486 STOP 2: New Purgatory City: "After I'm Gone"

-Hideka's subconscious-

04：22 AM

Maybe this moment was what Xiuxiang was waiting for, and after a while, the voice appeared again, and it was out of control, bringing more information, and Xiuxiang didn't have time to digest it.

The voice is gentle, touching, and tear-jerking, but it is fairy-like and makes people feel so far away.

She said—

"Remember, I'm gone?"

Xiuxiang was stunned.

"Remember, I'm not walking, I'm not leaving, I'm leaving?"

"I'm not in this world!"

"I'm not in the other world!"

"I've got his permission, I'm not here. ”

"From then on, I was just a cherry blossom tree. ”

"You know? I'm just leaving. Don't believe it, just go. ”

......

Xiuxiang thought that this passage must be said to someone who did not believe her words very much, because she had said it countless times, and if she was gone, she was gone.

"I'm gone, I'm just gone. Don't reproduce me in any form. The voice said.

"You know, I won't be coming again. Never. The voice laughed.

"You might think I'm lying to you. ”

"Do you think I'm talking nonsense? I almost felt myself, but no, I can't really be resurrected. ”

"You know what? I want you to be happy and happy, to go back to your original state. ”

"So I say it again, I'm gone, I won't come again, and don't try in vain to save me, I can't be saved, because I've become a cherry tree. The voice laughed, "I love cherry blossoms, pure flowers." ”

Xiuxiang feels that this paragraph is the same as the previous paragraph, in fact, it is not necessary to repeat it so many times, but it makes people feel unnatural. But the deceased is big, Xiuxiang can't criticize anything, she is gone, she is gone, and she will never come again, so she is reasonable, and what she does is right.

Xiuxiang felt that she thought so, and this kind of behavior of judging in the back was already a bit blasphemous to this beautiful girl.

She said to her in her heart, I'm sorry.

......

"When I'm gone, forget me. ”

"Forget me, remember me. Forgetting is the best gift. ”

"After I'm gone, I want to disappear without a trace, without even a mark. ”

"After I am gone, do not look for me, for I have not been here and will not come again. ”

"After I leave, the me in my memory will no longer be the real me. ”

"After I'm gone, there's a person who will come back one day, and he's someone you're familiar with. ”

"Are you there? Can you hear me? Can my heart reach your heart? If you can, it would be great. ”

......

Xiuxiang was still thinking, "Who is you, he, she said?"

"After I am gone, on a bloody night, the cherry blossoms will bloom, they will be as red as blood, they will bloom passionately, there will be fire, and the red will merge into your blood, and the flowers will become your appearance. The fire will be your breath. ”

......

"Later, forever, forever, I am just a cherry blossom tree, and I dance in front of you with my branches, with my flowers, and with my leaves. ”

Xiuxiang discovers that she likes to dance.

"I'm going to do the most beautiful dance in front of you. ”

"By that time, I was still beautiful and pure. ”

"I am pure because I have done nothing wrong. ”

"I'm going to be a wisp of fragrance that lingers on the tip of your nose and makes the corners of your mouth smile. ”

That delicate voice seemed to be itself.

"She's talking, she's reading poetry, it's not like a normal person talking at all, hey—" Xiuka finally concluded.

Xiuxiang tried hard to open her eyelids, but unfortunately - her eyelids were really heavy.

"I'm going to call it Xiaoxiang. ”

“！！！”

Xiuxiang was taken aback.

She thought she was talking about "Xiuxiang".

After a while, I realized that it was "Xiaoxiang".

"Because I want to be your little wisp of fragrance. The woman was still thinking, her thoughts were so strong, why Xiuxiang's chest hurt so much at this juncture.

"One, two, three, five. The woman was counting the petals.

"Six, seven, eight or nine. ”

"I thought, nothing is as good as the aroma. Neither are the cherry blossom trees. ”

"I don't want anything anymore, I just want to make a wisp of aroma. ”

"That's it, it's whirling, it's free. ”

"That's it, gently flying, flying, flying......"

"No one can see me. ”

"Nobody hates me, and no one likes me. ”

"I am silent, invisible, and can only appear in my own flowering period in the middle of the year. ”

"I'm jumping, I'm fluttering, I'm dancing before your eyes. ”

"I'm only with you for a short, short moment, and then I'm gone, without affecting anyone. ”

"I can be close to you, around you—"

"I can also look at you from afar, admire you-"

"There may be people around you, but that's okay...... As long as there is this moment. ”

"I beg your pardon for being so selfish and just wanting my own freedom. I just want to be happy. ”

Xiuxiang thought, what is there to forgive for this?