CHAPTER XIII

Shen Danyu stood outside the door, Shen Feiyin sat on the sofa, and for a while there was silence, and even the sound of the pot boiling in the kitchen could be heard clearly. Shen Feiyin spoke and said to Juan's mother, "Go to the kitchen and have a look." ”

Juan's mother agreed, glanced at the father and daughter uneasily, and the footsteps went down.

Shen Danyu walked in and saw his father with his mouth closed, looking at the sky outside. Shen Danyu said: "If Dad, if it's okay, I'll go back to the room first." After saying that, he turned around and left. As she expected, Shen Feiyin stopped her, clasped the coffee table with her fingers, and said in a deep voice, "Can you explain to me what's going on?"

Shen Danyu glanced at the newspaper, not afraid of his father's tantrum at all, and said, "What is there to explain, isn't it all written in the newspaper?"

Shen Feiyin turned his head sideways, he didn't expect his daughter to have this backbone, he stood up and said directly: "You are a student, you should be like a student! What are you doing to get involved in the affairs of adults?!" Shen Danyu said: "I am about to graduate, I am already eighteen years old, and at the age of eighteen in the West, I can already take responsibility for what I do." Shen Feiyin said angrily: "Okay, what responsibility can you bear? If those soldiers who read the newspaper and wanted to arrest the students who were making trouble in the photos found you and locked you in, and finally didn't ask me to come forward to solve it, what do you know?"

Shen Danyu stepped forward and said, "You think I don't understand anything." Those military and political officials sat idly by, what's wrong with us student marches? You didn't let me go because you were worried about me, but we didn't do anything bad, as a new batch of young people, we have our own right to speak!" Shen Feiyin took a step back, and finally picked up his pipe indiscriminately, knocked it on the table, and said: "Do you know what you're talking about? Those people have guns, if they really do make a move, can you still stand here alive? Your mother is no longer here, don't be so willful, okay......" Speaking of later, Shen Feiyin seemed to be deflated.

Shen Danyu was still stubborn, and said: "My father has always advocated not associating with officials, but now how can he lose his trust, Director Huang comes to our house in a day or two...... Hmph, you're just ......."

Shen Feiyin suddenly raised a hand, far away in the air, Shen Danyu's eyes widened in shock, but Shen Feiyin's hand did not fall for a long time, and said indignantly: "You still dare to say it! Director Huang recognized you as soon as he saw the newspaper, and he also asked me if I recognized the wrong person, this was a trick, I didn't want to agree to his thing, but this time for you...... You ......"

After Juan's mother uncovered the pot, she went upstairs, listening to their father and daughter quarreling, she couldn't help but want to push the door in, and crumpled the bib outside the door in a hurry, and then listened to the master's voice and pushed the door in. Shen Feiyin leaned on the back of the sofa, his face flushed with his hands covering his chest. Shen Danyu was stunned, standing there and wanting to step forward, Mother Juan ran over, took out the medicine that the old man usually takes, poured one or two pills in her hand and let Shen Feiyin eat it.

Shen Feiyin gasped for breath, and Juan's mother used her hand to wisp for him, and turned back to her in the process, which meant that she should hurry out. But Shen Danyu was in the confusion of guilt and self-blame, and still stood there woodenly, withdrawing little by little.

Juan's mother said: "Don't be angry, master, Miss is still young......"

Shen Feiyin's bloodshot eyes slanted downward, and a few words still popped out of his mouth, "Just ...... Just ...... No ...... this daughter."

Mother Juan knew that this was the old man's angry words, and persuaded: "Don't say such angry words......

She ran into the room in the midst of the chaos of the study, closed the door casually, threw herself on the bed, and cried with her arms on her back. The soft quilt buried her crying, no matter how loud she cried, she only felt the tip of her nose touch the cold, and finally even her sleeves were wet, and she fell asleep hazy.

In her dreams, she only felt a slight itch, like a dandelion brushing her cheeks. She slept deeply, and when she became aware, she felt someone touching her cheek. It was already late at night, Juan's mother came in with a basin of hot water, and saw that the young lady was lying on the bed and fell asleep without even taking off her shoes, with tears on her face and her hair on her cheeks. Shen Danyu woke up at this time, she didn't know how to fall asleep, sat up and looked around for a while, before bluntly letting Juan's mother go out.

Juan's mother has taken care of Miss since she was six years old, treating her as if she were her own, she said: "Miss, I don't know if I should say something......

Shen Danyu was silent.

Juan's mother continued: "Madame left early, and the master is running around for business and taking care of this family, and he has no intention of continuing the string for more than ten years...... But this family, because there is a young lady is the home-the lord is most worried about you, my wife is just an employer, I have received the favor of the Shen family, Mrs. before leaving told me to take you to look good and bring up, how dare I disobey? The lord is actually very hard, now it is so chaotic outside, everyone who wants to save their lives is a man with his tail between his legs...... I haven't read much, but I know that the lord is angry this time because you made him frightened, and it's also your fault, you shouldn't have been so tough with the lord-"

Juan's mother said a lot of miscellaneous things, and Shen Danyu also knew in her heart that it was wrong for her to worry her father, but what did she do wrong? Juan's mother couldn't, before going out, she asked if she wanted to give her a bowl of noodles, where did she have an appetite, she didn't change her clothes while lying on the bed, and Juan's mother walked away in discouragement.

In the middle line of the day, the birdsong outside was so crisp and loud, Shen Danyu moved slightly, opened his eyes dimly, and curled up and slept until now. The sound of Juan's mother stir-frying in the kitchen came faintly, and she stood on the second floor and looked down for a while, as usual, but there was a strange atmosphere in the air.

When Juan's mother saw her coming down, she was putting the dishes on the plate, and she only said, "Get up, there are two more dishes, and the meal will start in a while." ”

The light from the kitchen penetrated through the windowpane, and a few pots of flowers outside the window were bathed in sunlight. Shen Danyu was in a melancholy mood, seeing that it was so windy and beautiful outside, he wanted to go out for a walk. She was about to open the door, when suddenly her heart tightened, but the door was locked, the handle was motionless, and she said loudly: "Juanma!"

Mother Juan came out of the kitchen, embarrassed and only said: "The master will not let you go out...... Shen Danyu suddenly turned around, frowned and said: "Why? I still have to go to schoolβ€”β€”"

Juan's mother only said the original words: "The driver will take you to school on time every morning and evening." Miss, don't disobey the lord and stay at home obediently. ”

Shen Danyu couldn't say a word, she didn't make trouble or cry, she only stood for a short time and ran upstairs. Her back vanished instantly. When Juan's mother heard that the door was slammed shut, she didn't know what to do, so she went back to the kitchen to stir-fry. It's just that at twelve o'clock, the dishes are on the table, Miss Yuding sulked and didn't eat, she went up and knocked lightly on the door, Shen Danyu only said "don't eat!" in the room, Juan's mother was helpless, took some food and put it in a bowl, and put it outside the door.

Only one afternoon passed, the sky was about to get dark, the family car drove in, Shen Feiyin took off his coat and put it on the hanger, Juan's mother stepped forward and said to him: "Miss hasn't eaten for a day, I'm sulking." ”

Shen Feiyin knew her daughter's temperament and did not react. At this time, dinner had been prepared, and the smell of rice downstairs was thick, Shen Danyu stayed in the room, and he didn't open the door even if he was killed, and then heard familiar footsteps pacing outside the door. Shen Feiyin screamed softly, and Juan's mother said, "I still have to eat dinner, you open the door." Shen Danyu only rushed out of the door and said, "I don't eat, I don't want to see you!" But after a while, Shen Feiyin said to Juan's mother: "If she doesn't eat, she won't eat, let her go." ”

There was no sound outside, until the evening, Shen Danyu opened the door, it was dark downstairs, she quietly walked into the kitchen, the dishes in the cupboard were left untouched, and there was still a bowl of rice, which was specially prepared for her by Juan's mother, knowing that she would be hungry if she hadn't eaten for a day, and secretly ran down to find something to eat.

The stomach has been screaming hundreds of times, and everything you eat when you are hungry is fragrant, even the cold rice is sweet, and this bowl of rice still has residual warmth. Suddenly the light turned on, and Shen Danyu was startled.

Mother Juan heard the movement in the kitchen in the maid's room, put on her coat and came out to take a look, and saw the young lady eating with a happy face, and only said, "Is this enough?" So saying, he turned on the stove and added water to the pot. Shen Danyu put the bowl down and said, "I'm full." I went upstairs. Juan's mother ignored it, took out another egg from the side, and said, "Let's beat you another egg." ”

Because there were no extra ingredients in the kitchen late at night, the scallion oil noodles made by Juan's mother were extremely fragrant, and they were handed directly to Shen Danyu after they were served, and the fried eggs were covered with a sizzling sound on the noodles. After Juan's mother finished it, she went back to the room and told her to go to bed early and go to school tomorrow.

Shen Danyu was hungry for a day, and after Juan's mother left, she sat at the dining table and ate it in one go, took the bowl into the sink and washed it, and at this time, the air blockage in the day disappeared completely.

The next morning, she changed into a school uniform, and as Juan's mother said, the driver was already waiting for her at the door.

She and Baoqing chatted in the classroom as usual, completely forgetting about the events of the previous two days. The five of them still walked together in the school, Xu Ruolin proposed to go to the movies at lunchtime, Qi Shan was not free on the weekend, so Xu Ruolin proposed to watch it after school today. Shen Danyu lowered his eyes, turned around, cleaned up the things on the table, and said, "I won't go." Then the classroom bell rang, and everyone scattered and sat back in their seats.

In the corridor between classes, Baoqing caught up with her and asked her why, and Shen Danyu arrived truthfully. Baoqing felt a kind of sympathy for her when she heard this, holding two braids in her hands, and only said, "Your father also cares about you, unlike me...... My parents didn't care about me, even if I ran away from home for three days, they only thought that I was running to a classmate to play and not coming home. He sighed.

When she walked to the school gate, Baoqing's car was also at the door, but she was much freer than her, and the soft wind was slightly hot and blew on her face. Every day, there are mussel vendors selling mussels on a street in front of the school, and the sweet smell of candy wafts warmly from the machine.

Shen Danyu goes to and from school on time every day, and goes into the bedroom when she goes home, and after a week like this, Juan's mother also said to the old man distressed: "It's strange and pitiful to let Miss be at home all day, so don't lock her up like this." Shen Feiyin was watering the flowers, put down the pot of water and agreed with Juan's mother's statement, and said for a moment: "But where she is going and who she is with will tell you." You don't want to shield her and allow her to mess around. ”

Shen Danyu couldn't be happier when she said this, she wasn't very happy for the past two days, it seemed that it was because the sisters had gone to watch the new movie, and they were still discussing it at school. It turned out that many classmates also went to watch it and talked about the movie called "Black Rose" together, and she couldn't insert a word there, which made her feel so lonely and always felt forgotten.

Another annoying thing came one after another, that is, this Thursday, the principal called her to the office and lectured her for no reason. She thought it was the student march, but many of her classmates went. After hearing this, she was still confused. Seeing her ignorant and pretending to be ignorant, the principal said with a sharp look in his eyes: "Students of your age are young and don't know the consequences, but don't forget that no matter how you mess around outside, you can't lose your sense of proportion, and the dignity of the girl's family must not be forgotten." Of course, in a few years, most of you choose to get married and have children as soon as you graduate, but this is still in school-Shen Danyu. Shen Danyu straightened his waist and blinked a few times. The principal pushed his glasses, and finally said earnestly: "No matter who you have made friends outside, how can you let people find the school? When you go back, you tell the person who is looking for you in every possible way, don't come to the school to find people anymore, and you can't affect the atmosphere." Okay, you go out. Shen Danyu didn't ask anything, so he was invited out by the dean of academic affairs. Her mist hung heavier overhead.

The cafeteria met Xiansheng, and Shen Danyu greeted him. She didn't see Fang Shiyan again, and thought that he had been very busy, and she was secretly a little lost. Xiansheng finally told her, "Shi Yan hasn't been to school for a week, and I heard that there is something going on at home. Shen Danyu asked suspiciously: "He hasn't been at school for a week?"

Xiansheng nodded, Shen Danyu didn't know about the outside for two weeks because of his father's grounding, and he didn't go to see Fang Shiyan, and now he knows that he went home for a week, and he is a little worried for some reason. may be because when she saw him for the last time, her eyebrows and eyes were haggard, and she had a thin figure, and she completely lost the spirit of the young man in her impression. I always feel that he has something hidden in his heart.