Liu Xin has made a lot of calls these days, relatives in his hometown, through relatives and then found through relatives, and his father's old colleagues, all the calls went out and he couldn't contact Liu's father, so he had to call the police to find someone.

Unable to wait for news, he embarked on a journey back to his hometown.

I saw the clansmen of the Liu family, the ancestral house of the Liu family is still there, the house is a little dilapidated, and there is still a long-eared rabbit painted by Liu's father on the wall of the outhouse, which is vivid, and the people in my hometown still remember how talented Liu's father was when he was young, writing and drawing.

At the age of forty, Liu's father originally wanted to open a studio, but because Liu's mother blocked it, he didn't know if he would have regrets in his heart.

The Liu family was very happy to see Liu Xin, and he felt that he was accompanied by someone every day to look for him, but there was no news at all, and his heart became more and more anxious.

Ten days later, he finally returned with a tired heart in vain.

Twenty days later, Liu Xin received a call from a woman, whose mobile phone showed that it was a strange city, informing her that Liu's father was critically ill.

When Liu Xin rushed over, the person had already left, and the woman also arranged a dying help, she said that they were childhood sweethearts, and later listened to the family's arrangement to get married, Liu's father was passing by here to visit the deceased, but he was admitted to the hospital for physical reasons, until his condition suddenly deteriorated......

Lifting the white list, the remains are serene, is his heart calmly accepted all the good and bad circumstances, in the sound of the Buddha, everything in this life is put down.

Liu Xin brought back the ashes and placed them in the funeral home, and on the night she went home, she had a high fever, and there was no medicine at home, so she called her until dawn-

I asked for leave to go to the hospital with him, and I hung the bottle all morning, and finally started to have a fever at noon......

When I came home in the evening, my brother said that someone asked me to ride in his car today, saying that it was your friend.

An Di chuckled in her heart, hurriedly returned to the room to find the guy's phone, dialed it, and the other party answered, "Why are you harassing my brother, what kind of ability do you have as a big man." ”

"It's just a routine, it's not about yin or yin, you give us two clear. ”

"Where will I give you, why do you say what is what? ”

"You can't help it, your brother is so cute, I don't even want anything to happen to him. ”

I didn't sleep well all night, yawned all morning, I didn't want to eat at noon and wanted to make up for sleep, but at noon, I had to pull her out to eat, saying that I hadn't eaten lunch together for a long time.

When eating, she felt as if she had something to say, she was originally a cheerful person, but somehow she became slumped.

An Di poured a sentence "Can you lend me some money?" and she was stunned when she said it, which was originally an idea that she had always had in her heart.

"What are you going to do, how much are you going to borrow?"

"Urgent, I want to borrow 200,000, you, is it convenient?"

"100,000 is convenient, is it a transfer bank, when do you want it?"

"The sooner the better. ”……

One noon, it turned out that it was really better to act than to be excited, and it was said that impulse was the devil, and today it was quite impulsive.

I called the guy in the evening, and he said he wanted cash, just cash, and asked him to bring cash.

After making an appointment, he drove to pick it up, took out the bundles in the car, and saw him put it in his bag, "That's okay, everyone take a step back, it's all about asking someone to borrow." ”

"And half of it?"

"No, I have nowhere to borrow, and I don't have the 100,000 if I sell it. ”

"You try it and see if it's worth it. The rest will be given to you for a month, and then the two will not owe each other, and if they do not owe each other, they will naturally not see each other. ”……

Liu Xin has gradually improved, the fever has subsided, and there is only cough left, An Di helped him arrange proper meals, food delivery calls, and food labels for each family, as long as he shook the phone, it's just that she is not there, he is too lazy to figure out the meal, and it doesn't matter if he eats or not.

But the physical sensation was far more real than the spirit, he felt weak, he had no strength, looked in the mirror, his face was pale, he thought, he couldn't let her see this

He began to eat on order, and resumed his own kitchen cooking.

In his free time, he will often think of her, their temperaments are many different, but they have one thing in common: they are very able to escape and are very good at avoiding, until there is no escape and no escape, it is solved, with her, not afraid of making a fool of themselves, no need to pretend.

If it is still possible, I just want to spend it with her in this life, she can feel his emotional fluctuations, know how not to touch the triggers that trigger his fluctuations, and there is no deliberateness, it is natural, random, and comes from natural tacit understanding.

But, however, what about the person who called the wife, who really existed, in a distant place, more and more fading in memory, but could not be erased.

I remember that there was a woman jumping off the building in the next neighborhood, and the female owner of the tailor shop said that she didn't dare to look at it, she was afraid that once the scene entered her eyes, it would linger, and the so-called curiosity killed the cat.

Liu Xin is not curious, he is trapped in it, unable to extricate himself, most of the cold medicines have sleeping ingredients, in the early morning when he took the medicine and half dreamed and woke up, the mobile phone rang, he picked it up, and he could hear the weak breathing inside, just breathing, but not talking.

The number shows that it is Mi Guo, he already knows who it is, I haven't seen him for a long time, a few months ago, the news came through the senior over there that Lin Xuan was arrested.

Later, the Lin family sold the house and land to hire a lawyer, a series of operations, after a long time, the senior over there finally brought the ultimate news: it's over, the person has come out, and he finally lives up to the trust.

The senior was obviously relieved, and said with a smile that he wanted to buy a ticket to come back to see his parents, which had been hanging before, but now it's finally over, and there is:

"You've almost dealt with things over there, I see that your wife has been around for a few months, and she's about to become a father, cheer up, come on." ”

Originally, he had been smiling all the time before, and he was stunned all of a sudden, isn't it over yet, or is it destined to be circled together, what kind of cause is this, endless.

It's very devastating, and I don't feel like I'm going to welcome the angel to the world at all, but I feel that the one that is being conceived is really ill-intentioned.

After a long time, he still decided to face this matter, for a few months, Lin Xuan She had the opportunity to tell herself, but she didn't say it, now she knows it through a third party, and it's quite ridiculous, now he thinks about making a phone call to ask about the situation, mainly what she thinks.

I'm not sure if she still lives there, or if she called, and I was surprised to pick it up so quickly:

"Did you show up, I thought you were dead, it turns out that you are still a pant, your family, there is no good thing-"

"Mom, don't say don't tell him, what do you say-" ......

Liu Xin put down the phone, rubbed his hair, raised his head, and found that his heart did not fluctuate too much, but he was very tired and lay down directly.

But he soon woke up with palpitations, and every word of abuse sounded in his ears very clearly, and it hurt very much in hindsight, his father's dead face, his mother's swollen face, and Lin Xuan's appearance in a yellow vest...... All the unbearable frames and frames, just let the horses come.

It's dark, it's dawn, it's happening, it's gone, everything becomes empty, it's nothing, it's meaningless, it's like this life.