CHAPTER XVIII
An Di wanted to walk away, but was grabbed by him: "Don't go, don't go-" A pleading face, as well as urgency.
As soon as she sat down, a pizza and a fruit tea were delivered, which she loved to eat, and he used to take her to eat it, but the sweetness of the year no longer existed.
An Di sat there quietly and watched him, watching what he said and what was there to say.
"I'm sorry. His voice was a little hoarse.
She remained silent.
He seemed to weigh the words: "I know that I am wrong, and my life is being ruined, because I don't know what will happen next, and I want to see you anyway, well, to meet you—"
Maybe it was guilt, he took his eyes off her face, An Di also lowered her head, and picked up the fruit tea in her hand very abruptly, it was apple tea, and the taste was still that taste-
After only swallowing one bite, she saw the other party stand up and pull her up, she didn't react, and she didn't even expect that she didn't have a chance to put down the cup of tea, so she followed him and went to the front desk to pay the bill.
He swiped the card, and he didn't know what he saw, An Di wanted to turn around, he stretched out his long arm and put it on her shoulder, and with the force, they turned into head to head and intimately watched the waiter settle the account.
An Di's brows couldn't help frowning, and she was inexplicably flustered, it was a familiar feeling, a feeling of being chased by the unknowable, but this time it was really tied up, there was no way, it was not good to pull and pull in public.
But it was none of his business, and there was no reason to tie it up, and his mind was together, and his body in his arms became struggling, but he received his response almost at the same time, and suddenly his arms were tighter, and his body was closer.
Leaning on his chest, feeling his ups and downs of breathing, a burst of complex emotions welled up in his heart, whether it was the first love, whether it was the first night, whether it was a thousand or hundreds of days together, it couldn't be erased, and it was tried to be buried deeply, and it would be dug out later.
This is a messy emotion.
After they came to the street, An Di was passively followed by him with his shoulders around her waist, not slowing down.
Walking two streets, I don't know what he saw in the shop window, but I heard him curse:
"I**, it's really-" Then I took off my glasses, took her hand and ran-
At first, she could barely keep up, and he sometimes looked back to inquire about the situation while running, but An Di never had time to turn back, just gasping and struggling to move forward.
It's a like running drills at school, where she mostly leaves the line at one point in time to rush into the WC, sometimes with something to do, sometimes with nothing to do, and then sprints back into the class queue at some point.
Over time, the speed of the sprint is not covered, but it is a sprint, and there is no danger, and now she is negligent in exercising, her limbs are degenerating, and she has come to the end now, and she will not run if she is killed, and she is about to sit down on the ground-
"Hey, can't stop, run, it's coming soon. ”
An Di broke down and cried simply, "I can't run, I'll die to show you, I'll die to show you-" I really resent, they're all separated, why do I want to accompany you on this trip to the troubled waters.
"Run, don't let them see your face, let them see that there is going to be trouble. ”
So far, she can only run while whimpering, in fact, she was a little surprised at first, but now in addition to regretting and complaining, she still complains and regrets.
Gradually, he stopped and watched him turn on a red motorcycle parked here, "Don't be in a daze, come up." By the way, hand her the helmet.
As soon as An Di came up, the car started immediately, and now it is past the evening rush hour, I feel that he doesn't take the main road, it is all streets and alleys, he is actually at ease, look at this, people's potential is really endless, as long as they are forced.
After passing N streets, he drove close to an old-looking neighborhood.
While greeting the doorman, he pushed the car in and parked in a hidden corner of the parking lot.
Then he pulled her to a faucet in the parking lot: "Wash, it's almost a cat." ”
An Di also knew that she was very embarrassed, the eyeshadow was already pervasive, her eyes had become panda eyes, and she turned on the faucet to clean-
Then took An Di upstairs, it was the seventh floor without an elevator, and she climbed with her legs shaking for a while by means of the handrail.
Finally got into the room, which was very old but clean.
"Sit down. After saying that, he went into the bathroom, and there was a sound of running water inside, and he was taking a shower.
Soon, while wiping his wet hair with a towel, he took out a bottle of water from the refrigerator and handed it to An Di.
"I'm going back, I have something to do in the evening. "I'm going to go home and nibble on that tome.
He didn't speak, just looked at him, "I'll go down there and eat it." "Get up and go to the kitchen
After hesitating for a moment, she also followed, watching him light the fire, boil the water, and then put an egg into the pot, two, three, four, and tilt her head to look at her,
She was a face: "Hmph, you can do whatever you want." Expression.
"It's really a rival. He sighed, of course what else could he expect.
Soon the noodles were ready, it was instant noodles, eggs and vegetables, two people opened the folding table, one bowl per person, eating and eating, An Di sighed,
"Why?"
"What, why?" said Angel found herself talking to him.
"I'll send you back later. ”
She waved her hand again and again, she was disgusted.
"Thank you, my dad told me, fortunately with your help, it didn't affect them, you know my dad is sick, and my mom is like that. ”
There was no sofa in this room, only circle chairs, and after sitting for a while, An Di's eyes felt a little heavy, so he said, "You go to bed and rest." ”
She was really tired, the intensity was too much, "Is it safe now?"
"It's okay here," come over to her, "Come on," and picked her up—
Lying there, she said, "I'll just sleep for an hour." ”
After sleeping and opening his eyes, he found that he was lying on the other side with his back to him, and pushed him with his hand, he turned around: "I want to go, it's too late, let's come back in the morning." ”
Seeing the bloodshot in Liu Xin's eyes up close, the heavy lying silkworm, in the Western restaurant, I thought he was deliberately dressed up like an old city, but in fact, he really looked like this.
"Does your wife care about you? No matter what, it's your family's business, and she doesn't care about it?" blurted out
looked at her fixedly, and said for a while, "It's not that I won't answer you, it's just that it's a long story, but now time is so precious, it's okay not to say it." And, forget it, I don't want to bother, it's already annoying. Seeing that he didn't speak, he was very earnest, "Don't ask, okay?"
"Good" At this moment, she sincerely pities him, and she is also helpless for herself like this.
I don't know if this constellation is so exaggerated, as long as one touches, it can't extricate itself, it's too emotional, now it's a lonely man and a widow, one is a song to welcome, one is nothing more than a bluff, and the result is an unforgettable old love.
An Di went outside in the morning to take a taxi home, and he didn't answer all his doubts, just looking at her as much as possible, single-mindedly, maybe reminiscing about the past, and then the sentence "Your eyelid transformation is really ingenious." ”
"See if you can still laugh at me, I firm my opinion: you will get better. ”
"yes, you really think so?" ......