235. I want respect and respect, not sympathy and pity
Since Zhang Qin wanted to visit the campus, Wang Qi naturally agreed. He also misses Jiangcheng Technology and Business University, a third-rate alma mater, the more he leaves, and has the same mentality as many Chinese who "go abroad and love the country".
Of course, what he misses is not the empty concept of "school", but the grass, trees, flowers and scenery on campus, and what he misses is the four years of college, and the countless happy or sad things that happened with him during these four years.
The two walked side by side, hand in hand, into the familiar campus like countless lovers on campus in the past. It's still the holidays, the vast majority of students haven't come yet, and the campus is so quiet that there's hardly anyone to be seen.
School Building, Playground, Library, Green Lake, Bamboo Forest, Trail...... The two of them are like tourists who come to the University of Commerce for the first time or students who have just entered the campus, and they have no specific destination, like two knights riding horses and walking on the endless grassland.
"Remember, Wang Qi, the first time I saw you, right there, the Freshman News Office. At that time, you were wearing a crumpled white shirt and a pair of gray trousers, sitting on two big woven bags, sweating, holding a small plastic fan that you didn't know where to pick up, and fanning the wind on your hot and red face, giving people the feeling of hee-hee...... It's like a migrant worker waiting for a train at a train station. When the two came to the square in front of the teaching building, Zhang Qin, who was next to Wang Qi, suddenly raised his hand and pointed to the position in the center of the square, and said with a smile.
Wang Qi really doesn't remember this.
He couldn't help touching his nose and sneered, "I don't remember much...... But, Qinqin, am I really that bad?Migrant worker?hehehe, is there a migrant worker as handsome as me?" After laughing, he began to narcissise again.
"Stinky beauty!" Zhang Qin glanced at him, tilted his head and thought for a while, as if recalling his previous appearance, quickly nodded, and said with a look of fascination, "Although it looks like a migrant worker, it is a little embarrassing, but the temperament is still very outstanding, even if there are parents around them, the clothes on their bodies also look neat, and the refreshing boys can't compare with you at all, it's completely ...... Stand out from the crowd!"
"That's it! I think back then, this handsome guy was also from a small man to a big one, a hairy phoenix, that is also a phoenix, an ordinary local chicken and tile dog, how can it be compared to me?" Wang Qi cocked his chin, looked at it, continued to stinky and pretended, only made Zhang Qin next to him giggle, and kept saying that he was not ashamed of his words, and he was a phoenix? I'm afraid it's a peacock, right?
It's still a peacock that keeps the screen on!
After laughing for a while, Zhang Qin suddenly remembered something, looked up and asked Wang Qi:
"By the way, Wang Qi, why didn't you call your uncle and aunt to send you at that time? They sent you to Jiangcheng, and by the way, you can also play in Jiangcheng for two days and travel. My mom and my dad took the opportunity to send me to Jiangcheng to study, and played for several days, what Yingtianmen, Jiangzhong Peninsula, cableway, ancient town, and two rivers cruise ship...... The fun and fun places in Jiangcheng have been visited by the two of them. There are so many places I haven't been to yet! Are they sending me to study or lending me to study, but in fact they come to Jiangcheng to travel?
"It's not just my parents, I think a lot of parents around me are like this!
"So, Wang Qi, can you also call your uncle and aunt to send you at that time, and then accompany them to Jiangcheng for two days?"
Wang Qi smiled and said, "They are not available, so they can't come." ”
At that time, he was admitted to university, and his two uncles and an aunt also discussed whether to send an adult to send off his nephew, after all, Jiangcheng is hundreds of kilometers away from his hometown in a small county, and Wang Qi has never been far away, and he carries so much luggage, what if he encounters a bad person?
But Wang Qi resolutely refused to let his two uncles and one aunt send it, and the reason for not letting him send it was the same as they were worried about him.
His two uncles and an aunt are all honest farmers, and the eldest uncle has never read a day, and he can't even write his own name, and the largest range of activities in this life is the village, township, and small county town where they are located, not only have they never been out of the province, but they have never even been to the provincial capital once or twice in their lives. When the time comes, they sent him to Jiangcheng, how can they go back?
Moreover, at the end of August and the beginning of September, it was the busiest time in the countryside where they were, and every household was busy harvesting rice, and the uncles and aunts had to delay themselves for at least two days, not to mention the cost of travel, but also a waste of time.
Based on the above reasons, of course, there is another reason that Wang Qi failed to say to his relatives, and it is also the most important reason:
After all, uncles and aunts are just uncles and aunts, not their own fathers and mothers, and they also have their own family to take care of, to raise, and also have their own troubles to do, he just goes out to read a book, he has his hands and feet, he has culture, he can read, he can read and write, he can ride a car and read the street signs, so there is no need to trouble relatives. He has always been a character who will never trouble the people around him as long as he can do what he can, especially after the death of his parents, this tendency of "not asking for anything" has become more and more serious.
Therefore, four years ago, Wang Qiwan refused the send-off of his relatives, and only let them be sent to the bus station in the county seat, and he himself took a car to the provincial capital first, and then took a train from the provincial capital to Jiangcheng.
After all, it is also a major event in the lives of your uncle and aunt that you have studied hard for more than 10 years and finally been admitted to university! I think that the leaders of any unit will understand and accommodate this kind of thing. My mom and dad asked the unit leaders for several days. Zhang Qin opened her sparkling eyes and continued to ask.
Usually, Wang Qi rarely mentions his family in front of her. If she and Wang Qi were not boyfriend and girlfriend, but just ordinary friends and classmates, of course she would be embarrassed to dig into the bottom of the matter and care too much about other people's private affairs.
However, now that the two have become boyfriend and girlfriend, they will form a family in the future, get married and have children, Zhang Qin feels that she has a reason and obligation to care more and learn more about her boyfriend's family situation.
And herself, in front of Wang Qi, has her own family situation - what do her parents do, where do they work, how much money can they earn a month, personality, temperament, and what preferences do they have...... In the past month or two of communicating with Wang Qi through text messages and phone calls, as long as the topic is involved, she will crackle, bluntly say a lot to Wang Qi, and practice her promise to Wang Qi:
"Wang Qi, I will not have any reservations about you, now or in the future!"
Zhang Qin's question made Wang Qi feel very embarrassed, and he wanted to simply tell Zhang Qin the truth about his family, but whenever he thought of words, something instinctively stopped him. Sometimes, he also feels strange that he can tell Liu Miao, who he doesn't like at all, that he has no obstacles in the fact that he is an orphan, and that Liu Yufen, who only has a two-sided relationship, but he remains silent about several people who have a better relationship with him, such as Liu Qing, Su Jingxian, Yu Wenli and Zhang Qin, this kind of mentality is strange enough.
Wang Qi often asks himself why, is he afraid that his friends, classmates, and lovers will look down on him after knowing the true situation of having no father and mother, and then alienate himself.
In this regard, he carefully and frankly analyzed his heart, and felt that it was not, what really made him not want to say it was precisely because of the "contempt" that he might incur, but because he was "too affordable", so as to have "pity" and "sympathy" for him, and give him more "special treatment" and "special care".
Wang Qi, who has been excellent since he was a child, is also an extremely proud person in his bones, and he never wants to receive anyone's pity and sympathy! What he hopes to get is the respect and respect of others, and this kind of respect and respect has nothing to do with who his parents are, let alone whether he has parents or not, but only because of his own words and deeds, character, and conduct in the world, which is worthy of respect!
This, Wang Qicai felt that it was the most fundamental reason why he kept his life experience secret from everyone around him during the entire four years of college and didn't want them to know!
"Qinqin, my dad and my mom, they ...... I couldn't take a leave of absence and went to a distant place. My family situation is a bit complicated, and it is not convenient to tell you now. When it is convenient for me one day, and I feel that it is appropriate, I will tell you my parents, my family, and everything you want to care about and understand without reservation, and tell you and you, okay? ”
Wang Qi looked at Zhang Qin's face full of anticipation, hesitated several times, and finally failed to tell the secret he had been carrying for several years.