[19] But it is self-deception

The man's fingers that had been holding Luan Ying loosened slightly, and Luan Ying pulled out his hand during this gap.

He looked up at Luan Ying, saw that her eyes were slightly red, and she muttered as if talking to herself, "I still feel ashamed of you, and I'm afraid that I will delay you, and I always feel that I will cause you trouble...... Chu Luo, you lied to me!"

Chu Luo panicked, his Adam's apple moved up and down, and his voice was hoarse, "Who told you ......?"

"Qi Shu showed me the picture!"

Luan Ying said neatly, "You used to ...... And pictures of little girls!"

Chu Luo's brain boomed, Qi Shu wouldn't have exposed anything, right?

"I ...... I don't know, what a picture. ”

Chu Luo grabbed the sofa under him and said weakly, "I just want to...... Get your feet wet. ”

Luan Ying's expression was slightly moved.

She softened her attitude slightly, and said hesitantly, "What to try?"

Useful!

Chu Luo immediately lowered his head and deliberately lowered his voice, as if he was laughing at himself, "I know that I am not normal, after so many years, I want to change, I also want to become a normal person...... But does it work, why am I such a monster - I can't...... Give it a try......"

When I finally said to try three words, the tail notes were trembling with pain.

Luan Ying's nose was sour all of a sudden.

She understood.

went up and slapped Chu Luo hard, "You didn't say it earlier! How can you be like this, who dares to say that you are abnormal?"

Chu Luo grabbed Luan Ying's little hand back, and stuffed it into his chest while grabbing it, his face was still grief-stricken, as if he was about to cry, "Yingying, am I abnormal?"

Luan Ying was anxious, thinking of what she had just said to him, she regretted and felt guilty, and comforted again and again, "You think too much, you are not abnormal, you are the best in my eyes!"

Chu Luo smiled in his heart, pinching her fingers, it was so soft.

"Really, you're not lying to me, are you, are you, you're trying to coax me, and when people around me know about my sexuality, they just join me in deceiving themselves......"

Lying and not making drafts, Chu Luo buried his head in Luan Ying's chest and cried, using the intention of alcohol to eat cheap and tofu, completely leaving the four words of moral quality behind.

Unexpectedly, Luan Ying stretched out her hand and took the initiative to hug Chu Luo.

This action made Chu Luo freeze.

It was the first time he and her were so close to each other, he had thought about it countless times, coveted it countless times, and wanted to hold this woman in his arms and ravage it fiercely, but he didn't expect to be hugged by her first.

The soft body, but unusually firm, drew him within her protective circle.

She said, "Chu Luo, don't feel inferior, even if everyone doesn't understand you, I will accompany you, as long as you need me." ”

I would like to be your best friend for life.

Whenever you need me.

Chu Luo's heart seemed to have been struck by someone, and he looked up, and the face was so close to him.

He hugged Luan Ying harder, rubbed it, and said, "That's what you said." ”

Luan Ying didn't doubt him, and patted the back of Chu Luo's head, "I'll help you in and take a bath?"

Chu Luo was teased by her words from head to toe.

Damn, it's nice to be drunk.

He stopped struggling, leaned on Luan Ying like a child, and nodded, "Hmm." ”

Luan Ying smiled, "Look, I can tell my mother this time, it's not always you who take care of me, I also take care of you." ”

Chu Luo raised his hand, touched Luan Ying's hair, and was helped into the bathroom by Luan Ying. He closed the door, and when he turned around, his eyes gradually deepened, "Do you want to take care of me so much?"