235: Children actually understand
On the question of death. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Ji Bai suddenly thought of something, something that happened when she was a child.
In fact, not all children at Tan Zhouzhou's age do not understand the meaning of death, and even some children can see it more thoroughly than adults.
But this thoroughness mostly depends on the child's IQ and some experiences.
When Ji Bai's parents died, she was only eleven or twelve years old, and although she was hurt in her heart at that time, she could see it better than anyone else, at least her grandmother and cousin at that time looked more sad and sad than her.
Ji Bai is based on her mother's surname, and her father is rich, so most of her father's relatives are not close, and later it was because the Ji family was the only one she was, so she was taken to live with her grandmother.
It's just that she didn't live long before she was picked up by the green fox.
Regarding this matter, Ji Bai is still quite grateful to Qinghu.
A person's life is destined to die from birth, Ji Bai saw it at a very young age, and the first dead person she saw was a child.
It was a six-year-old child.......
"Mom, where are we going now?" Ji Baixiao, who was only eight years old at the time, held his mother's hand, and now his nerves were still very sensitive on his often indifferent face, and he naturally showed a curious expression when he spoke.
Now the eyes like warm black jade were already very pleasing at that age.
Ji Bai remembered her mother, the woman who always liked to wear red clothes didn't tell her where they were going, only squeezed her hand, and her ever-energetic voice was mixed with a hint of sorrow, "We're going to see a little sister." ”
Of course, Ji Bai was not as sensitive as he is now, and he didn't know what sorrow was, so after hearing his mother's words, he only held his mother's hand tightly, and then never asked again.
Because she knew that whenever her mother spoke so ambiguously, it meant that she didn't know even if she explained it to her.
Therefore, Ji Bai quietly followed his mother in a car for about two days and came to a small town.
The smell of the town smelled very much like the smell of rotting corpses, Ji Bai didn't like it, but he could force himself to endure it with his little eyebrows.
The two walked a little way into the town, and Ji Bai still remembered the depression in that town, and the scene they watched when they walked to a place that resembled an air-raid shelter at the foot of the innermost part of the town.
Her father stood in front of the cave with the sun on his back, holding a little sister in red clothes, the eyes of the little sister were like the old monsters who lived in the innermost part of the street in the monster street, it looked very blurry, she didn't know what it was at the time, but later she knew, it was too many vicissitudes of life and a thorough view of life.
"What's wrong? What are you thinking?"
Ji Bai's half-closed eyelids trembled when Chi Xu's sudden approach, and then she withdrew from her memories, and lightly lifted her eyelids and glanced at Chi Xu, "It's just some memories." ”
Recall?
Chi Xu raised his eyebrows, a little angry in his heart, but he didn't ask.
The little girl didn't seem to want to share this memory with him, but he didn't feel anything, he just raised his hand to rub the little girl's new hairstyle, "Since it's a memory, it's all in the past, what do you want it to do?"
Ji Bai looked out the car window when he heard this, only to find that they had returned to the downstairs of the building where Tan Yao lived, and the shop Chi Xu was talking about was the shop that looked like a breakfast shop on the opposite side of the building.
Chi Xu looked out of Ji Bai's gaze, knowing what the little girl was looking at, he hooked his lips and smiled:
Tan Yao is still accompanying Tan Zhouzhou in school, and the school ends at five o'clock in the afternoon, and it is less than two hours before five o'clock. ”
Less than two hours is not long, but it is not short, and the boring wait is often more difficult to get through this time.
"Let's go, let's take a look?" Chi Xu proposed again, about the store opposite the tube building, he had already seen it on the takeaway APP, so he had some understanding of it.
This store may not look big, but it contains a lot of business, and it looks like a department store.
However, this department store does not mean that it sells a variety of things, but it is a large store with breakfast shop, dessert shop, café, and small supermarket, with many functions and low prices.
I have to say that the owner of this store is quite whimsical, and it is estimated that opening a store is just a matter of interest, after all, this kind of store may not be profitable.
"Hmm. Ji Bai didn't have any ideas of his own, but when he saw that Chi Xu had mentioned it twice, he nodded in agreement.
As soon as Ji Bai agreed, the two immediately got out of the car and walked forward.
Along the way, Chi Xu always maintained a distance of half a step behind Ji Bai, relying on his height to look down at Ji Bai slightly, and couldn't help but guess what the memories that could make Ji Bai distracted just now would be.
Although he said that he didn't care, he cared very much in his heart.
Regarding Ji Bai's past, he didn't have time to participate, but he is not the kind of person who "I don't care about your past, it's good for me to participate in your future".
If he could, Chi Xu said that he still wanted to know some of Ji Bai's past things.
It's not that he wants to know Ji Bai's love history or anything, but he knows that with Ji Bai's identity, the past experience will definitely not be simple, or even easy, what he wants to do is to understand these pasts, and then do his best to cherish the little girl he holds in the palm of his hand.
Especially just now, Ji Bai herself definitely didn't know that when she was thinking about reminiscing, the stunned look on her face was the first time Chi Xu had seen this kind of expression after knowing Ji Bai.
Naturally, my heart was raised.
However, it is obvious that the relationship between the two is not good enough to share the past with each other, at least in Ji Bai's eyes.
Thinking about it, Chi Xu couldn't help but sigh lightly, provoking Ji Bai's inquiring eyes.
"It's nothing, let's go, there should be something in it that you like. Chi Xu smiled, then raised his hand and pushed open the glass door, it turned out that they had walked in front of the store unconsciously.
Just like Chi Xu found, after pushing the door open, the huge space inside was divided into four parts, and the place where breakfast was sold was probably because the smoke was too heavy, so there was another glass door.
The other café and dessert house are two connected rooms, and the middle is opened, leaving a rather artistic door, and the rest of the place is a supermarket.
"It smells like cake. ”
Ji Bai stood in front of Chi Xu, his nose fluttering.
"It's like a little milk dog. Chi Xu was amused by Ji Bai's words, even if he didn't see the little girl's expression, he could imagine it, so he smiled.