367, He Xuan's entanglement and pain

On this afternoon, when Wang Qi got off work early and asked Park Longzhou for leave, saying that he was going to rent a house nearby, Park Longzhou joked about Wang Qi, and even said that it was inconvenient to have a girlfriend living in the company dormitory.

I don't know why, after hearing the news, her still happy mood suddenly became extremely bad, extremely lost, with some panic and depression.

She knew that her "upset" was actually for no reason.

Wang Qi and Yu Wenli are boyfriend and girlfriend, and it is natural for the two of them to live together, so why is she unhappy as an outsider?

Although she kept comforting herself with this reason, persuading herself to think about it and not to think about this thing that could not be changed, she just couldn't control herself from thinking about it, all kinds of fantasies, Wang Qi and his girlfriend Yu Wenli lived in both rooms and lived with each other since then, and all kinds of pictures of living a happy and loving life together kept popping up in her mind.

This annoying fantasy, after getting off work in the afternoon and returning home, still did not disappear, but became more and more intense, making her feel that her breathing seemed to be a little difficult.

Her mother, Liao Meiyun, looked at her wilting and unenergetic, thought she was sick, and was anxious for her to go to the community clinic Dr. Chen. Of course, she rejected this. I just said that I was a little tired from work, so I ate some food hastily and went back to my room to rest.

He Xuan, who returned to the room, was stabbed and lying on her back on her bed covered with blue sheets without a lady's appearance, staring at the white ceiling above her head in a daze, thinking about the bits and pieces since she and Wang Qi met.

Needless to say, she has an extremely good impression of Wang Qi.

Wang Qi is tall and handsome, and the first time she saw this guy, she felt very eye-catching.

Not only that, in the later slow contact, in addition to being handsome, the other party was also very sunny and enthusiastic and willing to help. People are also humorous and funny, and from time to time they burst out a little bad, but this little bad is by no means frivolous, it all bursts out naturally according to the atmosphere of the communication between the two, which makes her not feel annoying at all, but makes her feel that this guy is very interesting, not dull, and very interesting.

The identity of the other party as an orphan really surprised her when she first found out, but the shock was quickly replaced by sympathy and pity. When she looked at Wang Qi again, in addition to the various pleasing eyes that still remained unchanged, there was also a kind of maternal tenderness, which made her want to care about him and take care of this poor "little guy" who had no father and no mother.

Later, when she returned to Jiangcheng alone in advance, she pondered Wang Qi's current situation in detail, and slowly found that the other party had no father or mother, but it was not only not a minus, but also a plus!

Because, in this way, she will be able to avoid the terrible "mother-in-law and daughter-in-law relationship" in the future in the future.

Moreover, if her parents knew about Wang Qi's situation, they would definitely be very sympathetic, and they would not think that his lack of father and mother was a defect, but it was very likely that he would regard him as their own son - Wang Qi is now alone, if he becomes a family with her, aren't she, and her parents his only relatives in this world?

Since returning to Jiangcheng, she has fantasized a lot about the future of her and Wang Qi, fantasizing that they finally walked together, she wore a white wedding dress, the other party wore a black dress, and the two walked into the palace of sacred marriage together.

After the two get married, Wang Qi can live in his own home, his parents are kind and sympathetic people, and he will definitely love him as much as he hurts himself.

If he doesn't feel used to it and wants to have his own little world, the two of them can also go outside to buy a warm little house to enjoy the loving and happy world of the two, and then occasionally go home to live with their parents for a day or two.

Anyway, with her current income, plus Wang Qi's future expectations, what kind of car, house, etc., that is, it can be done in full in two or three years.

He Xuan thought about all this very well, so much so that the next day she went to the mall to buy Wang Qi a pair of leather shoes worth more than 800.

She also fell in love with a suit of more than 2,000 yuan, and felt that this set of straight, stylish suits was worn on Wang Qi's body, and that guy must be so handsome that he could fly.

She really wanted to buy it and give it to Wang Qi, but she was afraid that her movements would be too steep and scare the guy. After thinking about it, he only bought a pair of leather shoes, and then gave the other party a bad excuse of "I stepped on the other party's leather shoes and compensated the other party for a pair, and each party did not owe each other".

However, all fantasies, the reason why they are fantasies, is that they are not real, and they die when they see the light!

When she heard yesterday afternoon that Wang Qi was going to come out to rent a house and move out of the collective dormitory that the company had assigned to a group of fresh graduates, He Xuan felt that all her fantasies about the future were like ice cubes seeing the sun, and they disappeared at once.

She kept persuading herself, saying to herself again and again:

"Forget it, He Xuan, you and that kid are also inseparable! Everyone has a girlfriend, and they have never complained about their girlfriend in front of you, presumably the relationship between the two is also very good, so what are you going to do? Do you want to be a junior who digs into the corner of the wall and is laughed at?"

However, she is extremely unwilling to position her relationship with Wang Qi as a "good friend" and a superficial relationship of "close colleagues" who talk about everything!

She felt that she was no worse than Yu Wenli in terms of knowledge, figure, or appearance, and she was still so much better.

If you talk about job prospects and income, Yu Wenli, a factory technician, is not comparable to herself, a gold medal salesman whose bonuses are almost every month.

This is still the case that he has professional ethics and professional conduct, and there is no mess, like other salesmen who go to the company to dig the corner.

If you lower your discipline a little bit, have a bigger ambition, and fly a fly, not to double your income, and increase it by 50% on the basis of your current income, then there is no problem.

In that case, your annual income will cross the 200,000 mark!

It's a house a year!

And how much does Yu Wenli earn now?

Even if it is turned positive, it is only 1500 a month, and after deducting insurance, it will be 1300. Less than 20,000 a year. Give her another ten years, and Yu Wenli will not be able to reach her current income level!

Therefore, whether it is external conditions or income, as well as the harmony between her and Wang Qi, she feels that she and Wang Qi are better together than the other party is with Yu Wenli, which will be more helpful to his future development, and his future will be happier.

Falling in love depends on feelings, but getting married depends on the economy.

Poor couples mourn everything. She understands this truth, but Wang Qi may not understand it.

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All of the above is He Xuan's unilateral idea.

What about Wang Qi? Does that kid feel for himself? Does he like himself?

Ho Xuan's answer was "YES"!

Yes, through two or three months of getting along day and night, almost every day on MSN's "flirting" and "secretly sending autumn waves", she has 100% confidence that Wang Qi likes herself, and can even be said to like it very much.

In the past few days of the Canton Fair, the other party's several "bold" hints and attacks on themselves undoubtedly illustrate this point.

Lang is affectionate, the concubine is intentional, but unfortunately, the time is not right, "Jun was born and I was not born", when the two met and liked each other, that guy already had a girlfriend, and the relationship was not bad.

Because she is not bad, she can't let go of her hands and feet and boldly pursue her own happiness. She can't pry into Wen Li's corner with peace of mind and be that shameless third party!

Although it is now a free society, everyone has the right and freedom to pursue their own happiness, but she He Xuan still has her own standards and principles for dealing with the world, as well as her own self-esteem as a woman.

Unless Wang Qi breaks up with his girlfriend, or even if he doesn't break up for the time being, he also gives her a clear commitment to end the relationship with Yu Wenli, just like she placed an order for the factory, given a "progress" and "timetable" for the breakup, denying it, whether it is in conscience or self-esteem, she can't convince herself to be someone else's "junior", or share a husband with another woman!

She He Xuan is not so lowly that no one wants it!

couldn't speak, and couldn't accept the guy's "seduction" and "teasing" of him, which made He Xuan feel very entangled and painful.

And that afternoon, Wang Qi was going to rent a house outside and live with his girlfriend, which directly magnified the entanglement and pain in her heart to the extreme!