Yan Rushun bit her lip and didn't speak.

Zhao Xuan was a little surprised, and his voice sank: "What are you thinking?"

Yan Rushun pursed her lips: "The early education center is running very well now, it's not appropriate for me to go in and intervene." ”

This kind of prevarication is reluctant to hear it.

Zhao Xuan was surprised: "What is it not appropriate for you to meddle? You don't know, now I am preparing for other branches, there are not enough manpower, you are here, we just work together to do the business, and when the money is enough, we will get married, and you can also be a full-time mother with peace of mind, isn't this good?"

Everyone is in tune with each other, and the goal is the same, both as a relationship partner and as a business partner, which is simply a matter made in heaven.

The blueprint of his life has been planned for her - he is seriously thinking about their future.

I really don't know what she doesn't want to do.

Yan Rushun looked embarrassed: "Zhao Xuan, I think the affairs of the branch can be done slowly, and I can't support a store with one more." It is better to reserve enough reserve talents first, and then expand the operation. ”

"Time is running out!" Zhao Xuan was a little anxious, "Now is the best time for the development of early education institutions, if you can't take advantage of this time to make a name for yourself and form a scale, it will be difficult to gain a foothold in the market in the future." ”

Yan Rushun persuaded: "I can't eat hot tofu in a hurry." As long as the products of Kid King are good enough, the management team and profit model are clear, and we are not afraid of not being able to do it. ”

The first time he heard her contradict herself everywhere, Zhao Xuan was so angry that he couldn't speak, paced in front of her and walked around a few times, and suddenly paused: "Okay, let's not talk about the branch for the time being, you just come over and be an ordinary teacher-you've always liked this profession before, haven't you?"

"This ......," she hesitated again.

A burst of angry blood suddenly rushed to his head, and Zhao Xuan roared: "Speaking of which, you just don't want to help me, right?"

Xin Weiyang noticed the strangeness of the two, and couldn't help but take a step forward, but immediately stopped - he really didn't have a position to come forward at the moment.

He watched nervously.

Maybe she felt sorry for her boyfriend, Yan Rushun explained in a low voice: "It's not that I don't want to help you, but I don't really want to go to the early education center to be a teacher now." ”

"So where do you want to go?

"No, no, I just want to go to different early childhood education institutions and learn about them, such as kindergartens or something. Because I think there are still certain limits to what you can learn in the early education center. ”

Zhao Xuan raised his voice and said, "Whatever you want to learn?" I can teach you. ”

He is a master's degree in educational psychology and does have the capital to say this to her, a layman.

However, Yan Rushun did not approve.

She wants to be a good mother and has the full ability to raise her own children. She has learned a lot in the early learning center these days, but she also recognizes the limitations.

Early childhood education involves only one stage of a child's growth process, and early education teachers only need to think about the learning content of one lesson at a time. This is not the same as the situation that stay-at-home mothers have to face.

Stay-at-home mothers are likely to face their children 24 hours a day, and they have to think about the whole stage of their child's birth and adulthood.

So how to arrange every hour every day, how to arrange before the age of one, how to arrange when you are at school age, whether the whole life development of the child needs to have a coherent idea, etc.

She has always been keen to talk to stay-at-home mothers in early childhood education centers, and their experience has taught her that she is still ignorant in many ways.

So, she didn't want to limit her thinking to early education.

And what she felt she wanted to learn was not something that Zhao Xuan could teach her as a man.

But she hasn't completely sorted out these things herself, and she doesn't know what words to use and how to tell Zhao Xuan. He had always been strong in front of her, which made her mind even more confused.

As soon as his voice was heard, she was a little panicked and wanted to say something, but suddenly she coughed sharply, and it took a long time to slow down.

Zhao Xuan looked at her coldly.

She felt a little aggrieved in her heart, and said with red eyes: "What I actually want to do is not an early education teacher, but a great mother." Zhao Xuan, you haven't been a mother, and there are some things I don't think you can teach me. ”

Zhao Xuan is actually a little bit machismo.

He felt that Yan Rushun was good because of her admiration and trust in him at the beginning. She felt that everything he said was right, and wrote it down word by word, taking it as a guideline, and practicing it seriously in class.

He said one, she didn't want two at all.

Good looks, smart and clever, innocent family background, and full of admiration for himself. This kind of girlfriend greatly satisfies men's vanity and is what most men can't ask for.

But now, he suddenly discovered that Yan Rushun was actually not what he thought he was.

She began to doubt him, deny him, and oppose him, which made him feel a little intolerable.

Zhao Xuan couldn't help but point at Xin Weiyang, and said, "Ah Shun, you made such a big mistake today, I didn't care about you." I have carefully made plans for our future, and you still don't appreciate it. I think you have something else in mind, right?"

Yan Rushun was stunned.

Objectively speaking, she is indeed at fault in today's affairs, but to say that there is "such a big mistake", she feels that it is not at all. Zhao Xuan can say this, which shows that he is still very concerned about this matter.

With a hat of "such a big mistake", Zhao Xuan will be angry when he thinks about it in the future, so can they live happily?

She felt that she couldn't carry this pot anyway, so her tone became a little tough: "What do you mean? What kind of mistake did I make? I just did my friend a favor and didn't tell you about it, what do you think I did?"

"Who knows what you did?" Zhao Xuan said in a bad tone, "If you don't have anything to see with him, why didn't you tell me before? If you really want to be good with me wholeheartedly, why didn't you listen to me?"

"These are fundamentally two different things! Zhao Xuan, can you be reasonable?"

"I'm being reasonable enough! Someone else will see if he has the patience to listen to you here. ”

Quarrel to the sake of each other's opinions, no matter how good the truth is, there will be no result.

Yan Rushun's eyes were red and white, white and red, and she almost cried several times, but finally held back.

She let out a long breath, wiped her face, and said with unprecedented calmness: "Zhao Xuan, let's stop arguing, let's all go back and calm down!" Seeing that Zhao Xuan was still angry, she added in a low voice, "What you said, I'll think about it too, okay?"

Originally, it was just an expedient word to calm things down, but in Zhao Xuan's ears, it seemed like a foreshadowing that was ready to bow his head.

Zhao Xuan's face improved slightly: "Okay, then where are you going to sleep tonight?"

Yan Rushun was stunned for a moment.

She hadn't thought about it yet.

Zhao Xuan couldn't refuse to make a decision for her: "You pack up your things and go to my house." ”

He lived in a single room with only one bed.

Going to his house means living together.

Yan Rushun was completely unprepared.

Besides, living together in this situation is like using the body to make amends. She simply couldn't take it.

"I ...... I want to calm down alone. She said.

Zhao Xuan's face darkened: "Are you going to talk to that man for a long night later?"

Xin Weiyang watched from a distance and didn't leave, which made him suspicious.

Yan Rushun had a splitting headache and didn't want to quarrel anymore: "There is nothing at all, I will go to the hotel to open a room tonight." ”

"Then I'll go up and pack your things with you. ”

Yan Rushun suddenly felt a little disgusted.

Zhao Xuan was aggressive all the way, interfering in her life strongly, she retreated again and again, and he did not give up, treating her and Xin Weiyang as men and women to guard against.

It's just a relationship, not a prisoner, what qualifications does he have to control her behavior and arrange her life?

"You wait downstairs, I'll go up and pack my things and come down. Her voice suddenly became a little hard.

"I'll stay with you. Zhao Xuan insisted in a cold tone.

She stopped, a wave of anger swelled in her chest, squeezing her heart as if it was about to burst, her voice involuntarily amplified, and every word jumped outward: "I want to go up by myself." ”

Zhao Xuan blocked his chest with a mouthful of turbidity, and his face was distorted: "What do you have to say to him behind his back? ”

Yan Rushun's volume went up: "I don't have any words, but I have my personal freedom!"

This sentence crushed the camel.

Zhao Xuan threw down a sentence of "Okay, don't regret it" and walked away.

Yan Rushun regretted it for a moment, and reached out to pull him, but lifted it up, and finally put it down.

Xin Weiyang didn't know what was going on, so he hurriedly rushed over and asked, "Why did he leave suddenly?" Is there any misunderstanding, do you want me to explain to him?"

Yan Rushun held back her tears and shook her head tiredly and weakly.

This is not something that can be eliminated by a few sentences of explanation, it is the difference in principle between two like-minded people. Unless one party figures it out, the issue is unlikely to be resolved.

Yan Rushun dragged his feet back, and his whole soul was not possessed.

Xin Weiyang was very worried, but he didn't know how to comfort her, so he was silent and protected her all the way.

As soon as I arrived at the rental house, a WeChat voice popped up.

It was the worker who was responsible for the decoration of the nest who said a bunch of things like "the decoration is a big project and it is impossible to be 100% satisfactory", which was actually urging Yan Rushun to pay the interim payment.

Actually, it's not a big deal, but I don't know why, Yan Rushun suddenly exploded, yelling at the phone: "Pay your mother's head!" and slammed the phone on the sofa.

This is the first time he has heard Yan Rushun say dirty words, and Xin Weiyang was taken aback.

She stood motionless, he hesitated, stepped forward and patted her on the shoulder: "Shun Shun......"

Yan Rushun "snapped" his hand away and raised his head suddenly, only to find that his face was full of tears in silence.

"It's all your fault!" she lost control and scolded in a dumb voice, "If it weren't for you, how would I have encountered these things? Now I have a falling out with my boyfriend, I have a falling out with the leader, the house is in a mess, my body is still crippled, and there is nothing going well in life and work." Are you satisfied?"

Xin Weiyang's mouth opened wide, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Yan Rushun shrank on the sofa and cried profusely.

The pressure she has been under these days has stretched her nerves to the extreme, and at this moment, several things are coming together, she really can't hold back, and she takes this opportunity to vent them all.

Xin Weiyang listened to the heart-rending sound, and his heart also throbbed faintly.

For the first time, he felt that he had done something wrong.

At the beginning, he made an appointment with someone who had a love partner, so he terminated the agreed relationship, but for his own convenience and the slightest reluctance in his heart, he dragged things to this situation.

He felt heavy, and some of the things he had thought about before could no longer be spoken.

Because he had no experience in this kind of scene, he didn't know what to do, so he just kept handing the tissue to Yan Rushun, and when he saw that her lips were chapped, he poured warm water for her.

Yan Rushun cried for a while, his emotions were finally almost vented, his strength was almost consumed, he was dizzy, Mu Muran leaned on the back of the sofa in a daze, and sobbed from time to time.

Xin Weiyang handed over the water, and she drank half a cup in one go, but her throat did not feel half moisturized, but drier and more itchy.

Coughing a few times, she flipped through the cold medicine and ate it.

Xin Weiyang suddenly spoke: "You don't have to worry about work, there will be a way to solve it." I'll help you figure out other things step by step. ”

What can be done to fix it?

Manager Mao is almost an old employee in the company who follows the boss to fight the country, although his character is not good, and his ability is not up to the task, but it is absolutely no problem to mix in the administrative department of the branch until retirement. It is impossible for anyone to convict a person like Manager Mao for a little secretary like her.

Xin Weiyang's comfort didn't mean anything to her at all.

Yan Rushun pressed her temples, she was really exhausted, but she forced her bag to pack her things.

Xin Weiyang asked in surprise, "What are you going to do?"

"I went to the hotel for one night. She glanced at him, "I'll come back tomorrow to pack up and move out." ”

Although there are still differences with Zhao Xuan, you can't make mistakes again and again no matter what.

Xin Weiyang was silent, and suddenly reached out and grabbed her bag and threw it on the sofa: "Don't clean up, you go to sleep! I'll go out to live tonight." ”

Yan Rushun was stunned for a moment, feeling that this didn't seem appropriate, but she didn't know how to react for a while.

Xin Weiyang directly picked up the computer bag and walked to the door, then thought of something, turned to her and said, "Trust me, sleep well, and you'll be fine tomorrow." The tone is very firm, and it makes people feel that it is not just a word of comfort.

Does he really have a way to help himself?

But what can he do as a school professor?

The door closed, and Yan Rushun's heart was full of doubts.

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