Chapter 50: Anbai, I Don't Like You
Ah Wan didn't immediately go to An Bai to make it clear, after all, she still had a lot of things to do, such as Grandma's affairs.
It's just that Grandma didn't agree to Zhang Zixia's request in the end, Grandma said that it was good for her to live alone, and there were many people in the inn, so she wanted to find a clean place.
Ah Wan and the others kept persuading her, but all they got was refusal, and finally decided that if there was something, let Grandma call them, and this matter would be stopped.
Zhang Zixia hasn't been staring at An Bai for the past few days, she believes that this matter can be solved by Ah Wan herself, but if An Bai is obsessed, she will still take action.
An Bai is very strange, doesn't Zhang Zixia like to stare at him? Doesn't he like to go against him? Why is he so honest these days, strange, strange, too strange.
Ah Wan's heart has relaxed when she sees that Zhang Zixia and An Bai are not like before these days, but even so, she has to find someone to talk to An Bai.
Tonight is the same as before, Ah Wan has just come back from the hospital, and Grandma is reluctant to come to the inn, but Grandma's body is really not at ease, and she is sick again, so she simply let Grandma accompany Ah Luo in the hospital.
When Ah Wan came back, he ran into An Bai on the road, why was he still outside so late?
"An Bai, why are you still here so late?" Ah Wan slowly stepped forward, looked at An Bai and smiled.
"That, I'm ......" An Bai looked at Ah Wan, this question made him unable to answer, he couldn't say that he was worried that Ah Wan was in danger on the road, so he was here.
Ah Wan saw An Bai stumbling, and thought of what Zhang Zixia told her, and guessed what the reason was without thinking about it.
In fact, An Bai is very good, a person worthy of trust, and a person with a sense of security, but what she likes is Ah Luo, before she met him, she already liked Ah Luo, which can be regarded as no fate.
"Anbai, actually...... I already know your thoughts," Ah Wan stopped his steps and looked at An Bai with wide eyes, "An Bai, I ......"
wanted to say it clearly in one breath, but when she looked at An Bai, she didn't know how to speak, she really didn't want to hurt the man in front of her, even if she was destined to hurt in the end.
"Ah, what, what's in mind......" An Bai's eyes glanced to the side, how did she know about this.
pursed his lips, thinking of Zhang Zixia's attitude towards him in the past few days, it must have been Zhang Zixia who told Ah Wan, really, why is this woman so worried, even if she says it, she wants him to say it herself.
He also plans to find a time to confess to Ah Wan, but now it's good, the confession hasn't been carried out yet, and he was directly sent to the cold palace, so he has to be given a chance to express it, no, his first love must not end like this.
"Ah Wan, I, Ah Wan, actually, I like you," An Bai saw that Ah Wan wanted to speak, and hurriedly said, "Ah Wan, can you let me finish? ”
Ah Wan opened his mouth, and finally stood there quietly, waiting for An Bai to speak.
"Actually, I didn't like you from the beginning, I just thought you were interesting, in this world, there are not many kind women like you, I didn't expect that I would meet a person like you here, you are like a fairy who has fallen into the mortal world. ”
As he spoke, An Bai laughed, he seemed to think of the scene when he first met Ah Wan, how good it was at that time.
"Later, under the narration of grandpa, I knew what happened during the time when you and grandpa were together, and I gradually felt a little distressed about you, so I wanted to protect you, let you not be hurt, and be happy all your life, I didn't understand that this was like, but after seeing you this time, I knew that I couldn't let go of you. ”
An Bai looked up at Ah Wan, his face was as gentle as before, and he was determined to achieve everything.
"And then, you know what happened next. The corners of his mouth showed a hint of bitterness, in fact, he knew the answer early on, he just didn't want to wake up, this dream was too beautiful.
"You know I have someone I like, don't you?" Ah Wan sighed softly, "I love him, and it won't change in my life." ”
"I know. "Because I know, that's why I'm so entangled, that's why I'm so bitter, that's why I'm ...... It hurts so much.
"Why bother? Anbai, I don't like you, ever. "It's cruel, but that's the truth, she doesn't want to deceive a kind heart.
"Anbai, you are very good, you just met the wrong person at the wrong time, Anbai, if you love someone else, you will definitely be happy, but unfortunately, that person is me, but Anbai, I can't give you happiness, because my heart is already someone, and I can't tolerate anyone else. ”
The air was quiet, the two looked at each other, neither of them would speak, and some of the words were really hurtful.
"I know. An Bai didn't know what to say except for answering these words.
In fact, I know everything.,It's just that I've been deceiving myself.,But now,Isn't it time to wake up from the dream?,But,It's still a little unwilling.。
"Is there really no chance?" "The last chance, a little bit, he won't give up.
"Nope. "This is not an answer to Anbai, and the promise to Arlo, no, really does not exist.
"Heh, sure enough, I didn't expect my first love to be so short, I didn't expect it to be such an ending. An Bai smiled self-deprecatingly, perhaps laughing at himself for being too stupid.
"Anbai, don't ...... like this" Ah Wan wanted to step forward to comfort him, but he was afraid to give him hope, afraid that he would be more painful.
"Actually, it's pretty good, at least I've loved it too, haven't I?" An Bai seemed to think of something, and laughed happily, "Ah Wan, isn't Ah Luo still awake? I know you don't like me, and I don't want you to fall in love with me one day, but I hope that when Ah Luo doesn't wake up, I can be by your side, take care of you, protect you, and you treat me as a brother." ”
An Bai's words may be humble, such words should not be said in An Bai's mouth, Ah Wan looked at such An Bai, listened to such words, and couldn't say anything, it turned out that she was not so ruthless.
Who can refuse such an Anbai, it must be a happy thing to be liked by him, but she refused, hey, I really don't know how to enjoy it.
If she hadn't met Arlo before that, she would have liked Amber because he was worth it.