Chapter 281: The Rhapsody That Must Be Interrupted (II) - 558
558 STOP 2: New Purgatory City: "End of Fear......
-Hideka's subconscious-
04:22 AM
Escape, do not solve anything.
"There's nothing that can really be escaped, and who in this world has escaped what they should bear?" Hideka thought with some pessimism, with a fatalistic connotation.
"It's me, isn't it the same?" Hideka thought that it was useless to escape herself, because this matter finally came to herself.
The so-called "oneself" refers to the person who is seeking.
If fate or the ruler wants those things to fall on that person's head, then no one can escape that matter, Xiuxiang also felt that there was no point in discussing this issue in her heart, and she stopped her thinking so that her mind would not be entangled in this matter and block the abnormal pathway.
"There must be a chance to bring back everything that I have escaped. Whether it's good or bad, this process is necessary, and it's because you can't escape it, so you have to start all over again...... It is also because there is no escape, it is better to fish those problems in front of yourself as soon as possible, continue to eliminate them one by one, and gradually solve all your problems. Xiuxiang realized that there must be a reason why all this came to her.
"It has to be this way. ”
Xiuxiang was relieved here, she threw all her useless thoughts to the ground as if she had put down the burden on her shoulders, and only put on her gauze skirt and walked forward easily.
"Forward, and to solve problems. ”
Xiuxiang decided in her heart that she must solve all the problems in her life, as if she really had a lot of problems to solve.
Crossing, that is, Cha
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"That's right! "Hideka thinks of it in her heart," diffe
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My own year is indeed diffe
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Perhaps, crossing is to give "people like me" a chance.
It is a special coupon provided by God.
It is a rare, special sympathy card.
"However, what kind of person is a person like me?" Xiuxiang spat out the bitterness of this comment from the bottom of her heart, "It's just too difficult to make a conclusion to others? Yes, it is extremely difficult to evaluate others, just like evaluating yourself, it is difficult for people to really understand others, in fact, people can't understand themselves." ”
"But now that you've been lucky, don't be pretentious, put it away and protect it. Xiuxiang felt that since she had received the benefit, she had to ask why it was a somewhat dangerous behavior, because after all, this was a gift, and what if the other party took it back?
Although I don't know what the rules and scope of such coupons are, those are not necessarily really important things. What kind of person can get such a beautiful gift, and why do you think so much?
But I turned out to be the lucky one, which is a little incomprehensible, not that I get the benefits but feel uncomfortable, but everyone will have some doubts, which is inevitable, but the truest thoughts in my heart are that I am a little different after all, after all, I am a little good.
Presumably, in some kind of evaluation system, I am still qualified enough to get this admission ticket, which is somewhat comforting and gratifying, and it is difficult to help showing a happy smile.
However, happiness is sad, it is difficult to stay awake at all times, Xiuxiang knows that she will inevitably indulge in her own joy, but she feels more and more in her heart that crossing may not be a completely good thing, because a coin has two sides, of course, there are also misprints, but things are still divided into two to look at it more comprehensively.
Entering this journey full of unknowns is like a gamble.
Subvert, change, constantly subvert, constantly change, constantly extinguish the worldview and constantly break through the cognitive limits. Then everything, everything, there should be an end, maybe that is the end of horror, and what will be the end?
People always think that they can control their destiny by traveling back to the past and returning to the past, but Xiuxiang used her own experience to find that it was all too subjective, thinking that she was the center of the world, and that she could control herself no matter what, and even control her fate, but in fact, it was not.
There are too many variables of fate.
Too much, too much indefiniteness.
Too many surprises.
All possibilities exist in this world.
The scenery of a road is not static.
You don't know what's going on on the road just because you've walked a road many times, sometimes there are fruit stalls on the side of the road, sometimes there are groups of children, sometimes someone leads several big dogs, sometimes there is a small couple arguing on the side of the road, sometimes there is a quarrel
"What does it take to have a second, third, or even fourth chance?" said Hideka, who was already thinking about it from now on, but she knew it was precious.
Whether fate played a trick on them or not, but God had mercy on these people for giving up so many opportunities, and gave them another chance.
"Crossing is a chance for yourself. Xiuxiang couldn't help but say to herself a few more times in her heart.