Sunday, October 20, cloudy

I got up early in the morning and rushed to the company to participate in training.

I don't know if my aunt didn't rest well recently, or the bus was too sleepy, but I accidentally fell asleep and almost sat on the station. Fortunately, thanks to the blessing of the gods and Buddhas, I woke up the moment I arrived at the station, otherwise I would definitely be late!

If you are late, you will be miserable, and you will definitely be scolded by the thin-lipped Obasan. In fact, it doesn't matter if you scold, anyway, I've been scolded at home since I was a child, at most I plug my ears and pretend not to hear it, but in fact, I'm most afraid of that Mediterranean hairstyle Ojisan, who will look you up and down with triangular eyes with a thief's light. His eyes are like a disgusting, cold four-legged snake crawling across your skin, and you can't help but want to shout for help! Even now, it feels a little creepy to think about. I hope I'll never see him again!

In the morning, I spent vocal training, which I liked. I used to listen to the squad leader sing, and I thought it was very good, thinking it was because he had a good voice. Through training, I learned that a good voice is certainly one thing, but more importantly, it is necessary to go through hard training, understand and be familiar with the common laws of scientific vocal methods, and strive to change the spontaneous habit of using the voice. But now it's rare to hear the squad leader sing, what a pity!

In the afternoon, I was a dance training, and I was tired like a puddle of mud for three or four hours of non-stop jumping and flipping, practicing waist and leg skills, and memorizing movements. But when I think of being able to dance with the squad leader on New Year's Day, I feel full of vitality, and I feel tired!

Having said that, until now, I haven't told the squad leader about signing a contract with the company! I don't know how the squad leader will react when he finds out. At least that shows that he cares about me and cares about me.

But a smart person like the squad leader may have seen some clues a long time ago, and he didn't ask because he was worried about my face, right?

Tomorrow, the squad leader will go to Jiangning to participate in the training camp, and I heard that it will take two weeks to leave. I haven't seen the squad leader for two weeks, and I feel empty when I think about it.

I hope the squad leader will come back soon!

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Monday, October 21. light rain

It's been a long time since I've written a diary, and it's rare that I have a little free today, so I just turned out the diary and wrote something casually. When I started writing, I realized: Ah, why do you feel free today? Shouldn't Monday be the busiest and most chaotic time? Well, the reason is very simple, that scoundrel went to Jiangning today to participate in some hell of a training camp.

Even though I knew last week that the bad guy was going to go, I was still very unaccustomed to it, and I subconsciously turned back several times during class. When he found that his seat was empty, he remembered that the villain had really gone to Jiangning to fool around, and he felt like he had lost something important. Only at this time will I feel that it is also a great happiness and sweetness to look at him every day to bury his head in a book, hear him speak with a slight dialect, and see him with a faint smile with tiredness!

Then I was thinking blankly: If it is really as Wu Zichen said, that villain will go to college in the next academic year, stay in Huai'an to continue high school, and prepare for the college entrance examination every day. And as time passes, the original feelings will gradually fade away. Will it still be as sticky and thick as wine? What will it be like in the future? If you are not in the same school, you will have different friends, different lives, different topics, and that villain will be so likable that there will definitely be no shortage of all kinds of girls around.

What should I do? Do I want to bury myself in the stacks of books every day like Chenyu, and aspire to be a female scholar, and then be admitted to Jingshi University. It's so stressful to be classmates with that villain again!

By the way, speaking of Chenyu, it seems that she has noticed my previous small movements, although she will greet me with a smile when she meets me in the corridor or during the Chemistry Olympiad class, but her eyes are no longer close. I admit that I didn't do a good job in this matter. But Chenyu, it's really not appropriate for you to be with that villain!

I don't mean to belittle Chenyu when I say this, a hard-working and dedicated person like you, it is not surprising that he can be admitted to Jingshi University, get a doctorate, enter a scientific research institute, and even be elected as an academician of the Chinese Academy of Sciences. The lesson is that you are ordinary-looking, have an ordinary family background, have a square personality, and have almost no hobbies other than reading, and that villain is not only good-looking, but also smart and versatile. Do you think you can keep that villain with just a little ignorance in middle school, and no other common language?

Well, even if that villain is stronger than Jin and will never give up, but Chenyu, with your temperament, can withstand the endless discussions of the people around you? You must know that people's words are terrifying! In many cases, love is not just two people who think it is suitable, but two families and even the whole society feel that it is suitable. Marriage is never a matter of two people.

I swear, Chenyu, when you find your true true destiny in the future, I will do my best to help you, and when you get married, I will give you the biggest red envelope!

What's more, I found that Cai Xiaojia, this little girl, is also a little absent-minded today, and she turns her head more often than me, and it is estimated that she is also spring-hearted. I admit that this little girl is very good-looking, but the problem is that she is not protected by enough strength, and it is similar to a four- or five-year-old child holding a gold ingot, not only does it not bring happiness, but it will become the source of disaster. What's more, she now seems to have been picked up by an entertainment company and is participating in talent training. In the future, she may become a star, become a public figure, or be favored by a certain big man or Xiaokai, so that she can hide her beauty. Anyway, they will be further and further away from that villain's life, until the two become memories of each other.

I didn't expect to write it down in one go, and I wrote so many miscellaneous things, it seems that I was also upset. That's all for now, go to beauty sleep early!

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Tuesday, October 22, fine

I had a normal class today, and I took the time to do a set of Chemistry Olympiad test papers, and I felt okay, but I was still not sure how to win the first prize in the province and even the first prize in the province.

That's what I'm suffering from right now. Like the Chemistry Olympiad, like every monthly exam, I know all the knowledge points, but as soon as I do the test paper, I find that there are still many knowledge loopholes, or I just can't think of something deeper, so I can never be at the forefront. It's like having a glass ceiling overhead, and you can see the sunlight, but you can't go any further, and beautiful things are out of reach.

used the time to go to school and after school, and also memorized 30 English words, as well as two paragraphs of Jiang Yan's "Farewell Fu". "Don't Fu" is so difficult to memorize, not only are there many rare words, but also the meaning is difficult to understand, it is difficult to sort out the clues, and I often can't remember the next sentence after memorizing the previous sentence. I really envy him for having such a good memory, not to mention a poem like "Don't Fu", even the "Shangshu" can be recited at a glance.

By the way, he went to Jiangning yesterday to participate in the training camp of the provincial biology Olympiad, so he has not been seen in the corridor from yesterday to today. But it's good that he goes to Jiangning, at least she won't pester him anymore, but I feel relieved.

I'm going to keep trying! )