Chapter 171: Courage
When she came to her senses, she only felt uncomfortable, her hands and feet were weak, and her heart was inexplicably empty, as if she had lost something. Pain swept through her lower abdomen, and she just curled up on the bed. When her eyes touched the airplane line outside the window, she suddenly felt a sense of loss in her heart, but she didn't know why at that time.
The hand probed around, and finally reached her phone. originally wanted to see the time, but saw many missed calls and unread messages, all of which were numbers from Pang Yueban, and Xie Yuhua was a little dazed at that moment.
How could Pang Yueban suddenly send her so many messages? But when Xie Yuhua saw the end, his mood slowly became heavy.
He's gone!
He's gone!
Last night, when she heard what Pang Yueban said, she couldn't tell how happy she was, but she felt that the cells in her whole body were crazy. There are two voices fighting all the time, one agreeing and the other refusing.
To promise him is to fulfill oneself and his heart. Reject him, because there seems to be some distance between them. They are one day and one earth, his future is limitless, and his future does not know where it is.
Even when he was in pain, Xie Yuhua kept thinking about this question.
It's just that before she could tell Pang Yueban her answer in person, Pang Yueban actually left. She inadvertently pressed the mute yesterday, and as a result, she missed all the messages sent by Pang Yuefang.
'I'm sorry I broke into your world without your consent, and I bothered you. I know your answer, and I won't bother you anymore in the future. ’
The time showed eleven o'clock, and Pang Yueban had already left by plane. Xie Yuhua struggled to look at the sky outside the window, they haven't started yet, are they about to end?
In the end, Xie Yuhua still didn't call Pang Yueban's number again, because she didn't know if it was suitable.
During that time, she had been very depressed, hiding everything in her heart, thinking that the two of them should be like this. Later, it was under the guidance of her father that Xie Yuhua decided to muster up the courage to try it once.
That night, she asked Father Xie a question in confusion and casually: "Dad, if there are some things that I know have no result, do I still have to do them?"
She remembered that her father didn't say anything at that time, just looked at her and said to her with the eyes of an adult: "Xin'er, there are some things that have not been done yet, how do you know that there will be no results? You must know that many times, the result is only known after you have done it, and if you do it, there may be no result, but if you don't do it, there will never be a result." ”
If you don't do it, you won't get results.
I remember that was the first thing her father taught her.
She had always fantasized about it, and although she had a lot of thoughts in her heart, she gave up every time she thought that it would not end well, and she never thought about taking that step. But a lot of things haven't been done yet, how do you know if there will be a good ending?
Thinking of this, Xie Yuhua said goodbye to Xie's father: "Dad, I may have to do something." ”
At that time, Xie Yuhua was 19 years old and had traveled to many places, but there had never been a time when he had officially resigned from him like this time.
Although he didn't know what his daughter was going to do, Father Xie didn't stop Xie Yuhua in the end and let her do what she wanted to do.
In this way, Xie Yuhua said goodbye to his family and got on the plane to Chuzhou alone. She didn't know what she was going to face, she just thought it would be nice to be close to him.
Fortunately, God had mercy on them and let them meet after all, otherwise Xie Yuhua would not dare to call Pang Yueban to explain now, and there would be no them now.
Looking back now, it was really frivolous years ago, and I did what I wanted to do, without thinking about the consequences. But when I grew up, I couldn't find the kind of enthusiasm and impulse I had at the beginning.
Before you know it, the taxi is parked at the door of the hotel and they are back in the city.
When he first arrived in the imperial capital, he wanted to take Xie Yuhua to have a good meal, but Xie Yuhua politely refused. Because she suddenly remembered that there was a person still waiting for her, and thought that she could not keep him waiting, so she hurried back.
It was only when Xie Yuhua returned home that she found that Pang Yueban had long been absent from the house, and when she left, she asked Pang Yueban to wait for her at home, but she forgot that Pang Yueban was such an obedient person.
Thinking about it, he dialed Pang Yueban's phone number, there was nothing in the past, Xie Yuhua rarely called him, and he always felt that there was no reason. But tonight, she panicked and wanted to call to confirm the news of Pang Yueban, but to her disappointment, Pang Yueban's phone was connected, but no one answered.
Later, Xie Yuhua didn't fight anymore, walked to the window and looked at the direction of Qingfeng Yuan, the house on the diagonal with her was Pang Yueban's residence.
As long as Xie Yuhua is there every night, Xie Yuhua will watch like this, because Pang Yueban and they are all there, and the house is lit up every night during this time, but tonight is dark.
Didn't he go back?
The phone never answered, didn't he go back? Or did something happen to him?
Thinking so, Xie Yuhua dialed another number. Although she was connected, there was a female voice on the other end of the phone, who was very excited to greet her.
It's purple potato, obviously Jiang Luoxi's mobile phone, but it appeared in purple potato's hand, maybe because of trust.
After Xie Yuhua briefly explained her intentions, Zishu gave her a negative answer.
They weren't with Pang Yuepa, so they didn't know who they were.
After much confusion, Xie Yuhua dialed Pang Yueban's phone again, and it was still the same as before, but no one answered. Xie Yuhua thought that he would hang up again because no one answered, but he finally connected at the last moment.
But there was a cacophony of loud music playing on the other end of the phone, mixed with the voices of men and women. And Pang Yue's voice is also present in it, and there is another voice that seems to be Zhong Zhong's voice.
After a few years, Pang Yueban didn't have any contact with Zhong Zhong anymore, and now they are together again?
Xie Yuhua put away his thoughts, sat at the computer desk, and his eyes wandered to the jewelry box next to him. Opened the lattice inside. Just looking at the gold earring necklace lying in the jewelry box, Xie Yuhua felt a tingling pain in his heart.
This is after they met again, Xie Yuhua hung his neck with his own hands. After she decided to go to Chuzhou, she carefully selected chains to make earrings, and gave him a token of love after seeing Pang Yuepai and showing him her heart.
Her mother told her that when their Xie family's child was born, the elders of the family would give them golden ears to protect the environment and safety. In fact, there is another meaning in this, if you meet someone you like, give the other half to him, and that person is the partner you identify as your lifelong partner.
But now there are too few people in this world who can recognize their lives, but this custom has been passed down by their Xie family.
Now the necklace in the jewelry box was given to Pang Yueban, and it had already been given away, so Xie Yuhua didn't expect to come back. But she didn't expect it to return to her hand in the end, when Pang Yueban was hospitalized in a car accident, the nurse lady gave it to her after he was discharged from the hospital.
Xie Yuhua wanted to give it back to Pang Yueban for the first time, and when she really wanted to act, she suddenly realized that today was different from the past, and there was no reason for her to give away some things.