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This sentence seemed to poke at Moussa's soft underbelly, and his face froze, but his body did not move at all, still blocking my front.
Time passed bit by bit, and we were silently stalemate. In the silence, I couldn't help but clench my fists, raise my head again, and repeat word by word: "Trouble to borrow." ”
He didn't seem to hear me, not only did he not let me, but he stepped forward, step by step, as if stepping on my heart. Fang's gentle eyes gradually became somber, and he stared at me, as if to suck me into his eyes.
"I can't guess what the hell you're thinking, cece. "He slowly 'approached', and I didn't dodge or dodge, just stared at him and made a fearless appearance.
"What do I think, does it have anything to do with you?" I said lightly, with a blank face.
"Nothing to do with me?" he gritted his teeth and asked bitterly, "Why do you always appear in front of me, why do you always look indifferent, and why did you come here when you decided to leave?"
He snorted and whispered in a deep and difficult voice: "I really don't want to see you sad and sad, but seeing you happy, my heart is like a thorn in my heart." ”
My body was 'stirring' with a chill, but I didn't want to explain more. Faced with a dilemma, he had to whisper to him: "Musa, this is the library!
Actually, I had already seen it when he called, and there was no one around. It's the end of class now, and most of the students go out to eat, and those who don't eat won't come to this cold 'door' area at the beginning of the school year.
After I finished scolding, I tried to squeeze past him, but he grabbed him so hard that I almost stumbled and almost fell. I was furious and tried to break free, but he pulled me so tightly that I couldn't escape. My body tensed like a bow, and I gritted my teeth and burst out the words from between my lips and teeth: "Let go-go-me!"
He looked at me, there was a melancholy between his eyebrows, he took my hand, pounded his 'chest', and his voice was low, with a 'gloomy' taste: "You should ask here, how can you let go?"
An indescribable grief and heartache suddenly felt in my heart, and I turned my head to stare at him fiercely, trying to make him back down with hatred. However, he was not surprised, as if he had been waiting for me to speak. I gritted my teeth, and finally couldn't help but shout at him: "Musa, you can figure it out, it's you who is married, not me! I'm really disappointed, do you think that you are the only one in the world who is sad? If I cry and cry every day to die or live, will you be happy? Why can't I live well when you get married? You are too selfish!"
He was stunned, and his eyes were gloomy. After a moment, the hand that locked my arm was released, he took a deep breath, and sighed in a low voice: "Yes, I am indeed too 'selfish', I should not stop you......" He did not deny it, but there was pain in his eyes, and he was quiet, and Mosa leaned slightly to make way for me.
The pain in his eyes made my heart freeze, and I didn't know how to evacuate. stared blankly at the vacant corridor in front of him, hesitating to take a step.
Seeing my hesitation, Mosa pursed his lips and slowly stretched out his arm, softly hooking my little finger with mine. After pondering for a few seconds, he whispered, "That night, if you asked me, I could actually answer your ......"
That night, I closed my eyes, presumably on the eve of his wedding, and I asked him with a shudder, "Will you forget me when you leave?"
And now, Musa came to my ear, and the smell of 'hot flash' made my body tremble, and the voice drifted into my ears, serious and solemn: "No matter what the future holds, I will remember you, and I will always remember." ”
The touch on my fingers was warm and cool, and I couldn't put it down, but I had to let go. Emotions that are too complicated are like magic barriers, as if there are full of feelings that want to be expressed, but they can't find a medium to gush out. As a result, the invisible blocks were gradually cast, and they were accumulated in the heart and brain, and they could only hold back their tears, pretend not to hear it, and raise their eyes and smile. Somehow, I saw that Moussa was also smiling, but that smile was ethereal, distant, and ...... Sadness.
In fact, I would love to stay and quietly soothe the sadness in his eyes, or to recklessly hook his little finger and tell him, "Moses, I will remember you too, deeply, deeply." "But I can't. I could only lower my eyes and avoid looking at him. I am afraid that as long as I look at every penny, I will not be able to hold back the flood of emotions and make everything difficult to recover.
I don't know where to say goodbye, so I just walked past him silently with my head down, I don't know if I forgot to say goodbye, or I was reluctant to say goodbye, but after all, goodbye is hard to say.
The next day, I received a package.
I find it strange because I never tell my family back home the exact address of the hotel, and if a friend in the UAE wants something to me, he only needs to hand it over to me face-to-face.
The package contained a letter and two fine jewelry boxes, and when I opened the small round box, a large diamond sparkled on the purple velvet, and a long box was a platinum necklace.
When he opened the envelope, his handwriting was strong and powerful, as if it had been carefully engraved on paper.
The letter contained only a few sentences in English: "That night, while you were asleep, I secretly measured your finger with a thin thread, which is probably just right." It's a 'memorial to remember', and I have one too. If you don't think you want to wear it on your hand, just string it into a pendant. You're right, I'm too selfish and restricting your life, and I shouldn't make you sad anymore. Although I can't give you the future you want, I will still be here if you need any help in the future, and I will always have you in my heart. ”
Gently put the diamond ring on your ring finger, it's really just right.
I took out the ring, raised my head and held it up in the sun, the light was bright, and my eyes were dazzling, and I couldn't help but redden. Quickly lowered his head and quietly held it in the palm of his hand for a long time.
Dubai, a city that never has winter. Its wind, however, is more chilling than the cold winter.
I walked alone in the twilight streets, and the trees on both sides seemed to have never changed. There are no plants in the desert, and all the green 'colors' are flown in from abroad, and after a long journey, they land here, but they cannot take root.
Green is Dubai's greatest asset, but it never belongs here.
I 'touched' the ring pendant around my neck, and that person, who was also my most precious, never belonged to me.
A cold wind blew through my bones. I shrunk into my collar and kicked away a pebble at my feet, which rolled forward drippingly, and soon lost its breath, and was not far away, sinking into the rest of the fine stones.
The breeze stirred the dust of the road, the trees were a little sluggish, and the branches and leaves withered, just like my mood. I'm waiting, waiting for time to dilute everything. Or wait for another person to fill the empty 'hole' in my heart.
"Little pebble is so pitiful, you kicked it around. ”
A familiar and pleasant voice came from his ears, it was Yun Yushu.
I turned my head to look at him in a daze, my eyes were silent, and I must have been very haggard.
"It's so dusty outside, aren't you afraid of making yourself 'dirty'?" he took out a wet towel from his pocket, opened it and handed it to me, "Come, wipe it, look 'smart'." ”
I took his wipes, put them over my face, and took a deep breath.
After a while, he slowly turned his head and reluctantly pulled the corners of his mouth: "Why are you here?"
He smiled lightly: "Fate has come to this point, and we can't help but meet it." ”
With my head down, I was still depressed, threw the used wipes into the trash, and heard Yun Yushu suddenly say, "I'll accompany you to do sports, don't always be so bitter." ”
I was a little tired, and lightly refused: "I don't want you to spend time with me." ”
He grinned: "Then you accompany me and sacrifice yourself." ”
The corners of my mouth twitched, and in the face of his insistence, I didn't refuse again. It doesn't matter, it's the same everywhere you go, and it's a good way to kill time while exercising.
"Do you know how to play badminton?" he asked me.
"It's a little bit, it's not a good fight. ”
He smiled: "Generally speaking, people who say that they don't play well are modest. ”
So, he took me to the badminton 'feather' court, and the two of them faced off in singles, and he was at ease, and I picked up the ball everywhere. The more I struggled, the more unstable my mind became. Even if Yun Yushu wants to let me, he is powerless to resist.
"It turns out that you are really not modest. He laughed twice, crossed the net, walked over to my side, looked at my hand, and grinned, "You see, this grip is not right, so you have to fight hard and without any rules." ”
"I just didn't play well. I sighed and wanted to give up silently.
Yun Yushu's hand held the handle of the feather 'feather' beat, and said softly and patiently, "I'll teach you." ”
With that, he began to carefully guide my gestures, but I didn't listen to a word, and froze in place, as if struck by lightning.
Thinking of the lonely and helpless go-kart race, I didn't know where to start, and when I was about to give up silently, a figure suddenly appeared next to me, holding the handle of the car with his arm, blocking in front of me, and only said lightly: "I'll teach you." ”
Turning his head to look at him, the sun was dappled and scattered, wearing a red and black 'color' go-kart uniform, a black 'color' professional helmet, and a gentle and 'confused' voice.
But this time, when I turned around, I didn't see the tall and handsome figure. Only the thumping feather balls struck and pierced my eardrums one by one.
Tears rolled in his eyes, but still fell.
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