381, the last days of "Han City Wenren".
Like Niu Er, Zheng Zhiwei, the "Han City Wenren" who was caught by Wang Qi and put into the cube, also went through three stages:
First of all, fear!
In this transparent confined space that glows with a faint white light and is about the size of a cubic meter, there is nothing left except for him, the ", pee, and fart" that he excretes by himself, and the leftovers of soup that he doesn't even eat once a day!
No matter how he yells, how he screams, how he scolds, how he cries, how he makes trouble...... Nothing has changed. Everything around is still the same. What awaits him is always emptiness without any response or response.
It can't be said that there is no echo, but the echo is too loud and lasts too long, no matter how whispered he says, the sound wave will bounce back in a confined space like a pipe for a long time before slowly disappearing, so that after trying twice, after discovering this rule, he doesn't dare to speak, especially not daring to "shout", because in the end, it can only be his ears that suffer.
In the feeling of "Han City Wenren", he felt as if he had been banished to the edge of the universe by some powerful and mysterious place. Here, there is no alternation of temperatures, no change of seasons, and no noisy human voices - how much he hated a person who used to be quiet, but now, what a longing for it!
Here, there are no stars, no moon, and no sun. Looking out through the faintly fluorescent "glass" that is so slippery that you can't even touch your own feces and urine, in addition to black, it's still black, it's completely black, unfathomable!
Then, there is the pleading.
Confession, first a false confession, and then the most pious, a thousand times more pious than a Christian.
And there is only one purpose for repentance and repentance, that is, to ask the "Almighty God" and the "great creator" to be gracious, spare himself, and spare him Zheng Zhiwei's life! If he can go out and leave here, he Zheng Zhiwei will definitely change his mind and change his ways, even if he goes to the city temple to be a monk and the ancient Buddha of the green lantern for a lifetime, he is also willing!
Just get out!
Just want to get out of this filthy place full of, pee and fart!
Finally, there is despair!
Boundless, utterly desperate!
By this time, Zheng Zhiwei's purpose was no longer to go out, but to die!
Instant death!
The sooner the better!
Kill him, burn him, cut him, even if he is subjected to the ten tortures of the Manchu Qing Dynasty, it doesn't matter, this once powerful "Han City Scholar" now only wants to die! Reincarnate and be a new man!
Of course, if there is an afterlife.
If not, then it's a ball! If you die, you'll be gone, and you won't have to suffer the living sin that is completely driving people crazy.
At the most desperate time, he didn't think about suicide.
He once went on a hunger strike, starving himself to the point of dying, his mouth wrinkled, his whole body was dehydrated, and he was confused!
It's a pity that in the end, it fell short and lost on the smell of fresh rice.
He still remembers that it was a large bowl of snow-white, clean white rice without any saliva or cigarette butts. On top of the white rice, there are also two pieces of back-to-the-pot meat in the shape of a lamp pit, exuding the fresh aroma of pork, stimulating his sense of smell and taste.
He finally bowed his noble head in front of his instincts.
He also used his head to hit the transparent, but incredibly solid "glass" in front of him, hitting his head and causing blood to flow, blood splashing, and becoming large or small, round chirping, dripping blood balls, flying around him.
Some of these small red blood balls in the shape of water droplets splashed on his face, some stuck to his clothes, and some of them bounced back and forth in the transparent cuboid like billiard balls that had been stabbed a pool table.
However, in the end, all the blood droplets hit his clothes and were completely absorbed by the fabric of the clothes.
"You can't survive, you can't die!" "Han City Wenren", who had once been in Han City, finally found out in despair.
About a month and a half later, Zheng Zhiwei, who had gone through all three stages, no longer pleaded, repented, or despaired, but floated motionless in the cube's "detention room", reaching a state of "death" or "suspended animation" without thinking or moving.
Now he only does two things every day, eating and pulling, and eats one meal a day, not even a grain of rice or a drop of water.
Then, just wait for the feces and urine to come, and excrete naturally.
Because he ate very little and drank very little, he probably urinated once or twice a day.
And, it takes days to pull it back.
Pee, he let it float around, and, he pulled all in his clothes and pants.
After being locked up for a week, Zheng Zhiwei really couldn't stand the excrement around him, especially the feces, which made him feel extremely nauseous. Later, he felt that the temperature in the "living coffin" remained unchanged, neither cold nor hot, even if he did not wear clothes and pants, he would not have a cold worry, so he simply took off his clothes and pants, tied the two trouser legs of the trousers, and the was directly pulled into the trouser legs, and then tied after pulling, so as not to let it fly around.
And his clothes, including the innermost Armani high-end shirt, were used by him as a butt-rubbing paper.
Therefore, compared with the tragic situation of Niu Er's side and his own body in the past, where there was feces and urine everywhere in his hair, the current "Han City Wenren" is much more "decent". Not only did he reuse waste and make a toilet for himself to poop, but he also had something to rub his butt after going to the toilet. What's more, although his body and hair are also dirty, messy, and full of urine smell, there is finally no disgusting yellow!
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On this day, Zheng Zhiwei, the "Han City Scholar", shit as before, tied the waist of his pants with a belt, and then opened his ass with a shirt full of yellow and white things, and he couldn't find a clean place anymore, and he was ready to continue to close his eyes and float the corpse - otherwise, what could he do?
Shouting and shouting, shouting and shouting, begging and begging, death and death, the result is still "calling the heavens should not be, and the earth is not spiritual", what can he do except turn himself into a walking corpse who does not want to think about it?
However, at this moment, a blue-shelled notebook and a sharpened pencil suddenly appeared in front of him like "divine grace".
The demented "Han City Wenren" was stunned at first, dirty, full of eye feces, and his unfocused eyes immediately released a dazzling brilliance.
"Han City Wenren" looked excited, his lips began to tremble, and his eyes full of feces were filled with tears that he hadn't seen for a long time. With trembling hands, he slowly, cautiously, and reverently reached out towards the notebook.
10 cm, 5 cm...... It's close, it's finally close.
2 cm, 1 cm...... He grabbed it, he finally grabbed the notebook!
Then, "Han City Wenren" suppressed his beating heart and began to open the cover of the notebook, only to see that it read:
"Confess all your sins, and you will receive the Lord's forgiveness and ultimate forgiveness!"
"Wow ......" and "Han City Wenren" cried all of a sudden, as if they had suffered infinite grievances and were bullied. He suddenly "fell to his knees", floated in mid-air in a kneeling position, bent over and kowtowed, crying:
"O Lord Almighty! I must confess, and I will confess all the villain's crimes to the honorable and great you! The villain is wrong, very wrong, and has made countless mistakes in this life that make the villain sigh! The villain must explain with his heart, confess well, and then change his past mistakes! Use the rest of the villain's life to make up for the mistakes made by the villain in his previous life and the people he harmed!"