My heart was suddenly sad, my body was as thin as paper, and I couldn't feel the slightest heat even when I tightened my body. After Aunt Lu's 'daughter' translated the last sentence to Musa, she probably realized that she no longer had the need to exist, and took the lead in withdrawing. In the originally empty private room, now there are only three of us left.

My body was still trembling when I was dragged to stand up by my mother, but my feet seemed to be welded into the ground, and I didn't move the slightest.

"Xixi, what are you still standing here, haven't you understood what he said just now?" my mother saw that my face was full of tears, and she was sad and disappointed, "Wake up, don't be blinded by the so-called love, with him, you won't have a good future." ”

Sleepiness and sorrow poured down the sea, from the heart 'pumping' to the fingertips, the cruel and difficult reality made me breathless, should I leave Moses like this?

"Mom, don't say that, he is not what you think about me......" I was bitter in my heart and mouth, "I have grown so big, and I have never done anything against your and my father's will. You're going to pamper me once and give me some more time......"

My mother went crazy hysterically: "If you indulge once, it may harm you for the rest of your life! Why are you so ignorant? There are so many Chinese men, who are you not good with, but you want to provoke a foreigner." Foreigners don't care, but this man is still a foreigner who advocates polygamy!"

Mother's anger, my pleading, Mosa could clearly feel the pathos of the atmosphere, although he could not understand it. He threw himself on my shoulder, and my body immediately collapsed in his arms like a puddle of mud.

Seeing this, my mother stretched out her hand and tried to pull me out of Moussa's arms: "Don't you have any bones?

Moussa held me firmly, and his eyes were like a soft saw with teeth, pulling at the pain in my eyes and heart. He opened his mouth to say something to his mother, but he couldn't convey anything through the language barrier. He shook his head, tears stuck in his glands, and could only repeat the simplest Chinese over and over again: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

The jerky pronunciation, the choked voice, one is more earnest, and the other is more helpless. My last tenacity was eroded by this "I'm sorry", and I finally couldn't help but look up at my mother, my face was full of tears, and my voice was very painful but firm and calm: "Mom, I know it's wrong, but you asked me to leave him behind at this moment, I can't do it." "Whether I am stupid, whether I am shameless, whether I am self-conscious, I love Moses, this is unmistakable, and no matter how sad my parents may be, it is difficult for me to let go of such a terrible situation.

Mom was stunned and cried. She wiped her tears, her face full of hatred and regret, and asked sharply, "Are you going back home?"

Maybe it was because I didn't do anything, but I was stiffened by a stern question. I grabbed Mossa's sleeve and mustered up courage, and just as I was about to say "no", my wrist was clenched tightly by Moussa.

"Cece," Mousa lowered his voice, his voice trembling, "it's me who is wrong, the will of my parents is very important, I understand. I can't disobey my parents, and I won't ask you to do so. Don't get into trouble with your mother for me, it will hurt you too much, I don't want that. ”

I froze and looked at Mousa in shock. I was not only moved by his understanding of me, but also deeply saddened by the sentence "my parents' orders cannot be violated". If it were another man, I might wish I had left my parents and go with him, because this kind of thing would not harm the man. But Moses did not, he was a man of great filial piety, and he endured the suffering I endured in my parents and in love, so he understood.

"I'll stay in Chongqing, and after two days, we'll go back to Dubai together. Moussa looked at me deeply and looked at me decisively, "Go home with your mother first, don't worry about me, I will be waiting for you at the airport when I leave." ”

My heart suddenly, and the bright white light shook out the sourness in my eyes: "But, these two days have ......"

"It's fine. Moussa's hand increased, but he still couldn't stop trembling slightly, "I'll think of a place to go in the next two days." Go with her, go back and talk to your parents. ”

In the persuasion of Moussa, my 'chaotic' and 'chaotic' thoughts finally regained a trace of clarity. Yes, even if I go home with my mom now, I can always go back to Dubai and stay with Moussa when school starts. Stabilize your parents' emotions before you can continue to be happy.

I peeked at my mother's tense face, my eyes ached, and finally I bit my lip in pain, supported my soft body, and left Moussa and walked towards my mother.

My mother didn't know what I was talking to Moussa, but when she saw me walking towards her, her face finally relaxed. She glared at Moussa fiercely, grabbed my arm, and dragged me out of the private room.

"Hey, why did you leave?" the waiter looked at us strangely as he took the freshly prepared food and rushed out of the private room.

Mom glanced at the waiter, waved her hand and said, "There is another person inside, and the dishes are given to him, so we will not accompany him." ”

I was choking in pain, but I couldn't say anything more. Comfort yourself in your heart that after these two days, everything will be fine, patience, patience, patience as if all obstacles will disappear.

The waiter was stunned for a moment, then turned sullenly and entered the private room to deliver food. When I opened the door, I couldn't help but glance back. Through the crack in the 'door', which was not spacious, I saw Moussa standing in a quiet and empty private room, with a small tree with withered and thin branches planted outside the glass wall behind him, and a few remaining 'flowers' were dissolved into a bleak dull yellow, showing a 'gloomy' decadent atmosphere. Moses stood still, motionless, like the little tree behind him, withering in the dim light.

Aunt Lu's 'daughter' was still waiting outside the 'door', and my mother hurriedly pulled me away. A few moments later, another force came from my wrist, blocking my gaze. The heart left like a knife, and the frozen figure of Moussa was like a faint light that gradually faded, the most chilling and the most real.

When I got home, my mother and I were tired and didn't talk much. She offered to keep my phone for the time being, but I didn't refuse, and obediently took out and 'handed it over' to her.

"I'll tell you if there's a normal friend contact. Mom sighed softly, "I've said pretty much what I should say." Xixi, since you can come back with me by yourself, I believe you still know the importance of right and wrong in your heart. Honestly, if it weren't for the fact that you still haven't finished your studies in Dubai, I really hope you can stay at home quietly for an extra month or two. In the past few days, you can think about it in the house, and I will accompany you. ”

I nodded in a trance, my eyes blank and out of focus.

Seeing that I obediently agreed, my mother's voice softened: "When you grow up, you will understand that love is the cheapest thing." Do you think that with a vigorous love, you can fill the regrets of life? No, in fact, it is precisely love that creates more regrets. ”

My mother's words drifted into my ears, and I couldn't help but ponder, but I couldn't bear to think about it. Silently returned to his room and sat in stark at the moon outside the window for the night. If you never start, you have no regrets. But once there is a chance to stay together, but not holding on for a while, it is a deeper regret. I think of the arduous journey that I have walked with Moussa, although there are no earth-shattering 'waves', but my heart has turned over a thousand terrifying 'waves'. We are too thin, and in the face of this world that we must never confront us, we are destined to be weak and difficult, with joys and sorrows.

Musa, what are you doing tonight? Are you like me, sitting in front of the window and watching the moon? We are all under the sky of Chongqing, but it is like the whole galaxy across the whole galaxy, and we are speechless.

I spent two whole days at home without taking a step. Eat, sleep, and chat with parents every day, and don't use any communication tools. My parents put down their busy work and stayed with me in the last two days, trying to let me relax from the loss of the breakup. The better they treated me, the more ashamed I became, and the more my heart was stirred when I thought of Moses' stiff body in the crack of the 'door'. I didn't know how to tilt the emotional scale, so I had to try my best to maintain a balance, and I didn't say anything more, just numbly helping my parents do all kinds of trivial work.

I don't know how Moses spent these two days, where did he go, and was he okay?

The time was short and long, and finally, it was time to leave. My parents took their luggage and went to the airport to see me off.

"Xixi, concentrate on studying, study hard, find the right person in love, don't let your parents down. "There are tears in the corners of my mother's eyes, and the wrinkles between my face are undoubtedly 'revealed', and those traces of deepening and gradual strength originate from the wind and frost of the years, and also engrave my growth.

I was ashamed, and my voice was hoarse: "I understand. ”

It's one thing to understand, it's another thing to be able to do it. But I said to myself, it won't be long before I can't balance it. The world changes, everything, there will be a day when the dust falls and the wind calms down.

My mother took out the confiscated phone from her bag, sighed, and returned it to me. The tearful eyes are clearly filled with ardent anticipation. My heart was torn apart, I couldn't bear to look at it anymore, hugged my parents goodbye, and went through the security check.

As I was walking along the road with my luggage, suddenly, a pair of warm hands touched my fingers and took over the weight in my hands. Looking up, Mossa's eyes were dark and dark, and his eyes seemed to be filled with all kinds of emotions, looking at me deeply, quietly, even with a little sadness.

There was no expected excitement, and everything around me seemed to fall silent. You don't have to ask the other party what they have done in the past two days, just by looking at the expression on their faces, everything is clear. I closed my eyes and collapsed weakly into his arms, my whole heart heavy and full of exhaustion. He hugged me so tightly that I could barely breathe. I followed him into the lounge as if I had time, and we didn't say a word except tears of heartache during the whole waiting process.