks, it was already nine o'clock in the evening, and what could have been done in twenty minutes, she took a full hour because she ...... I want to spend more time with him.

Lishuo saw her coming out of the kitchen, but unexpectedly didn't mention sending her home, just patted the seat on the side, Yin Wenliang thought about it and walked over and sat next to him.

Suddenly, Lishuo suddenly approached her and forced her into the corner of the sofa, Yin Wenliang was startled, Lishuo locked his thick eyebrows, looked like a ruffian, and asked: "Scared? What kind of person am I, you should know that I can't guarantee that I will do something like this and that to you if I stay." ”

"Poof~hahahaha......" Yin Wenliang laughed, this smile made Lishuo pull down his face depressedly: "It's all this time, can you still laugh?"

"It's not...... Hahaha......" Yin Wenliang had to cover her mouth and laugh low for a long time before wiping away tears of joy: "Eh, Lishuo, I think you look bad, a bit like a rogue rabbit, very cute!"

"Cute?!" Lishuo's expression was as disgusting as if he had eaten a fly, he didn't say that he was cute, and he also felt that he didn't have anything to do with the word cute.

Yin Wenliang pursed her lips and smiled, why didn't she notice it when they met for the first time?

"If I say, I'm staying...... Stay, you've made all the preparations, you, will you do this and that to me?"

Lishuo stared at her for a long time with half-squinted eyes, then suddenly rose up from the sofa and grabbed her hand: "Go, I'll send you home." ”

"Lishuo!" Yin Wenliang shook off his hand fiercely, looking aggrieved: "I ...... I've confessed like this, why do you still want to drive me away? Do you really have no feelings for me at all?"

"No!!" Lishuo's heart suffocated, he would rather be lonely than let her stay by his side again, not to mention that he knew that the ending was a harm.

"Why? What am I not good about? Am I not pretty? Or do you not like my personality? What do you dislike, I can change it, I ......" Yin Wenliang paused suddenly, her eyes widened, and she sat down on the sofa injured. Now this scene is much like her and Lixiao six years ago.

She also asked Lixiao these words, but ...... It's ridiculous myself. In love, there is no why. If you don't love, you don't love, just like Lixiao's heart has always been with Gu Wanwan, no matter how persistent she is, there will be no result, and now, who will Lishuo's heart be? In short, it shouldn't be her.

Forget it, why do you always fall in love with a man who doesn't love you? You have to make yourself so lowly, to the end of your madness. Is she going to make a second mistake like this?

Lishuo wondered, and suddenly felt that she had become very sad, did he say something to stimulate her and hurt her?

"Yin Wenliang?" Lishuo's heart ached faintly, and he didn't want to see her look sad and desperate like this.

Yin Wenliang raised her hand and quickly wiped away the tears floating in her eyes, and smiled at him: "I know, then...... I won't bother you, I'm sorry, I'll go first. ”

"Wait ......" Lishuo reached out to grab her, but her figure had already rushed to the door and quickly disappeared in front of his eyes. The moment she left, her heart seemed to have been ripped away by something, and it hurt terribly.

Sitting in the taxi, Yin Wenliang looked at the scenery outside the window sluggishly, tears couldn't help but rise to her eyes again, and the driver asked her: "Miss, where are you going?"

Yin Wenliang thought for a while and said, "I want to blow the wind." ”

"Blowing the wind?" The driver thought for a while and said, "Today is the beginning of autumn, it is raining lightly, and on such a cold day, the wind will catch a cold." ”

"You send me to the overpass. Yin Wenliang sniffed, the wet and cold night, leaving only the street lights upside down on the undried water surface of the road, the city was deserted.

It took her many years to come out of the shadow of that event. Years ago, that day was like a haunting nightmare. Most of the changes in her temperament were due to that incident.

The previous self was willful and self-contained, and was held by everyone and regarded herself as a princess. At that time, the person she loved most was herself. Until her body was defiled, she felt that she was no longer beautiful and unworthy of them holding herself in the palm of her hand, and then she went to the hospital because she was pregnant with a child, and she actually framed Lixiao to become the father of the child, and then blamed Gu Wanwan for a miscarriage.

In fact, after doing this, she regretted it very much in her heart, but she had no way out, she hid alone and cried at night for a long time, feeling dirty. Inside and out, nothing is clean.

Before she could be decadent and self-sorry for herself, the family suddenly changed, her father suffered a stroke and was paralyzed, and the family business went bankrupt. In fact, she felt that it was God's redemption for her at that time. is so dirty and so bad, and finally suffered retribution. During the time when she didn't love herself, she gave those emotions to the people around her, made a lot of sincere friends, and was affirmed by her father. It wasn't until she met Gu Wanwan again that she really came out of the shadows of the past.

Because she felt that Gu Wanwan's original death was all because of herself. Now seeing that she is living so happily, her heart is at ease. Originally, she felt that she no longer deserved love, but seeing them so happy, she also began to look forward to her future, hoping to find someone who didn't care about her past and really loved her.

However, the wish is always so beautiful, but the reality is so cruel.

The driver put her down on the overpass, when she went out today, the weather was still very good, and the wet and cold air at night made her shiver, the more uncomfortable her body, the more happy her heart was. This kind of self-abuse is a kind of disguised punishment for oneself.

Suddenly, the message prompt of the mobile phone rang, Yin Wenliang stood on the bridge and took a breath of cold air, took out the mobile phone and opened the message, but she didn't expect it to be sent by Lishuo.

Are you home? I'll send you a message when you're home. Thank you for today's dinner, the best dinner I've ever had in my life. Also, if I inadvertently say something that hurts you, don't take it personally. - Lishuo.

Yin Wenliang smiled bitterly, thought about it, and sent him a text message back.

Thank you for your concern, you didn't say anything to hurt me, so be it, I'm home, good night. - Yin Wenliang.