Chapter 157: There's no way to sit idly by

She smiled carefree, like a child who was simply happy for the New Year, and blessed him happily.

Lin Yu was slightly silent for a moment, hugged her with his backhand, and the coldness at the corners of his eyes and eyebrows finally softened little by little: "Happy New Year." ”

Happy New Year, my girl.

The girl he put on the tip of his heart, what the hell is he going to do with her.

It doesn't matter, it's still a long time. This is just the first New Year they have spent together in their lives.

They still have dozens of Chinese New Year's Eve to spend together, and he doesn't need to worry about who she is thinking about at this moment.

Years later, Lin Yu became busy again, although he tried his best to take care of most of the things, but Lin Fang, as the bride, also began to prepare intensively.

Time flies in the busy, and soon it's the day of the wedding.

Lin Fang sat in front of the dresser, letting the invited makeup artist put the finishing touches on his face.

At this time, the door of the dressing room was suddenly pushed open, and Lin Jinyu walked in wearing a festive suit.

"Dad......" Lin Fang raised his eyes and called out to him.

"Daddy came over and saw how you were ready. With a loving smile on her face, Lin Jinyu looked at her daughter, who was becoming more radiant and radiant, and said with relief: "It's almost time." ”

"That's good. Lin Fang raised his face and asked the makeup artist to customize it for himself, his eyes drooped slightly, and he clearly saw Lin Jinyu's image from the mirror.

This was the first time she had seen Lin Jinyu since the last time she saw him.

He has always been evasive from her, and although he has not lost his affection, he has never met her.

It was precisely because he hadn't seen him for such a long time that Lin Fang suddenly discovered that Lin Jinyu had grown old like this.

She still remembered that when she first met Lin Jinyu, he was still a personable, well-maintained, and attractive mature middle-aged man, with a bit of elegance all over his body.

But I don't know when it started, his temples were completely white, wrinkles were crawling on his face, and his back was faintly rickety.

Between his eyes, the folds were deep, and the whole person seemed to have been completely drained of his energy, as if he had no vitality, like an old man who was about to die.

How could it be!

It's only been nearly two months, how did he get old like this?

Lin Fang was shocked, and after a little hesitation, he waved his hand to the makeup artist and stylist around him: "You guys go out first, I have something to talk about with my father." ”

The stylist and makeup artist looked at each other with a little hesitation on their faces.

Lin Jinyu's heart jumped, and he hurriedly stopped: "Xiaofang, don't be willful, it's time for the wedding to start." ”

"It doesn't matter, it's time. Lin Fang glanced at the time, and his tone was very firm: "Five minutes before the wedding starts, I will call you in to make final adjustments, now you go out first." ”

Her tone was calm and persistent, and it was clear that she still had a plan in her heart.

In this case, stylists and makeup artists naturally won't be too boring, and they will withdraw after answering.

The dressing room, which had been a little crowded just now, was empty in an instant.

Lin Jinyu stood in place, facing this daughter who she had watched grow up since she was a child, and she was a little at a loss for a while.

Lin Fang stood up, lifted the heavy hem of the wedding dress, turned around and grabbed Lin Jinyu's arm: "Dad, you sit first." ”

Being forced by her to sit on the chair, Lin Jinyu also understood that he probably couldn't make Lin Fang change his mind today, so he could only chuckle helplessly: "Xiaofang, what are you going to do......?

Lin thought to himself, yes, this is her big day.

But she couldn't do that much.

In the past few months, Lin Jinyu's speed of aging is too terrifying, and the whole person seems to have lost the faith and courage to live.

Lin Fang once thought about it, since Lin Jinyu was unwilling to lift the last veil, could she just make a mistake and live like this.

But...... Seeing Lin Jinyu like this, she really had no way to stand by and watch.

Lin Fang thought, it's time to make it clear.

Sitting on the stool, Lin Fang pondered the words for a moment before he spoke: "Dad, you must have noticed that I am not the original me......

"Small. Lin Jinyu's voice suddenly became urgent, and she quickly interrupted her unfinished words, but there was a bit of pleading in her eyes: "What is your happy day, let's talk about it later." ”

Lin Fang's heart was sour, and he almost agreed softly.

But......

Lin Jinyu said every time, it doesn't matter, I'll talk about it later.

But he has been avoiding her, obviously still covering up the loopholes for her, but he has always refused to face her.

Lin Fang was really scared, if he didn't say it all the time, he would continue to grow old indefinitely, and let himself live in this world like a walking corpse.

Therefore, Lin Fang pressed his hand and won his heart: "Dad, escaping can't solve the problem." You've already discovered it early in the morning, and now in this body, it's no longer the original one, your little release!"

Her words were clear, Lin Jinyu's whole person was completely stiff.

His cloudy eyes stared directly at Lin Fang, and he didn't speak for a while.

Lin Fang was at a loss for his heart, moved his fingertips helplessly, and said in a low voice: "I don't know how I came to this world...... As soon as I opened my eyes, it was already her. Dad, I'm sorry...... I don't know how to get it back to you...... However, I really think of you as my biological father......"

"I can't bear to watch you torture yourself like this all the time. Speaking of this, Lin Fang's eyes couldn't help but burst into tears, and complex emotions welled up in his heart, and he choked up: "If you really can't let go, just complain about me...... It was I who took possession of her body...... It's my bad ......."

Lin Jinyu's eyes turned red, and the flesh of her cheeks, which had begun to droop, trembled, and she asked in a hoarse voice after a while, "When did you come over?"

Lin Fang almost immediately understood what he was going to ask, and said in a low voice, "It's the day Jiang Jiansheng celebrates his birthday...... Woke up from sleep...... She, Xiaofang shouldn't have felt pain......"

"Then, that's good......" Lin Jinyu's voice choked for a moment, and then he trembled, took out a cigar from his pocket, shook his hands, and did not light it.

Lin Fang was distressed when he saw it, and couldn't help but sobbed in a low voice: "Dad...... If you would like to recognize me as a daughter...... Dad, you, you're so sad, just smoke one......"

"No, it's fine. I am...... Pinch your heart and be steady......" Lin Jinyu wiped his face, this man who was over half a hundred years old finally held back all his tears.

He even shook his hands, took out two tissues, carefully wiped the tears that fell out for Lin Fang, and forced a smile: "Don't, don't cry...... Today is your big day, and the wedding will be held in a while, don't cry......"

When it came to the last two words, his voice was hoarse, and he was obviously sad to the extreme.

Lin was relieved to be sour and complicated.

She's also seen a lot of crossings.

But in those stories, the protagonist of the crossing lived a prosperous life, some talked about how to make a fortune, and some talked about how to adapt to the times.

Only no one has said how to deal with the original parents who love their children.

How to let them who perceive the truth not be so grieved.

"Why do you cry more and more fiercely......" Lin Jinyu patted Lin Fang's hand helplessly, her eyes were red, and her eyes were a little empty: "I...... Actually, I've been running away from ......."

"Over the years, I have nominally loved Xiaofang, but I haven't given her anything except money and doting...... She is such a small group, I can't be by her side, let her grow up alone...... I, I'm not a good dad......"

Speaking of this, Lin Jinyu's eyes couldn't help but shed tears after all, this strong man's wrinkled big hands covered his face, and large tears fell from his fingers.

"I, I always thought that there would always be a chance in the future...... However, God did not give me this opportunity at all......"

"I'm avoiding you these days...... I thought, I lied to myself, maybe I just grew up and experienced more, so I changed......"

Lin Jinyu choked.

He avoided Lin Fang, just afraid, she was in front of him, revealing the cruel facts.

He thought, in fact, his little one is good, and he is preparing to be a bride for the second time, to marry a proud son of heaven who is impeccable in every way......

He thought that his Xiaofang was only because he was hurt by Jiang Jun that his temperament changed greatly, and the whole person matured.

He thought, maybe his Xiaofang is Xiao's father, who was born with a talent for investment, so he has such a vision......

He thought that his Xiaofang might just be so cold because Liu Ying was heartbroken and completely disappointed in his mother......

However, every time he dreams back at midnight, Lin Jinyu knows how clumsy and full of loopholes his excuses are.

A person can mature, but it is impossible to learn so many experiences and ways and means of dealing with the world overnight.

She has talent, but she can't be old and skilled without contact.

Even if she is disappointed, as a daughter, she should not have no emotion in her mother's eyes.

No matter how Lin Jinyu deceived himself, Lin Fang's performance could only be emphasized to him again and again.

She's not his little put.

His little release is no longer there.

All the compensation he had conceived was impossible for Xiaofang to feel......

But who can he blame?

Lin Fang is also innocent. This is not the result of her subjective choices.

Blame Liu Ying? The reason why Liu Ying has become more and more unscrupulous in what he has done over the years is that there is no reason for his indecision and connivance?

In the end, the only thing he can blame is himself.

As a father, he can't teach his children in person, he can't accompany his children, he only knows that he is busy with his career and neglects the education of his children.

As a husband, he cannot restrain and accompany his wife, allowing her to go further and further down the wrong path.

As the head of the family and the support of the family, he could not ensure the relationship between his wife and daughter well, so in order to avoid trouble, he adopted an attitude of resignation.

He's a complete failure!

Maybe...... This is the punishment that God has given him......

Lin Jinyu burst into tears, but she still waved her hand and said in a low voice: "Child, you are not to blame...... It's me, I'm a father......"

"Dad......" Lin Fang's tears fell more urgently, her heart was distressed and painful, and the sourness was unspeakable: "Lin Fang, she has never blamed you...... You are the best father in the world...... She actually loves you and adores you......"

"Even though I've only been with you for a few months, I think you're a very good father...... You, you ......" Lin Fang choked up and cried: "I think, if Xiaofang can still sense all this, he will definitely hope that you can take care of your body and live a good life......"

Lin Jinyu raised his head violently, his eyes were full of tears, with a little disbelief, and a little expectation: "Child, you say ...... You said that Xiaofang is very, very ......"

"She loves you so much and adores you. Lin Fang nodded in affirmation and said firmly: "When I woke up, I had her memory...... She has the impression that you are the best dad in the world, and she is proud of you. ”

"Xiaofang...... Xiao Fang ......" Lin Jinyu leaned back in the chair violently, as if crying and laughing, and shouted Lin Fang's name in a low voice, tears fell: "Dad's good little release...... Daddy, Daddy I'm sorry for you......"

Crying is really the best way to vent your emotions.