Chapter 22 The Flower of Love Blossoms
The summer vacation began, and after Zhao Hong rested for a day, he was ready to start the first and most comfortable summer vacation of his high school according to the plan.
First of all, there must be an analysis, there are big plans, and more specific plans must also be had, Zhao Hong has always considered himself not a smart person, but he is a very well-adjusted and rational person.
What you do in life is nothing more than what you can do, what you need to do, and what you like to do.
First of all, do what needs to be done, then do what you can do, and finally do what you like.
Zhao Hong thought that more than half a year had passed since 1990, and a new historical stage was about to come.
For the upcoming new development, Zhao Hong actually has a little feeling in his heart, after all, he has seen how China will change in the next 30 years. It is not an exaggeration to say that it is earth-shaking, and perhaps people today simply can't imagine what kind of era it will be, completely subverting people's understanding.
But in any case, it is undoubtedly fortunate and unfortunate for people who can participate in such a new era of China.
Fortunately, if you choose the right path, you will go wider and wider to reach the other side of success. Unfortunately, if you don't make the right choice, you will be wrong every step of the way, and your life will be sad, and you will be left with loss and complaints.
Most people born after 80.90 may not be able to appreciate what the next 30 years will be for people in the 70s.
On the contrary, the generation born around 70 years ago has grown into adults and is about to step towards a new stage, the turbulent and earth-shaking development of the new stage of society. However, whether he will become a tide maker dancing in the wind, or hesitating and then become a salted fish on the beach, no one knows whether what is left after Bi Lang retreats is a beautiful seashell randomly picked up on the beach, or an ugly and dangerous cliff.
How to follow the trend of history, step on the beat of the waves, instead of going in too early or too late, Zhao Hong naturally hopes to leave his own footprints in such an era, although he is a little nervous, but he is more looking forward to it.
Zhao Hong went to find Guo Yi again. Every day after his parents left, he rode to the big park near Guo Yi's house, and enjoyed the time of love with Guo Yi, it seems that Guo Yi is more gentle than before, and he is better for Zhao Hong.
After a while, Zhao Hong took Guo Yi to the nest he bought, and told her that this was the love house he had prepared for the two of them, pointing to the enlarged photo of Guo Yi and Zhao Hong hanging on the wall, and the bed was covered with Guo Yi's favorite pale pink sheets, on which was a phoenix, and there were photos of Guo Yi everywhere in the small hut, or laughing, or naughty and cute, all of which were the happy times of the two of them in the past year......
Guo Yi watched silently with some speechlessness, touching here or there from time to time, very careful, and when she raised her head to look at Zhao Hong, her eyes were already full of love, but there seemed to be faint tears, she whispered;
"Thank you, thank you for loving me like this. ”
"No, I do this because I feel happy, because as long as I do things for you, I will be very happy," Zhao Hong said emotionally.
"We'll be here later, okay? I want to cook for you. We clean up the house together here, cook and wash the dishes together. Okay?"
Guo Yi said.
Zhao Hong hugged Guo Yi tightly, without words, just snuggled tightly, greedily smelling her breath, a faint girlish fragrance, holding her soft body, listening to her murmuring voice. At this time, the world seemed to be left with him and her, Zhao Hong seemed to hear his rapid heartbeat, the first time in two lives to have this feeling, Zhao Hong just said, "I ......", Guo Yi took the initiative to kiss it......
After a long time, when Zhao Hong listens to this song again, he will think of the former nest, a simple hut, a beautiful girl, a first love of two lives, the beauty makes people's hearts move, and the beauty makes people's souls get rid of all worldliness, no wealth, no other ideas, just hope that time can stay in this moment forever, a moment full of love.
"The sorrow lingers, and the depression does not disperse
Why is my heart empty?
Affection has been lost, everything has been lost
Full of hatred and sorrow cannot be eliminated
Why do you always have that sentence in your mouth?
Why my heart doesn't die?
Understand that everything is wrong when love is lost
Why do I like you so much?
Love is a burden
Loving one another is like sinning
My heart is now full of bitter tears
The old days are like drunk, and I am afraid to chase after them again
I just want to see you
Why do I think about the past every second?
Why don't you remember at all?
Love has been lost, love has been lost
But why do I like you?
Love is a burden
Loving one another is like sinning
My heart is now full of bitter tears
The old days are like drunk, and I am afraid to chase after them again
I just want to see you
Why do I think about the past every second?
Why don't you remember at all?
Love has been lost, love has been lost
But why do I like you?
Love has been lost, love has been lost
But why do I like you?"
Since then, Zhao Hong has often sung songs in a low voice, because there was once a girl who loved to sing this song.
Happy days always make people feel that they pass too fast, in the time of July, Zhao Hong and Guo Yi lived a "happy" life in that simple nest, tired of being together every day, they seem to have forgotten everything, the nest is full of traces of their love, and the happiness that eats into the bone makes Zhao Hong forget to even study, and Guo Yi has no intention of reminding.
At the end of August, on the way to leave the nest Zhao Hong to send Guo Yi home,
Guo Yi said to Zhao Hong, "In a few days, my family and I are going to travel, and we may even go to see relatives in other places." I won't come to you, when I'm outside, you have to study hard, we haven't studied during this time, you must not come back, you must also pay attention to your health, take good care of yourself. ”
Zhao Hong said happily, "Don't worry, when I am alone, in addition to exercising, I must work hard, for my happy future, I must work hard, I understand." Guarantee a red heart towards you, and follow you firmly!"
watched Guo Yi slowly walk towards the compound where her house was. Suddenly, Guo Yi ran back again, hugged Zhao Hong tightly, and said, "I'll miss you." Then he turned around and left quickly.
Zhao Hong stood alone on the side of the road in a daze, feeling as if something was wrong. A person slowly rode home, and on the way, because of his distraction, he also had a small kiss with someone else's car, and was scolded by the driver who got out of the car to see if it was nothing.
In the following days, Zhao Hong was always a little nervous, and on the third day, he couldn't help but call Guo Yi's house, but no one answered. Zhao Hong comforted himself that he was fine, didn't he know that he was traveling?
A few days later, Zhao Hong received a letter from Haishi, with the postmark of the airport post office on it, Zhao Hong opened it a little strangely, it turned out to be Guo Yi's letter.
It's a breakup letter.
"Not all breakups are because of the disappearance or transfer of love.
My dear, I still love you. But also love my family. Just two days ago, my family and I left our common city, and my family and I are going to live in country M, and I am the only one in the family who is under the age of 18 and can stay with my parents and cannot come back for a short time.
So maybe I should break up with you, but I really can't bring it up to you.
Do you know, my dear, I was hoping to wait for you for me, but who has much confidence in the unpredictable future?
I love you. But love is not all there is to life. After all, we're all still that young. Although I left the city with you, I still thank you for giving me a beautiful first love.
Our love is just a simple happiness, it is a little bit of thinking about it when we are with someone, and it is a faint fragrance in each other's hearts, nothing more, but the most beautiful and infinite.
Love is an addition that should bring brilliance to everything because of its arrival.
But I feel that love is not to let the other person become the protagonist of my life all the time, on the contrary, it is to make the other person an indispensable background in my life - not what to do together, but as long as you are there, I can do anything with peace of mind.
I think of love, which is light, transparent, and simple.
Now that I'm gone, I don't want to give you just an uncertain future, so let's break up. ……”
Zhao Hong sat in front of the desk, a little stuffy and didn't know how long it had been, just quietly in a daze, looking at something with empty eyes, and the letter in his hand had been tightly grasped in his hand.
In an instant, Zhao Hong felt like he had collapsed. ……
Since Guo Yi left, every day is inexplicably sentimental, to face all this alone, there will be no more her encouragement, and it will be even more sad to hear the song "I like you" by chance, and it will take a long time to wander to those places that pass together.
Zhao Hong lamented why fate treated him like this.
It is not easy to meet and get to know each other, and it is even more difficult to love each other.
After Guo Yi left, Zhao Hong felt as if something had been taken away in his heart, empty, and no longer full.
After the breakup, I didn't dare to touch everything about Guo Yi again, afraid that I would think of her, and I was afraid that I would be even sadder.
Zhao Hong went to the nest and hid all the things they had in common in a corner that he couldn't see, and didn't dare to touch them again. wanted to delete all the memories about Guo Yi from his mind, but Zhao Hong couldn't do it.
Zhao Hong doesn't know when he will forget you, but he knows that life will go on, she is right, in addition to love, there is also family affection.
Zhao Hong hopes that his life can be more fulfilling now, and he has started his study life like crazy, exercising regularly, and the time of the day is tightly arranged according to large and small segments, so that he can be more busy and busy, so that he will not have too much time to think about her again.
In the remaining 20 days of the holiday, Zhao Hong studied very fully, thinking about it when he was tired, he was not as strong as he imagined a middle-aged uncle, and he seemed to be getting younger and younger in his psychology and mentality.
Zhao Hong is not a real 17-year-old young boy after all, after a period of psychological adjustment, he slowly returned to the basic normal rules of life, his family looked at him silently, I don't know what Zhao Hong has experienced, but I feel that Zhao Hong seems to have changed a little.
The family also took advantage of the summer vacation to move. The family was very happy. A new home is also a new beginning.
Zhao Hong ushered in the second year of high school in some melancholy.