CHAPTER XLVI

When she came home in the evening, she was always happy, and anyone could see it, and when she asked her what was funny, she wondered: was it so obvious? Suddenly I realized that I had been laughing, and I couldn't stop laughing.

She had to hide back in her room, her muscles were still uncontrollable, and she quickly used her phone to check that she was not stimulated.

Not to mention, there are quite a few such cases, and there is, this is it: "temporary mental loss caused by emotional overexcitement"

Sure enough, I gradually calmed down, but I fell into another emotion, and suddenly I wanted to cry again, why is this happening.

I think I've been waiting too long, it's a completely hopeless expectation, secretly, unconsciously—now it's okay, it should be the final result.

The wedding was held on a sunny Saturday, but fortunately it was not the peak wedding season, so I booked a high-end hotel in the city two months in advance, and two colleagues from the unit became bridesmaids and groomsmen.

Needless to say, the day is less than what kind of beauty, there are poems as proof: there is no beauty in the autumn! pleasing to the eye is a beauty! the country and the city are amazing!

The flower messenger beside him, who is heroic and exposed, looks like a perfect match.

An Di deliberately sat in the corner, but Liu Xin, who didn't want to come, rushed over to accompany her, which made her heart so warm.

The two of them quietly held hands and smiled heartily,

Before the feast began, the two of them slipped out and went straight to the vegetable market to buy, and then returned to the old place.

When I got home, I put my things in the kitchen, took off my high heels, wiped off my lipstick, and washed my face with water, which was much more refreshing.

Take a break, cook, the two of them cooperate tacitly, and a few small stir-fry are served, this year, he is really not a white house, and now his skills have grown a lot.

Dry fried cauliflower, beef tenderloin with Hangzhou pepper, stewed fish with tofu, boiled cabbage heart, the dish is on the table, do you still need a soup, he asked, shaking the two beers in his hand.

How can there be so many places to put so much water.

Is there anything happier than being with me at the beginning?

They were chatting about the past, and it was as if they had entered the age of the sixtieth year in advance, sitting on a park bench and talking about the past.

Later, when they were full of food and drink, they slept in bed together, and he had to get up and clean up, and he had to go, and everyone in the house had a habit of cleanliness.

She looked at herself like a peach blossom, and her eyes were misty.

Before he could return, she was already asleep, holding up her hands like a cute cat, and bowing her head as if she were smiling.

This sleep until the surrounding gradually foggy fills, covering the sky above, cage the earth below, and then stretch into the body little by little, very chaotic and chaotic, not to say that the beginning of heaven and earth is like this, until the heaven and the earth are separated, the light one rises and becomes the sky, and the turbid one sinks and becomes the earth.

She still has the ability to escape from the inside because she is so well trained.

is no stranger to this kind of scene, in the nightmares of the past, she can struggle to get out of the situation of suffocation in the next second, as long as she opens her eyes, as long as she wakes up-

She woke up, and soon he smelled the heavy smell of rotten eggs in the room, and he didn't hate it, but her body still collapsed, and she went to the window in slow motion, which was heavy, and opened the first window, and breathed in the natural air outside, and then the second window......

Breathing heavily, his head was still a little confused, he still touched the kitchen, closed the gas switch, and opened the door when he came out, and slowly opened it—

The whole house, along with the people inside, was put in nature, and she didn't want to call for help at all, but only relied on what could still beat in her chest cavity to save herself little by little.

Now she began to climb on the bed, and by the light outside, she could clearly look at his face, how could it be a smile, as if immersed in a sweet dream, with a satisfied meaning, this guy.

She was suddenly very angry and sad, so easy to turn back, so easy to be unobstructed, he actually took you with him - yes, he said to "start over", the question is whether it will be better than now, the devil knows.

Well, he was still breathing, and began to pinch him hard, from the face, the whole body, no matter where, the dead hand, but there was not much strength in the hand, what a hateful fellow, at first he felt hopeful, he actually made this black trick.

"Oops, oops", he woke up, stared at her in confusion, looked around, wanted to sit up, but had no strength, she didn't help him, crossed her legs and looked at him.

After a while, he sat up on his own, turned around and hit her, and hit her again, then he smiled and pulled her over and hugged her.

Just now, he was full of resentment, and suddenly disappeared without a trace, "You,"

He didn't speak, he smiled.

"Let's take a look, there is still a problem, I think it's depression, I can't think about it, we listen to the doctor, we should take medicine and take medicine, we should be counseled, okay?"

After a pause, he nodded.

"Also, from now on your life is mine, and you have to repay me. ”

"Okay, you can do whatever you want. "Still buried there, like an ostrich.

"Are you okay to come out? After the poison, you're still shy. ”

He finally raised his head, still with his eyes down, and he looked really ashamed.

His mind became more and more clear, and suddenly he thought of something, sniffed hard, and turned over and fell to the ground.

"Hey, what are you doing?" he reached out to her.

"Don't worry, don't turn on the lights, don't turn on the appliances, don't turn on anything. ”

Walking slowly all the way, the table, the countertop, nothing, neat, smooth, looked at the fingers, of course, such light could not see the dust or anything.

To the person on the bed: You didn't even leave a suicide note.

He laughed and said that if you don't believe it, I was careless, it was a mistake.

Hmph, are you afraid of being praised and degraded behind you, why do you want to do so much when you say you're hanging.

When did you become sharp-toothed?

"Shut up, let's talk about beating you, have you asked me, did I agree, I thought about it before, I just thought about it, who told you to come to it really. "Stay up until you have a hot eye, just to hang up for a dull night.

Then don't talk nonsense in the future, I thought we had an agreement.

Looks like it's going to add a washboard.

Forget it, let's keep an eye on him, knowing that there is something wrong with him, this state is estimated to be not for a short time.

At dawn, the two of them went to the hospital and were diagnosed as fine. Then I went to the psychiatric department, did a CT, there were no organic changes, I was diagnosed as sick, prescribed medicine, and did psychological counseling, I went, it was so expensive, 500 yuan in 50 minutes.

She decided that she would do this if she had the opportunity to change careers.

On the way, he told her that it was really painful, like in hell, and then he couldn't even use ice, and he dragged you to another road, and all the troubles were shown over and over again, and people and things were re-experienced, and the cycle was repeated, and he survived until today, just for you......

Just take care of everything and take me on the road, it's an honor, hehehe.