Chapter 766: Whose Feelings

Xiong Dani drank two small glasses of red wine at night, and her face was slightly hot when she sat in the car, she put her forehead against the cold car window, looking at the streamer dragged by the street lamp, and the myth brought by the memory of the past made her fall into it, and she couldn't extricate herself for a while.

When the car arrived at the mouth of the alley, the driver didn't know the road, slowed down and looked back at Xiong Dani in the back seat; Xiong Daini woke up from her memories at this time, and was just about to point to the alley to let the driver drive into the community, and suddenly saw Shen Huai sitting under the street lamp on the side of the road, playing chess with people, and there were three or four passers-by next to him stopping to watch chess.

At dusk, Shen Huai called and said that he was coming over in the evening, Xiong Dani didn't delay after eating, so she rushed back, thinking that Shen Huai was still entertaining and couldn't get out, or was already waiting at her residence, but she didn't expect him to play chess with someone at the mouth of the alley.

Xiong Daini gave the money to the driver and got out of the car, the air at night was cold, blowing people's hearts clearly, and the roadway on the cement road was blown clean by the wind, and there was not a single fallen leaf.

Xiong Daini did not rush towards Shen Huai, but stood across the street, watching them sit on the ground and play chess with great interest.

The chess paper was spread on the ground, and the four corners were pressed with small stones, afraid of the wind blowing up.

Shen Huai was sitting on the ground, with a few bricks on his buttocks, and he didn't notice that the corners of his clothes were hanging down and dragging on the ground, but Shen Huai stared at the chess paper with a cold expression, and his back was also extremely tight when he bent over and fell, as if he wanted to use all his strength to land the chess pieces in his hand in the most delicate place-

Xiong Daini didn't know what chess made Shen Huai so serious, and at this moment it only reminded Xiong Daini of the situation when her father was unhappy and played chess with people on the streets and parks all day long, so that she seemed to read the same Xiao Suo from Shen Huai's background.

Xiong Daini was very puzzled, thinking that it was her own delusion, and walked across the street, under the street lamp.

Although Xiong Daini is not particularly proficient in chess, she knows a little bit, seeing that the old man opposite has already killed Shen Huai to pieces, and his forehead is oozing sweat in the cold weather, but Shen Huai, who has a cold expression, has no intention of relaxing, and wants to strangle everything.

Xiong Daini thought that Shen Huai might have encountered something unhappy, so her hand gently fell on his shoulder and asked him, "What's wrong?"

Shen Huai looked up and saw Xiong Dani's delicate face, which made his heart warm a little when he was so cold that he was about to stiffen.

Leaving from Xinghai Hotel in the afternoon, the mood was not so strong, and there was no entertainment in the evening, so I drove back to the city early, ate a bowl of noodles at the snack bar at random, and bought a book to Xiong Daini's residence, and the mood became more and more cold: some emotions can be remembered by others, but he can only block it in his heart, chewing alone in the dead of night.

"It's nothing, when you come back, you feel a little cold," Shen Huai said, throwing down the chess pieces in his hand and saying to the old man sitting on the ground opposite, "I lost this game of chess." ”

The old man on the opposite side breathed a sigh of relief and said: "If you win, you win, if you lose, you will lose, I have lived for half my life, and you still want your baby to let me?"

Shen Huai stood up, his legs and feet were a little numb, and after a while, he eased up, picked off a few withered yellow leaves from the windbreaker, picked up the briefcase with some wear on the corner, and walked with Xiong Dani to the community.

Xiong Dani's rented house is in the family area of the post and telecommunications bureau, the environment and security are quite good, and she has just moved in, and she is not afraid that anyone here will recognize her and Shen Huai.

In the cold wind, Xiong Dani took Shen Huai's arm and told him about meeting Zhou Yu and them tonight:

"You don't believe it, the world is so small sometimes, and the person who contacted Huai University in the preparatory team of Zhujiang College turned out to be Haiwen's lover in college - you don't know this, do you?" Xiong Daini looked up at Shen Huai with a look of "you can never imagine", the clarity and tenderness in her eyes made people feel tender.

Shen Huai said: "I only heard them talk about it in the afternoon. ”

"It's really unwilling to think about it," Xiong Daini pinned her hands behind her back, and bent her body back as much as possible, as if she was a little girl back then, and continued to tell Shen Huai about meeting Zhou Yu today, "Listening to Zhou Yu talk about the past today, she has quite good memories, and even keeps the love letter that Hai Wen gave her, and the flute ...... she made."

"She doesn't dare Sun Xun have an opinion?" asked Shen Huai with a smile.

"What opinions can you have, what other opinions can Sun Xun have now?" Xiong Daini asked rhetorically.

Shen Huai smiled, thinking about it, Sun Xun would not be careful enough to be jealous of a "dead man".

Xiong Dani continued: "...... We also talked about Chen Dan, and they all said that if Haiwen didn't have an accident, most of the time he would take Xiao Li to live with Chen Dan in the end. We also called Chen Dan, but unfortunately Chen Dan couldn't rush back, otherwise today's dinner would be even more interesting. I can't help but think that if I hadn't been so twisted at that time, maybe I could have liked someone wholeheartedly, and I wouldn't have to listen to other people's memories at this time. ”

Shen Huai remembered the situation of combing the pigtails when he first met Xiong Daini, and the time of ten years flew by in a daze, but he didn't know that Xiong Daini still had the unwillingness left by the girl in her heart at this time, but in the afternoon, at this time, listening to the woman who had emotional entanglements with him talking about the past, the real him could only be a bystander in the middle of things, and it was strange enough to think about it, thinking that he was so depressed and lonely at night that he couldn't hold back his state of mind, probably because of this, right?

"Thinking about my life, I may not even have a pure feeling that I can sit down and remember quietly, it's really sad to think about it!" Xiong Daini's emotions were also quite infected by today's old people's meeting, and in the cold air, holding Shen Huai's arm was sad and sad.

"Then what am I?" asked Shen Huai.

"Can you take me downstairs and leave?" Xiong Daini asked Shen Huai slyly.

Shen Huai smiled dumbly, stretched out his hand and rubbed Xiong Daini's smooth face, without saying anything, he was really reluctant to send Xiong Daini to the building and turned around and left, thinking to himself, maybe his emotional life at this time was mixed with too many desires that he couldn't get rid of, and there was no way to be pure.

"Haven can think of a person for a few years, but we are all ordinary people, we can't be pure, so naturally we can't expect others to be pure," Xiong Daini looked up at the sparse starry sky with slightly drunken eyes, and said, "And the lover in Haven University seems to have been single all the time, but I don't know if she has been reading Haven in her heart, and I don't know why they couldn't be together back then? Zhou Yu said that even if it was to figure out the answer, she and Sun Xun would stay in China. Doesn't that seem strange to you?"

"It's a little. Shen Huai said with a smile, he knew that Zhou Yu's temperament was straighter than that of ordinary girls, and there was no change over the years, so it was not difficult to imagine the situation when she said these words.

Walking downstairs, Shen Huai was just about to enter the corridor with Xiong Daini, and unexpectedly looked up at the room on the third floor, the room was brightly lit, and Xiong Dailing's figure reading a book was reflected in front of the window......

Xiong Daini was so frightened that she clutched her chest and scolded softly: "This dead girl, why did she go back to Donghua without saying a word, and she almost scared me out of a heart attack?"

Shen Huai guessed that Xiong Dailing was on vacation at school, she would return to Donghua a day earlier, and go to Yicheng with her sister Daini tomorrow, but she didn't contact Daini beforehand, but it was a little strange: "She didn't contact you, she wouldn't have made a special trip to catch the rape, right?"

"Catch you big-headed ghost, Dai Ling is not as boring as you think," Xiong Dani pulled Shen Huai to hide in the shadow, lest Dai Ling accidentally look out the window and see Shen Huai with her, and said, "Okay, you can't go back now......

Dai Ling came over suddenly, Shen Huai had nothing to do, and said to Dai Ni: "I have a book that was left in your house just now, there should be nothing else, don't show your stuffing yourself......" Seeing that Dai Ni was about to go upstairs with her handbag, she called out to her, "You stop for a while." ”

"What's wrong?" Xiong Daini asked suspiciously, not knowing what else was going on with Shen Huai, and walked back two steps.

Shen Huai picked up Xiong Daini's face, put his soft lips on her forehead, kissed her gently, and said, "I haven't told you good night yet......

Xiong Daini was full of tenderness in her heart, hugged Shen Huai's waist with both hands, buried her face in his shoulder, and said, "This feels so good." ”

Watching Xiong Daini walk into the corridor, Shen Huai's heart was empty again in an instant, and he couldn't find anything to fill it - Xiong Daini, Jinxin, Zhou Qian, the flawless little girl back then, even Chen Dan, and even Xiao Li, seemed to belong to him in the past, Zhu Yi, Hu Mei, and Xie Tang belonged to him who really dissipated, and now he can't hold on to any of them, who and what can he catch now?

In order to prevent anyone from seeing it, Shen Huai parked the car on the side of the street far away from the community, and walked to the side of the car, and his empty heart could not be cheered up.

After sitting in the car and smoking two cigarettes, Shen Huai started the car and drove out of the city with the steering wheel in the direction of Xudong Expressway.

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Cheng Yi woke up in her sleep by a knock on the door, and asked in a daze, "Who?"

"I ......"

Cheng Yi turned on the light, got up barefoot and opened the door, and saw Shen Huai standing outside the door with a tired and tired face, and asked strangely: "Why are you here, you came here by car, what happened?"

"Nothing happened, I just couldn't sleep at night alone, and I drove over to find you," Shen Huai walked into the house, took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, and said, "I sleep on the floor, as long as you don't drive me away." "I went into the inner room, took out a quilt from the closet, half of it was used as a mattress, half as a quilt to cover my body, and I fell asleep.

Cheng Yi saw that it was almost three o'clock in the morning, but she didn't expect Shen Huai to drive for three or four hours to sleep on the floor because he couldn't sleep at home alone.

She looked at Shen Huai's seemingly scoundrel face amusefully and angrily, so she got into the bed and went to sleep.

With a night light on, Cheng Yi rested his head on the edge of the bed, looked at Shen Huai sleeping on the floor between the bed and the closet, looked at the stubble growing out of his chin, and looked at the Xiao Suo expression on his face with his eyes open, but he couldn't hide it at all, and couldn't help but reach out and touch his stubble's chin, feeling pity, and said: "Don't pretend to be pitiful, I'll let you sleep on the floor." ”