In the past few days, An Di has been inquiring about Du Niang, in fact, the best way is to burn charcoal, there have been examples: a family of four cooked a pot of charcoal in the room before going to bed, and the result was that the family of four walked extremely peacefully, without grinning hideous, vomiting, white foam, mutated and twisted corpses, and the muscle lines of the face were relaxed, as if they had not woken up from a dream.

I continued to consult a lot of information about suicide methods, and the suicide website also went around, and finally chose to take this matter as my privacy and go quietly.

After all, there is only one life in a person's life, so she has to go well, of course, she is very afraid of loneliness, but fortunately she has a companion, and this companion is Liu Xin.

Liu Xin and An Di are of the same age, they are college classmates in the Normal School, although they are not in the same class, they still have contact on many occasions and have a good impression of each other.

Liu Xin's unit is a company under the Trade Bureau, An Di is a vocational school, everything is going well, according to the normal procedure, it should be time to meet the parents, just this level is stuck, An Di's family is needless to say, Liu Xin is tall, elegant in conversation, and the family is rich, anyway, the mother-in-law looks at her son-in-law more and more she loves it.

On the contrary, An Di was much lighter when she saw Liu Xin's parents, and when she came back, she didn't look pleasant, and she didn't look like a blessed child with more bones and less flesh on her face.

The meal was eaten, thanks to Liu Xin's full mediation in the middle, and the atmosphere at the dinner table was quite passable.

When she got out of the door of Liu's house, at the door, An Di saw that Liu's mother seemed to be holding her son's hand as much as possible, trying to prevent her son from going with An Di, Liu Xin glanced at her mother and gently took out her hand, or followed, and the two stood by the elevator door together and waited-

As soon as she got into the elevator, An Di, who was holding hard, was soft, stuck to her boyfriend, and buried her head in her boyfriend's coat, her boyfriend touched her head with his hand, and An Di said in a vague voice: "What should I do, what should I do, what if your parents don't like me." ”

"It's okay, it's going to be fine, you're not going to have to deal with them, relax. He patted softly.

"Your parents will arrange a blind date for you soon, what should you do?"

"Just go. ”

"You ?——" resentful eyes

"Okay, I'll deal with it, it's definitely us who will win in the end, put your heart in your stomach, ah!"

The two hugged each other and returned to the little comfort house they had rented.

turned on the TV and sat on the sofa, the situation was the same as in the past, but it was different, An Di's eyes didn't leave Liu Xin's body, nor did she turn on the washing machine, just stuck to his side.

When he watched TV, she put her arms around his waist and lay down on his lap, knowing that he was seeing some kind of ghost parent like this, but now that this is the case, it is foreseeable that things will change, and where will they go.

She still hugged him tightly when she slept, and she knew that she couldn't treat it rationally, and he still responded as usual, he was gentle and she was warm, as if nothing had changed, and it was different, he reached out to take it—she stopped,

He looked down: what if so?

She looked up intently: No, I really don't

Well, he retracted his hand......

When she woke up in the morning, she had breakfast ready. The two of them went out to work after eating, one went east and the other went west, is this a hint of separation, I haven't paid attention to this detail before, who has made her a glass heart now.

After everyone sat down, the director of teaching seemed to ask An Di a few professional questions very casually, he often did this, either to test this or to test that, probably this can show that he is a generalist, after An Di answered, he went out to call Liu Xin and asked him if he was in the unit.

Liu Xin said that he arrived early, and then there was a voice calling him on the phone, and then Liu Xin said: See you in the evening, something is wrong.

Standing in front of the large classroom with more than 100 students listening to the class, looking at Zhang Zhang's young faces, she could only restrain her mind and become focused, until the bell rang for the end of class, and after the assignment, she returned to the office with the textbook and the lesson plan book without a lesson plan.

In the next few days, life was repeated, and the most important thing was that he didn't change much, which calmed her anxiety a lot.

Soon the time came to Friday night, when he was about to get off work, Liu Xin called and said that he would work overtime at night, probably very late, let An Di eat alone, don't think about it, close the door, rest early, he has the key.

That's the case, I suddenly became interested, I didn't want to go back after work, I stayed in my seat, I wanted to fill in the blank lesson plan, I picked up the pen but didn't know what to write, I held my head, I was silent, I was delayed for a long time, and I suddenly thought that I had a class tomorrow, but I still couldn't cheer up, and suddenly I thought that tomorrow was Saturday, rest, and this heart could be put down.

Pricked up her ears, until the first floor was completely silent, she was willing to stand up, came to the corridor, near the window and looked at the playground below, there were few people, tired of seeing, patrolling the corridor, facing the innermost room is the small conference room, the side room begins with the principal's room, and then, general affairs, finance......

Unfocused, meaningless.

The light dimmed, and I don't know if he's done, wait, he'll call when he's done, I hope he's in the unit, but what comes to mind is the scene of him eating with his family-

In that room, on the platform, the people sitting there, those expressions, slowly she seemed to be able to see what they were saying, but it was too far away to hear clearly......

When it got dark, she had sat back in her place, and the door behind her had been locked, immersed in darkness, for a long time, there was no sound, she usually had no friends, and now all she was looking forward to was that phone call.

Waiting, so that the time has become longer, the darker and darker surroundings are obviously empty, but it feels more and more imminent threat, in the darkness many things slowly squirmed, jumped up and turned on the light, proving that everything was an illusion, so what about him, is it just imagination.

It's all fake.

When I sat down again, my mood was much brighter with the lighted room, and I dialed his number, but no one answered at the end. The image that comes to mind is real:

Liu Xin was watching with his mobile phone, and his mother came over and stood behind her son, An Di in this place could only watch blankly, watching him hang up and put away his mobile phone, turn around to face his mother, he was smiling, sure enough, no matter how it is, it is the same mother and son.

After a while, she picked up her coat, packed her bags, and prepared to go home, the building was extremely quiet, only the sound of her own footsteps falling down the stairs, until she saw the doorman on the first floor, her heart was put down, and the chase behind stopped again.