An Xiaolin nodded, hummed softly, and nodded, "Okay, you can say it." ”

Cen Lihua slowly bowed her head, hesitated for a moment, and then couldn't stop sighing, and said to An Xiaolin: "Xiaolin, back then...... It's not that I abandoned you and didn't want you, but I had to do it. ”

"Forced to do so, doesn't it mean that this is in exchange for you leaving this island and getting free?" I thought...... I'm just a commodity yours to trade!" An Xiaolin sneered, watching Cen Lihua's eyes slowly turn cold.

Cen Lihua was stunned for a moment, then nodded and smiled bitterly, and said helplessly: "That's why I asked you before...... What they told you, I don't mean to hide it from you, but I want to get to know all the misunderstandings. Xiao Lin, I'm not a good person, I'm just ...... I won't abandon my own daughter, back then...... I really have a last resort, why don't you listen to me slowly, okay?"

"Just say it!" An Xiaolin's face became more and more indifferent.

She nodded slowly, thought for a moment, and said, "Xiao Lin, back then...... In fact, when I was pregnant with you, I was also forced, and I didn't want to do it at all! Because back then, on this island, I actually had someone in love. But that's because of this...... Because my constitution is relatively special, as for why, I don't know the specifics, in short, I was selected among thousands of unmarried commanders, and became the only candidate, and then the previous head of the family told me...... I need to have an affair with a man, get pregnant and have a daughter!"

"And then?" Looking at her grief, helpless and angry eyes, An Xiaolin could feel that she was telling the truth, and ...... It sounds as if she's a victim too.

An Xiaolin was interested.

"Of course I didn't want to, with a strange man, and all the man's information and photos were in my hands...... You also know that your biological father is really not a good person, so I refuse to die! Because I have a lover in my heart, I don't want my body to be defiled, and I don't want to have a child with a completely strange man, but...... They threatened me with the lives of my parents and my lover, and if I agreed, all of me, including those I cared about, would soar and become the most honorable people on the island, but if I refused...... I'm going to lose everything I care about, I don't have a choice, and ...... They told me that they were completely ready, that it only took one time, and that was it...... There is a ninety percent chance that I will get pregnant, they will arrange it for me, prepare the medicine, and when the time comes, I can lie to my lover and say that it is his child, I can give birth to a child, and enjoy a high life on the island, with servants to serve me, isn't it great?" Her voice was very calm, word by word, her voice was cold as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her, but An Xiaolin could hear her helplessness and sadness.

She continued: "I had nothing to do, so ...... I chose to agree! But it was because of this moment of failure to persist that I caused the pain of my life. ”

When she said this, her voice finally choked up, as if she was very uncomfortable, and her eyes turned red......

Looking at her like this, inexplicably, An Xiaolin was also a little unbearable.

She sighed again and said to An Xiaolin: "Xiaolin, there are some things...... I don't know how to explain it to you, but I'm really a last resort. I agreed, and began to keep conditioning my body and taking medicine...... The people in our family have been treated well, they think it is their heartfelt and hardworking, but they don't know it...... It was at the cost of my womb......! I was sent out of the island, and that was the time when I met your biological father, thought about my son, and slept with him!"

To be honest, the appearance of the biological mother is really very imaginary with the "cousin" of the adoptive mother that An Chuhuai described to her that day.

Everyone's beautiful and outstanding appearance can really confuse people's hearts.

And then ...... Sure enough, I was really pregnant. At that time, the first month after I came back to the island, I didn't know if I was pregnant, and every day I was very worried, worried, scared of this, afraid of that...... Now that I think about it, it was so dark, I lived every day with nightmares and fears, and so guilty. I was afraid that I would need to go again if I wasn't pregnant, and I was even more afraid of being found out by my lover...... But God finally favored me, and a month later, I found out that I was really pregnant!"

She said, taking a deep breath, and continued: "Moreover, my lover, who did not know that I was not pregnant, was very happy and proposed to me. The previous head of the family held a grand wedding for us...... I thought that everything was hidden, that I could be with the people I loved the most, and that the life of the Egyptians had been qualitatively changed, and I thought that I would be very happy and happy, but ...... I was wrong, I wasn't happy at all, not at all...... Because I feel so guilty that he loves me so much, and I ...... The body is really dirty, so deceiving him, but he is smiling and caring for me and other people's children...... I felt that I was guilty of the worst of a crime, and I was dazzled by these superficial prosperity! I felt that I did not love him, that I felt that I did not deserve him, or else...... How can I bear to deceive him, how can I bear to let him be a cheap father to the child in my belly?"

"Then what did you do?" Looking at her uncomfortable expression, her hands and lips trembling when she spoke, An Xiaolin suddenly had a sense of foreboding.

She sighed, shook her head, and said with great regret: "I didn't do anything special, I quietly carried out the wedding to the end, and in the evening, I took good care of him who was drunk and happy, and the next morning, I got up before dawn and made a table of breakfast." When he got up, he was in good spirits, and he was very happy to see the delicious food on the table, and he ate a lot, and said that he was very happy, and he never thought that he would have such a wonderful life in his life! He was a transporter on this island, and he had seen the outside world, and he always told me...... Life outside is free, how wonderful and beautiful, now he knows, God sent the best to him, he said that he will never think of leaving this island again, he wants to take root here, everything of his is here......!

As she spoke, the tears in her eyes flowed unconsciously, and that look, unspeakably sad and uncomfortable......

Looking at her like that, thinking about their situation and situation at that time, thinking about her mood at that time, inexplicably, An Xiaolin's heart also felt very sad!

"But...... The more he did this, the more sad I became, and I could barely cry at that time...... Xiaolin, you don't know how sad I am...... I lay on the table and cried, unable to speak, as if I couldn't stop crying. He was so frightened that he thought he had done something wrong, and asked me what was going on, and if I had anything to say, I must tell him as soon as possible, and never hide it...... My expression scared him, and he asked me to tell him the truth, what was going on, and the two of us faced it together!"

The more she talked, the more excited she became, and the tears flowed more and more, about the scene of that year, it was really not a good memory......

An Xiaolin sighed again, very uncomfortable: "I want to come now...... I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, at that time I was incoherent, crying silently pointing to my stomach, and saying 'child, child, ......' he didn't know what was going on, thinking that there was something wrong with the child, and he was anxious like ants on a hot pot, and he told me that if there was anything, just say it directly, and don't hide anything...... I tried my best to endure my emotions and not let myself be sad, and secretly told myself in my heart that no matter what, I had to say it clearly, so I ...... I cried and told him the truth of the matter intermittently, and the more he listened, the more surprised he became, his eyes widened, and at the end, he asked me in disbelief: Lili, why are you making such a joke with me? Why do I think I am listening to a story? I cried and told him that everything I said was true, and I was so guilty that I couldn't help but tell him the truth, and then ...... He ran down the hill like crazy......"

"And then?" Looking at her expression, An Xiaolin also had a premonition, as if something bad was about to happen, and couldn't help but ask.

He sighed, shook his head uncomfortably, and said with a bitter smile: "He ran down the mountain, maybe it was too crooked, maybe it was too stimulated, and he drove the boat alone to leave the island...... At that time, the ships were not as advanced as they are now, and you probably know that this island is closed, and not anyone can enter or exit, so he wants to sail away without permission for no reason, which is naturally impossible...... Therefore, the head of the family immediately sent a boat to track him, but he was already angry in his heart and complained about the head of the house...... How could they be willing to stop the ship? The ship was equipped with ammunition and finally fought at sea...... He was outnumbered, and on the sea, the ship exploded, and there were no bones left......"

At the end of her speech, her voice was so sad and choked, as if she were talking about the most uncomfortable thing.

An Xiaolin listened, and her heart was astringent.

He died.

No wonder she looks like there is a trace of sadness between her eyebrows and eyes.

"Then you ......" An Xiaolin couldn't bear to interrupt her memories, but she was afraid that she would be too sad, so she licked her lips and couldn't help asking, "...... later?" What's going on?"

"I chased him all the way to the beach pier, watched him get on the boat, watched the head of the house send someone to chase him, and I couldn't wait...... At that time, he knelt there in the great sun and begged the master of the house to spare him and let him go...... However, this is obviously unrealistic, and it is useless for me to ask for it, just that day...... I saw red and bleed, and I almost wiped you out......"