109 Inquiry
The master's degree in Dubai is a two-year program, and the two days before our final exams are the day when the seniors graduate from their master's degree.
Like me, they came on a four-year contract, two years of study and two years of work. Although I left school after graduation, I still have many opportunities to work in the oil industry in the future.
I went to the graduation ceremony to join in the fun, and I saw many seniors' families coming. The auditorium was bustling with people, either arranging their degree gowns or chatting with each other, all of them excited.
It was then that I saw the Yunyu tree. He didn't see me, but his mother's eyes lit up and she warmly extended her hand to greet me.
"Xixi!" Mother Yun walked over, took my hand, and smiled gently, "It's been a long time since I saw you, and I knew that you would definitely come to Yushu's graduation ceremony." You're graduating in one year, and by this time next year, my dad and I will come over for your graduation ceremony. ”
The corners of my mouth twitched, and I didn't know how to answer. It seems that Yun Yushu has not settled the big matter of his 'girlfriend' yet, and he has 'made' me a dilemma for this once fake one.
Seeing the picture of me and Yun's mother holding hands and looking at each other, Yun Yushu's face not far away was stunned, and he quickly regained his composure, and called helplessly: "Mom!"
"What's wrong?" Mother Yun rolled her eyes, "Originally, when your 'girlfriend' graduated, we should have been there, what's wrong?"
Yun Yushu tugged at her mother's sleeve with a bitter face, and said a word in her ear, Yun's mother listened, quickly put down her hand, and apologized to me with some loss: "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were separated......"
I smiled generously: "It's nothing, we're still good friends." ”
I sighed in my heart, Yun Yushu and I are really good friends? He stopped contacting me, and I didn't have the face to contact him again. Occasionally, he accidentally met on the road, and because of the hustle and bustle around him, his attitude was also very cold.
However, after I said this, Yun Yushu's expression was obviously moved, and the indifference on his face also dissipated a little. Mother Yun pestle between us, looked at me, then looked at Yun Yushu, and said to Yun Yushu as she withdrew, "You talk, I'll go and see your father first." ”
Around, there was an endless stream of students and parents, and Yun Yushu and I stood in a daze, both of us feeling a little embarrassed.
After a few seconds of hesitation, I was the first to break the silence and said with a smile: "Congratulations on graduation! ”
"Thank you. This time, he stopped correcting my "senior" and responded to me politely, "My mother has always liked you, don't mind what happened just now." ”
"Of course not, am I such a cautious person?" I said in a cheerful tone, trying to reconcile the atmosphere, "It's you, your parents are urging you so hard, and now that you have graduated with a master's degree, hurry up and find a 'girlfriend' friend to put them at ease." ”
"Well, I will. He replied sullenly, still cold.
There was no word for a while, and the atmosphere of silence was embarrassing. I wanted to leave awkwardly, but at this moment, I heard Yun Yushu's low voice: "You and him, are you okay?"
Needless to say, this he, naturally, refers to Musa. When someone else uses an obscure pronoun, but both parties know exactly what the pronoun refers to, it is like being labeled as revealing the secret but unbreakable relationship between two people.
"'Pretty good'. I said lightly, trying not to mix any emotions into it.
"That's good. Yun Yushu couldn't see the expression on his face, paused, and suddenly said, "Yesterday, I heard Yin Qianyan call Jia Yi and ask about the white-robed man in your class. I don't know if Yin Qianyan is inquiring about his news, I'm just guessing and telling you about it by the way. ”
My heart "chuckled", and an ominous premonition flooded over me. I think that at the beginning, when Yin Qianyan's 'private' relationship with me was broken by each other, I agreed not to say anything about it. Now, there are rumors about her relationship with Yan Hua, will she think that I came out?
He asked Yun Yushu hesitantly: "How did Jia Yi answer her?"
Of course, it was said truthfully, Jia Yi wouldn't think so much, as soon as Yin Qianyan asked, he replied casually. Jia Yi said how many white robes there are in your class, summarized the relationship between the Chinese students and them, and also said that he was in the same group as the two white robes. The others were said in bits and pieces, and Yin Qianyan should have asked more vaguely. ”
Feeling uneasy, I couldn't help but eagerly ask, "Did they mention me in particular?"
"Not really, at least, I didn't hear it. I don't know if they contacted each other after that. ”
I exhaled deeply, as if trying to seek stability: "That'...... Does Yin Qianyan already know who he is?"
Yun Yushu spread his hands and said helplessly: "How do I know this?"
Retracting my anxious gaze, I lowered my head slightly. yes, how would he know. It was because I was too panicked and rushed to the doctor.
"Thank you for telling me this. I whispered, and in my heart, I was sincerely moved.
"No thanks. Yun Yushu didn't look at me, lowered his voice, and sighed lightly, "I have already said what I should say." I just hope that you are really doing well. ”
My mind moved, and I suddenly asked a question that had been buried in my heart for a long time: "Are you disappointed in me?"
He shook his head gently: "No, I don't, you have your right to choose." ”
"I thought you were disappointed in me. ”
He smiled shallowly: "It's not disappointment, it's just that I need a while to recover." ”
Hearing this, I smiled at him, nodded slightly, and did not speak again.
When the graduation ceremony began, Lian Pian was late. She and I sat in the audience, watching students from all over the world receive their certificates, and the scene was solemn and boiling. It turned out that the time of the year passed so quickly, which was really unexpected.
"The old man will be replaced by the new, and soon, I will become the oldest 'female' person in the master's degree, crumpling to welcome the little fresh 'meat' who will come next year. Lian Pian said sadly, "Reality doesn't leave any emotion at all." ”
I took a deep breath and muttered, "yes, time flies so fast." Looking at Yun Yushu on the stage, he held his graduation certificate and smiled very brightly. The whole person seems so open-minded and strong.
Suddenly, I understood why I couldn't fall in love with him. His logic is always clear, he can always make decisive choices and give up, he never needs me, and he will never be entangled in an illusory love. But I would, and so would Mossa.
In Moussa's eyes, I felt that I was needed. But looking back on my relationship with Yun Yushu, every time I am extremely rational. He used to repair my mobile phone with me in exchange for the help of 'China Day', and offered to let me pretend to be my 'girlfriend' on the pretext of sparring sports. Although it is essentially a natural exchange, it is subtle, I just don't want such a balance of one thing for one thing in a relationship.
A wild and forbidden love is a 'bewilderment' for me, but it is something that Yun Yushu decisively gave up. I am a person who has indulged in emotional weeds, and although I have a realistic bottom line, I am unwilling to break free of the shackles of emotion. And for him, it is absolutely impossible.
After the graduation ceremony, people left the venue one after another. I was shocked to find that next to Yin Qianyan, there was her husband standing, the two of them were stiff and a little distant, and they seemed to be in a cold war. On New Year's Day this year, Yin Qianyan's husband came to Dubai to have a party with us.
Lian Pian also saw this scene and said: "His husband heard that he arrived yesterday, I don't know if he came to attend Yin Qianyan's graduation ceremony or for something else." ”
I was a little stunned: "Yin Qianyan's husband, did you know Yan Hua before?"
"Yes, we were all from the same school before. The rumor spread so widely that it would surely end up in her husband's ears. Several of the boys were acquainted with her husband. In the position of a good brother, it is impossible not to remind him. Lian Pian said, "Actually, although Yin Qianyan and Yan Hua have a good relationship on weekdays, they still seem to keep a distance, and everyone treats them as good friends." Nowadays, although the gossip is out, we don't know whether it's true or not. ”
Lian Pian smiled at me mysteriously: "However, I heard today that her husband received a set of photos, and I don't know what they are. ”
"And the photos? It's like a 'private' detective. I was in a trance and sighed, "I don't know who 'exposed' this." ”
Listening to Yun Yushu's meaning, Yin Qianyan is now inquiring about Musa's origin, and it is likely that he has ulterior motives. However, the person who released the rumor and the person who took the picture was not me, and after thinking about it for a while, I still felt that I should explain it to her.
Back in the hotel room, I called Yin Qianyan, and she quickly picked up: "Hey?"
"Senior sister, is it convenient for you to talk now? I have something I want to explain to you. ”
She paused, and the place seemed to turn to the corner: "Say it." ”
Both sides knew each other, and I also opened the 'door' to see the mountain: "Senior sister, I have never said what I promised you, I promise." ”
"Hmm. She replied quickly, but quite succinctly. It's vague and I can't tell the meaning.
I reminded vaguely: "Today I heard that you have asked someone else to inquire about the Arabs of our class......"
"Oh......" she said lightly, "either to inquire or to ask." I'm almost working, but I haven't had much contact with Arabs in school for the past two years, so I don't know if it's good to get along. ”
As soon as she finished saying this, she heard a quiet silence on the other end of the phone, as if she heard her husband ask coldly: "You have been in the bathroom for so long?"
Immediately afterward, the phone was quickly hung up, and only the sound of "beep" remained. I held the phone that I hung up, crying and laughing, why was she so flustered even when I called her?
Although I don't know if Yin Qianyan's reason is true or false, it sounds reasonable. What's more, now that she herself is in prison, how can she have the 'essence' to spread my news?
However, not long after I decided to put this matter aside for the time being, unexpectedly, Yan Hua actually found me. F