It's been three or four months since Joon-so and Taeyeon got there. During this period, no matter how Jun-so called or texted, Taeyeon never replied and answered. However, tonight, Junxiu took advantage of the slightest drunkenness to dial Taeyeon's phone again after half a month, and originally thought that what he would get in exchange would be the cold mechanical 'no answer' on the other end of the phone, but who knew that the beep of answering the phone disappeared at four o'clock in the morning..

When the phone is connected, there is a "beep" sound every second or so, but this beep suddenly becomes very quiet on the phone after ringing three times. There was no answering signal, but a quiet sound. Junxiu was surprised and took the phone off his ear, and looked at the stopwatch that showed the 'talk time' on it, and the timer appeared under it..

Answered, Taeyeon's side finally answered Junso's call after three months. However, after Taeyeon answered, she remained silent and did not speak, but Junsu had a feeling that she would take the phone and listen again.

It took so long for Taeyeon to finally accept Junxiu's call, which made him feel so excited that he really didn't know how to express it. With a wave of excitement, Junsu said to Taeyeon on the other end of the phone, "I miss you, really, really, very much." You.. How can you be so ruthless?"

When Junsu said the sentence 'miss you' and the other party's 'ruthlessness', the person holding the phone on the other end snorted by two points, and Junsu felt that Taeyeon on the other end wanted to say something, but the words came to his mouth and swallowed, and the receiver of the phone became quiet again: "..."

Listening to the silence on the phone again, Junxiu's heart was uncomfortable as if it was a silent night, but Taeyeon's phone was connected, but he didn't say a word, and he could only occasionally hear the sound of breathing on the other end. At this moment, Junxiu even felt that it might be better for him not to answer the phone, so the bitterness in Junxiu's heart finally broke out: "Do you really have to be like this?

Junxiu's bitter words really made Taeyeon on the other end of the phone feel his state of mind at this time, and she finally reacted, and a long sigh of resentment appeared on the phone: "Hey.." After two seconds of silence, Junxiu's voice finally appeared on the other end of the phone: "What to say, what else do we have to say now?"

Taeyeon finally spoke up, but her words were extraordinarily cold. This time, she was really hurt to the bone by Junxiu, and the heavy emotional betrayal almost made Taeyeon unable to bear it. In the first few days, Taeyeon had insomnia every night, and every day in the middle of the night waiting for Soon-gyu and Pani to fall asleep, she quietly ran to the bathroom alone to cry, and she didn't dare to cry out loud.

During that time, her heart ached so much that she felt like she was about to die, and the pain was like a blunt knife slashing at her. It was a pain that Taeyeon had never imagined, and it was so painful that people were about to collapse.

However, Taeyeon's cold words on the phone made Junsu unable to say anything, yes, what else is there to say now? Could it be that I'm sorry? But after so long, this late 'I'm sorry' has become ridiculous, isn't it?

This time, Jun-so was silent, and after a brief silence on the phone, Taeyeon said, "I'm going to get my makeup done." After saying this, the phone between the two hung up.

After hanging up the phone, Taeyeon looked at the phone in the palm of her hand and sighed again. No, today's Girls' Generation doesn't have a morning schedule in Japan, and she is still lying on a Japanese tatami mat. The neon outside the window vaguely entered the room, and Pani, who thought she was asleep next to her, looked at her with wide eyes.

After the two made eye contact, Pani had her trademark smiling eye. And Taeyeon was frightened by Pani, who suddenly opened his eyes and smiled at him, and screamed, "I'm scared to death." Why didn't you wake up and didn't move?"

"I'm afraid to disturb you to answer the phone, he's drunk again?"

"I don't know. Sleep, there's an itinerary today. ”

Watching Taeyeon escape from the bed, Pani laughed and said, "Okay, don't be reckless, and don't lie to yourself." It's enough to endure for three months, it's really a good man, although he did it wrong this time, but what is a person most afraid of? It's loneliness, think about it, we are nine people here. And OPPA is a person, no one to talk to, no familiar people, even teammates... You say he's in Japan.."

Before Pani finished speaking, she saw Taeyeon looking at her with an angry look, and Pani had no choice but to shut up, and she made a zipper gesture on her mouth and finally said, "It's time to calm down, you should think about it." I think you'll have a good talk with him when we go back. ”

After saying this last sentence, Pani turned around and turned his back to Taeyeon and continued to sleep. For more than three months, they slept on tatami mats in one room, and how could Taeyeon's insomnia not be felt. But such a thing can only wait for her own mind to be completely calmed down.

Of course, Pani also knows that Junsoo has a great impact on Taeyeon, so big that even Pani feels that it is unforgivable at first. But in the past three months, Junxiu's persistence, Junxiu's attitude of admitting mistakes, and so on. It can also be seen as a kind of Taeyeon's revenge on him.

In fact, Pani also knows that their girlhood and Junxiu's relationship is inseparable, because Soon-gyu is in this team.

And Pani, who has experienced a language barrier here for three months, also feels that loneliness, but fortunately she has eight naughty companions. They don't feel a strong sense of foreign land when they're together, but they're handsome. Thinking about it, Pani thought of the time when she first came to South Korea when she didn't know anyone and couldn't even make sense, and during that time her loneliness made her only hide under the covers and cry every night.

Loneliness drives people crazy. When he was very lonely, he would want to get in touch with things and people outside, and at that time, Pani could still be cheerful in school to contact his friends who were trainees, but what about Junxiu? After he came to Japan and became famous, who could he contact? What kind of mentality did he have to get in touch with?

Whether the other party will take advantage of him, etc., there are too many questions. So the only thing he can contact must be Yui Aragaki who has collaborated many times.