Xie Yuqing had already walked out more than a dozen steps, and when she heard the words, she stopped again, and seemed to sigh, but finally turned around, glanced at Zhao Zijian, and then walked over.

"Do you think I'm pathetic, or ridiculous?"

Zhao Zijian put away the hippie smile just now.

"I also think I'm pathetic, ridiculous. But I really had no choice, I was really desperate. I can't get any more money, so I'll just watch my dad die!"

As she spoke, big tears fell from her eyes, but this time, she just kept raising her hand to wipe it, and instead of crying, she said in a nasal voice: "I thought about it for several days and countless times before I made up my mind to sell myself! But I called the person and asked them out, and I regretted it when it came to the end...... I really don't know what to do, I really don't have any money, I really can't get any money, I don't want to watch my dad die day by day......"

As she spoke, she finally couldn't control it anymore and began to cry.

Zhao Zijian knew that this was a tear that had been accumulated for an unknown amount of time.

He didn't know how many years older Xie Yuqing was than her sister, and she didn't seem to be too old, four or five years old, that is, she was only a little girl in her early twenties. But she had to make herself strong, and she couldn't even show the slightest hesitation, hesitation, and helplessness in front of her family.

My father is sick, my sister is still young, I remember that in the report back then, her mother should have worked in a factory at this time, working overtime day and night to earn overtime pay, so ...... Despite being a young girl in her early twenties, she had to make herself the backbone of the family.

This pressure is too much.

Zhao Zijian still didn't persuade her, so she cried uncontrollably.

The winter night is too cold, this place is remote, into the night, I can't see a person passing by for a long time, only an outsider like myself who has never known each other, it is a good time to cry freely.

When she cried a little lesser, Zhao Zijian forked the bicycle, thought about it, and said: "If fate is a boat, then we are the ones who sit in the boat, but the problem is that we can neither control the speed nor the direction, so we can only sit in the boat and go down the water." If your ship hits the reef, if your ship runs aground, you can fight, but it's often useless because that's fate. In God's eyes, that struggle may be a little ridiculous, but as an ordinary person, who is qualified to say that you are ridiculous?"

Her crying gradually stopped, her black and white clear eyes were a little red from crying, and she looked at Zhao Zijian with some hazy tears. Zhao Zijian continued: "However, although the struggle is useless most of the time, just a futile struggle, there are also times when it may be useful. For example, you may meet a famous doctor who is hidden in the folk and is willing to try to see you. ”

The crying continued, Xie Yuqing couldn't help but sneer, but soon, sadness overpowered the funny feeling brought by that little humor.

looked at Zhao Zijian and stared for a while, she asked with some crying: "What else will you do?" Didi beats people, Didi bicycles, and now Didi sees a doctor, what else will you do?"

Zhao Zijian thought about it seriously and said, "Didi homework......? Didi witness, when you have other dates, I can play your brother and prove to your other boyfriend that you were with me at the time and didn't go on a date. ”

Xie Yuqing looked at him with a faint look in her eyes.

After sobbing a few times, she raised her hand again to wipe the tears on her face, and then it seemed that it was only at this time that she finally remembered to take the paper, took out a tissue from her bag, wiped the tears on her face, and then said to Zhao Zijian: "Thank you for riding so far to send me back, and you always want to make me happy." Go back!"

With that, she turned to leave again.

"Hey......"

Zhao Zijian called her, and when she turned around, he said seriously: "Really don't you give it a try? I can't guarantee that I'll cure your father's illness, but I will see a doctor. I'm not kidding about this kind of thing. ”

I don't know if Zhao Zijian's expression was too serious, this time, Xie Yuqing hesitated when she heard this, and didn't take Zhao Zijian's words seriously, but asked: "Are you really ...... Will you see a doctor?"

Zhao Zijian kicked off the bicycle footrest, pushed the car over, and said seriously: "This is not blowing, in this world, when it comes to seeing a doctor, I only take a bag, it can cure all kinds of diseases, but I can also see at least ninety-nine kinds of diseases!"

"But how old are you......"

Zhao Zijian looked at her and didn't speak.

After hesitating for a moment, those clear eyes looked at Zhao Zijian for a moment, as if she felt Zhao Zijian's seriousness, and she finally said, "Follow me." ”

So Zhao Zijian pushed the car to follow her.

I'm afraid that there is not even a junction between urban and rural areas here, there is not even a street lamp in the dark, the cement road under his feet is already a little potholed, the alley can barely accommodate a small car to pass, and many households in the alley have not turned on the lights -- not far after entering the alley, Zhao Zijian saw the big white "demolition" painted in circles on the roadside wall! He immediately understood.

In fact, riding all the way just now, Zhao Zijian had noticed that it was already a kilometer away from the last bus stop.

At this time, Xie Yuqing suddenly said, "Hey, are you usually so poor?"

Zhao Zijian smiled and asked, "Am I poor?"

Xie Yuqing smiled, turned her head to look at him, but didn't reply.

After entering the alley, she said "arrived", and then stretched out her hand to push open the small door on a large red iron door, and then Zhao Zijian heard a cough from the house.

"Dad, it's me, I'm back!"

Xie Yuqing shouted at the hall, then turned to Zhao Zijian and said, "The car is going to be pushed in." Come on!"

Zhao Zijian pushed the cart in, forked it, and then turned around and closed the door.

It's a typical farmhouse yard that I don't know if it's a typical one, but it looks a little dilapidated.

Zhao Zijian vaguely remembered that in those reports and posts back then, it was mentioned that the Xie family sold their house to see a doctor, so in fact, a few years ago, the Xie family, including Xie Yuqing and Xie Yuxiao, should have lived in a community in the city. Because at that time, his father not only did not get sick, but he was quite able to earn money as a night market stall. But now, the family lives in such a dilapidated courtyard waiting to be demolished.

Obviously, I rented this kind of place because it was cheaper.