Zhang Zixia sat at the table, the sunlight poured in through the window, and her eyes were just looking at the book on the table, picking up a pen in her right hand and supporting her chin with her left hand, not knowing what she was thinking.

Actually, she wanted to write something, but whenever she started writing, she didn't know how to start, she didn't know what to write, or what was worth writing about.

Zhang Zixia has a habit of writing a diary and recording some things in his life, bit by bit, but it seems that there is really nothing to say during this time, because everything is so complicated and so monotonous.

It's nice to shake the pen in your hand and watch it swing from side to side, but, hey, it's boring.

Suddenly I miss Liuli a little, I miss Gu Qiao and Old Man An, if they were here, it would definitely not be so empty now.

I don't know how the few of them are now, whether Old Man An ran away from home again, did Gu Qiao and her brother go home, are her parents still angry with them, and Liuli, they are home now.

Zhang Zixia misses them a little, although at the beginning, the scene of knowing them was not very pleasant, but I really missed each other after not seeing them for so long.

"Sister Ah Zi, an acquaintance is here...... ' Ah Wan's voice came from downstairs, Zhang Zixia, who was thinking wildly, sat up straight all of a sudden, acquaintance?

Zhang Zixia spared his head, thinking about it, he still couldn't be sure who was coming, at this time, who would come here?

After packing up his things, he got up and walked downstairs, and when he reached the staircase, he saw a man standing by the counter, talking and laughing with Awan.

He still looks like before, so gentle, and he smiles at anyone, but this time, for some reason, there is a sad atmosphere around him.

"Anbai, you're here. "The person who came is An Bai, the grandson of Old Man An, since he left with Old Man An that day, there has been no news, I didn't expect to come here today.

"Zixia is still so beautiful. "This An Bai, I haven't seen him for a few months, but his mouth is getting sweeter and sweeter, and he will make fun of people.

Zhang Zixia glared at him vigorously and walked downstairs, "Why are you here, is Grandpa An okay lately?"

Zhang Zixia couldn't help but secretly complain in his heart, he was still talking about Old Man An upstairs just now, but he didn't expect them to come.

An Bai just looked at Zhang Zixia and them tightly, his mouth opened, and finally he didn't say anything.

"What's wrong?" raised his eyebrows, then stuck out his tongue, "He must be hiding outside, waiting for us to go out and find him." ”

But it's possible to think about it, after all, Mr. An hasn't done anything, this is still pediatrics.

Zhang Zixia walked to the door while thinking, she planned to go out and take a look to see what Old Man An was doing outside, but halfway through, people were blocked by An Bai.

An Bai stretched out his hand to stop it, looked at her with straight eyes, opened his mouth, and finally exhaled and said slowly, "Grandpa, he didn't come over." ”

An Bai saw Zhang Zixia and A Wan's incomprehensible eyes, and said slowly, "Actually, grandpa, he has always suffered from heart disease, and his condition has been repeated in the past few years, and he finally couldn't stay up a month ago. ”

Zhang Zixia and A Wan looked at An Bai with a smile, unwilling to believe what he said, obviously they were talking and laughing with Old Man An a few months ago, why did they die in a blink of an eye.

I said that I would come here to play in the future, why is there no follow-up?

"Grandpa Ann is leaving. I don't know how long it took for Zhang Zixia to find her voice back.

"Everything is fine, grandpa walks very peacefully, doesn't cry or make trouble, except that he misses you a little," An Bai glanced at the two of them a few times, and saw that they were all fine, before continuing, "Presumably, grandpa has already seen grandma, he will be happy, the two of them are happy together now." ”

There's nothing to say, birth, old age, sickness and death are just some common things, it's just that everything is too sudden, obviously just thinking about him, guessing what he is doing, when will we be able to meet again, but I didn't expect to hear the news that he has passed away now.

However, it's good, at least for Old Man An, it's good, isn't it? Just like An Bai said, Old Man An can finally put his mind at ease.

He spent his whole life thinking about that woman, and now they can finally meet, at least they don't need to be separated by a river, they must have been holding hands together.

"Grandpa has never been able to let go of you before he dies, and you are the one who talks the most, presumably, he has been very happy in his more than a month here, and in those days, he has been saying these two names in his mouth: seed girl, Anhui girl. ”

Time has quieted down, not only is he thinking about them, in fact, they are also thinking about him, how much they wish that time could be turned back, they still have a lot of things to say to him, they still have to accompany him to do a lot of things, they still have to ......

It's a pity that now it's just a matter of things and people, leaving only a trace of memories.

"Grandpa wrote a letter to each of you when he was sober, and gave it to me on his deathbed, so that I could give it to you when I had a chance, and he said that when you saw the letter, everything would be clear. After speaking, An Bai took out two letters from his backpack and gave them to Zhang Zixia and Ah Wan respectively.

The letter in his hand was very thin, there were not a few pieces of paper, but it made them feel very heavy, and they could imagine the scene when Old Man An wrote this letter, bending over, trembling and sketching on the paper.

They wanted to see what was written in the letter as soon as possible, but they were afraid, they were afraid that this was the last memory left by Old Man An, and after reading it, it would be gone.

Old man An, I really miss you, I really miss us at that time, you live here and let me do this and that every day, and we can play with you, but unfortunately, everything is just memories.

An Bai stayed here and did not leave, he said that he wanted to live in the room where Mr. An lived, there may still be the smell of Mr. An, and maybe he could see the bits and pieces of Mr. An.

Even if I usually miss him when I see him, saying how he is, but when he is gone, some of them just miss him.

For An Bai, the person who could let him take care and quarrel with him was no longer there, and the naughty old man was gone.