The summer of 02 Haishi came a little early, just the beginning of April, the temperature has begun to rise to more than 30 degrees, people say that this is the greenhouse effect, are caused by more people! More people need more houses, wider roads, steel and cement production will release a lot of heat, and higher and higher, more and more buildings will affect the flow of air, Haishi began to emphasize greening, several cities in the river banks on both sides have also begun to green beautification.

And Zhao Hong, who had already been admitted to the hospital, couldn't see this, he refused to take care of it, and took the initiative to live in an ordinary ward, at least a lively four-person room. Although he also has attendants, he prefers to communicate with patients, and there is no discrimination between them, and there is no deliberate care of whom. This is what he feels he really needs, and after the initial manic stage, he has become a little silent, and from time to time he will imprison himself in his own world, and he will not be able to get out! Sadness, frustration, hesitation, and indifference, this is the characteristic of most people here, with a dull expression and a little mechanical walking. Relatively speaking, after half a month of treatment, Zhao Hong has begun to gradually wake up, although there are many previous symptoms, but most of the time he can take care of himself, according to the doctor, this is already very fast! It will take a month at most to be discharged from the hospital to continue treatment, but he thinks that it is better to continue treatment here! Save yourself from going home and affecting the life of your family!

The days in the hospital are simple and regular, and when to eat, when to sleep, and when to exercise every day are all arranged. One of the most interesting activities is the outdoor public recreation. Outdoor activities are chosen in the small garden on the south side of the inpatient unit, when the weather is nice. Male and female patients will be let out to bask in the sun, look at flowers, and play basketball and table tennis; there are also people who wander around the small water beach, and the small water stalls are really small and shallow, but there are a few small fish swimming around in them; there are also many people playing cards in the small pavilions, and here are some relatively normal people, even a very smart group of people, and here it is really ordinary undergraduates who have just started, and graduates from key universities are okay, and graduate students are not uncommon! According to the doctors, this is a tragedy that has been thought too much about......

Under the shade of the trees at the edge of the rest area, there are also groups of patients chatting together, sharing the delicious food they brought, a little bit of classmates and friends going out on an outing together, and there are even men and women who mix and match, most of them didn't know each other before, but they only knew each other for a few days because they were sick. Or exchange work experience, or chat about the outside world, you can encourage each other or comfort each other. These are some people whose condition has improved, or who are relatively mild, can generally be discharged from the hospital in more than a month, and some of them have come here for the second time or even the third time, so they also warn those patients for the first time, do not reduce or stop the medicine without permission, because it has been proved that only according to the doctor's requirements, the possibility of recurrence will be the lowest. And even if you want to reduce your medication, you should be under the guidance of a doctor!

And in some unnoticed corners, there is a pair of guys who are trying to fall in love. It is five or six meters away, talking quietly, and occasionally the boy speaks and has a gesture, and the girl is happy, and there will be a wink to send out! In fact, it is no wonder that the largest proportion of patients here is 18 to 24 years old, which is the age of physical maturity. Outside, they are discriminated against, and they have some inferiority complexes, but here, everyone is the same, they are all minor or serious patients! There is no discrimination, no cover-up, no house, no car, and of course, no difference in family background, they and them are just the release of nature!

Didn't you see the envious and jealous men and women around you? Watching from afar, watching quietly, no one wanted to disturb the short-lived and doomed good impression of men and women! Even Zhao Hong felt that this might be the purest good impression and love!

"The nurse is here!"

A low cry came, and the onlookers and the couple in love immediately fled without a trace, and Zhao Hong was also happy! This may be the exposure of human nature!

"When the catastrophe comes, each flies"!

The envy and jealousy that just came also went away, the nature of life has been so suppressed by this social reality, and occasionally there are feelings of forgetting everything and devoting oneself to it, but as soon as it is touched by a very cruel reality, it will immediately disappear!

Zhao Hong and a few patients who sat on the chair to rest were happy for a while, these patients were all over thirty patients, and they had come here more than once, and they had already adapted to this place, and they could face everything quietly.

Zhao Hong doesn't like to participate in too intense sports, that's not his thing. I don't want to participate in activities that are too brainy, I just like to walk around the small garden, breathe in the sunny air, and go to the shade of the surrounding trees when I am tired, but I am alone. According to the doctors, this is the most important reason why he got sick!

But he didn't explain, because he knew that sometimes explanations were just cover-ups, and if he said too much, he would inevitably make mistakes, but he really couldn't tell his secrets! Even his closest people couldn't tell them! And he also found that some of his memories were erasing as his condition improved! After asking the doctor, he learned that this was a normal phenomenon. Some disappointed and how much lost, my biggest reliance may be gone, but my condition will also improve, I really don't know whether to be happy to regain freedom and happiness, or to feel sad about it!

In the waiting for gains and losses, his condition improved even more, and Guo Yi and Xiao Wanting were also allowed to visit, that is, an ordinary Friday morning, the sun was shining, just because it was not a weekend, there were not many family members who came to visit the patient.

When they came, because Zhao Hong had already known in advance, they had some expectations, and they felt that time had passed slower than usual, swimming around in the corridor near the ward, feeling better for a while and a little lost, when did they become like this?

There is a reason for everything, and perhaps this is the collateral consequence of being reborn! I always have a secret hidden in my heart, a secret that I can't communicate with others. It not only brought many benefits, but also brought him a lot of burdens, especially psychologically, which was too heavy! Sometimes thinking too much is also a tragedy! He somewhat understood why those stressed people choose to indulge themselves from time to time......

"Hi, this handsome guy. Which beautiful woman are you thinking about?"

A familiar teasing female voice sounded beside Zhao Hong!