That night, listening to the quarrel that sounded again in the non-soundproof room next door, Jiang Shan, who was lying on the bed, wept silently, and could only bite the corner of the quilt and swallow and cry.

She didn't know what she was supposed to do.

On the one hand, she is her own feelings and happiness in the future, and on the other hand, she is the ardent expectation of her sister and brother-in-law, and her own sense of responsibility to her family, to her parents, to her sister and brother-in-law, and her younger brother who is still studying. She only felt as if she had been pushed to the edge of a cliff by a pair of invisible hands.

There was no way back for her.

Do you really want to be the girlfriend of Huang Yong, who is fat-headed, big-eared, short, dark, ugly, and unqualified? In the future, for the rest of his life, for the rest of his life, he will live with that kind of person forever, sleep with him, and his weak little body will be crushed under him by that fat and stout body, do that kind of disgusting thing, and even have to give birth to children for him?

As soon as she thought of this, Jiang Shan, who was curled up on her small bed, trembled, her whole body was cold, and she only felt a kind of hopelessness that was boundless and could not see the bottom!

It was under this despair that she thought of Wang Qi and the godbrother she had only been married to.

Usually, Jiang Shan and Wang Qi send text messages to chat and talk at night, although they will also tell Wang Qi some of her joys, sorrows, and troubles she usually encounters in life and work, but this kind of troubles generally do not involve her family, her sister and brother-in-law.

Of course, she has a lot of opinions about her sister and brother-in-law who strictly discipline her, and she feels even more aggrieved that her monthly salary has been swept away by her sister, and she only keeps thirty or forty yuan of pocket money for herself.

It would be fine if it was really like what her sister said, all her wages were sent to her family, but Jiang Shan knew that only half of the wages her sister had scavenged from herself had been sent home, and the other half had been secretly saved by her, planning to make a down payment to buy a house.

This, to some extent, Jiang Shan can also understand. My sister and brother-in-law have been married for several years, and they have never had children, so they just want to save money to settle down in Jiangcheng first, and then make plans after they have their own house.

However, what made her angry and uncomfortable was that her sister should not have lied to her and lied to her that she had sent all her money back to her hometown. If my sister did ask her to borrow it, she would have lent it to them happily and would not ask them to pay it back. She didn't understand why her own sister, who had lived with her for more than ten years, still deceived herself in this kind of thing and played such a careful trick with her own sister.

These opinions, these deceptions, and the grievances in her heart, Jiang Shan sometimes wants to find someone to talk to, such as the godbrother who is better to herself than her own brother.

But Jiang Shan tossed and turned, hesitated for a long time, and finally couldn't speak. She felt that these unhappy worries, no matter how annoying they were, were just internal conflicts in her own family, and it was not easy to involve her godbrother who had no blood relationship with her.

Moreover, Jiang Shan didn't know why, she didn't want others, especially her godbrother, to know that she was doing a bad job, and her relatives were actually not very good to her.

Of course, she knew that even if she told her godbrother, the kind and gentle godbrother would definitely not laugh at her or look down on her, but she would be embarrassed herself. She didn't want to her brother with too much sympathy and pity for herself. Although she is young, she also has her own self-esteem. She hopes that what she brings to her godbrother will not always be tears, care, and sympathy for these too negative emotions. She hopes that she can make her godbrother happy and happy.

However, this time, Jiang Shan really couldn't hold on, and there was really no way, she felt that if she took another step back, she would fall into the abyss, and she finally opened her heart completely to her godbrother, and she was happy, and told her godbrother about this major event that made her miserable, desperate, and even want to die.

Jiang Shan, who curled up her limbs like a puppy, hid in the quilt, covered herself tightly, impermeable, and secretly called Wang Qi while crying, somehow had a thought in her heart:

This will be the last time she will call her godbrother and listen to his voice.

After tonight, there will be no more Jiang Shan in this world.

There is a machine on the factory floor, a large piece of iron, which falls from the sky, and can press a steel plate into any shape it wants like kneading dough. There is no fence to stop this machine from approaching.

Tomorrow, she thought, as long as she walked to the side of the machine and jumped into it before the big piece of iron fell on it, all the grievances, pain, and despair would probably disappear, right?

The one surnamed Huang won't fight his own idea anymore, right?

And my sister and brother-in-law won't be pushing themselves, right?

So, what else is there to keep for my godbrother?

Let's talk about the thoughts hidden in my heart, except for the thing I am going to do tomorrow, tell my godbrother, and listen to his encouragement and comfort to himself.

After all, after tomorrow, you won't be able to hear it again!

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Wang Qi was going to call Jiang Shan and ask if the other party would like to change maybe it would not be so easy, but the income would definitely double, and it would be much better than the current freedom and daily food.

Yes, although he can't resign to help his godfather and godmother and become a small boss in the steel market, Wang Qi is ready to find a small stand-in for himself to help Liu Yufen and Guo Dahai for him.

The people he knew around him thought about it for a while, and finally found that there was no more suitable person than Jiang Shan, whether it was credibility or the acceptance of him and his godfather and godmother.

First of all, Jiang Shan has a certain culture. Although he is only a junior high school student, he is smart and clever, and he is eager to learn and ask, anything, as long as it is not a foreign trade job like him that needs to speak bird language, or those jobs in the research institute that need to use computer design and drawing, with a bit of technical content, or pure physical work like moving bricks on the construction site, let Jiang Shan study for a period of time, she can easily do it.

And what is complicated about Liu Yufen and Guo Dahai's pipe shop? In Wang Qi's view, the most complicated and technical thing is just to keep accounts. Liu Yufen and Guo Dahai, two "semi-illiterate" people with only a primary school diploma, can understand it, and they can mix the windmills, with Jiang Shan's cleverness, as long as someone teaches them, it is estimated that they will not be able to do it for a day, and they can understand everything.

Second, and most importantly, the issue of trust.

Through almost two months of contact with Jiang Shan's little sister, Wang Qi believes in his own vision of seeing people, and the godsister he worships cannot be said to be the kindest, most honest, and most responsible person, but it is certainly one of the kindest, most honest, and most responsible people!

Moreover, his godsister is extremely grateful.

A month or two ago, he just borrowed flowers to offer Buddha, and gave the other party a jar of milk powder and honey without spending a penny, and not to give her alone, and Lin Yuying, Xia Jinli, Wu Zhimin, the three who took advantage, her godsister heard that he was injured, she spent a month's pocket money, bought him safflower oil and Yunnan Baiyao spray, and later, from time to time, asked him if he had any clothes to sew, only made him cry and laugh, and also deeply experienced the gratitude and kindness of the little girl.

Therefore, let Jiang Shan replace him to help his godfather and godmother, Wang Qi will definitely put ten thousand hearts.

With this kind of consideration, Wang Qi was ready to call Jiang Shan, planning to ask her out tomorrow and give her a good show. The work she is doing now, not to mention, has little money, can't learn anything, and is not free, she has to go to and from work on time every day, and she has to work overtime from time to time.

He would rather go to the street and set up a stall than be affected by this kind of bird's spirit.

Just when Wang Qi picked up his mobile phone and was about to call Jiang Shan, his mobile phone rang. Wang Qi picked up the phone and looked at it, and immediately smiled, it was his godsister who called.

"Shanshan, our two brothers and sisters are really smart!" Wang Qi smiled and whispered, and pressed the answer button.