Chapter 180: Forgetting

readx;? Mei Yixuan stared at Tong Hongying and Mei Shengjie with good eyes, paying attention to the subtle expressions on their faces, wanting to know their true feelings in their hearts. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

When they fled from Meifu in a hurry, they knew that there was a potential danger in the mansion, and they were afraid that their lives would be in danger if they stayed any longer.

Although she didn't want to stay in that high-gate compound, if they wanted, she would obey their wishes, turn the carriage and go back, and think about it herself in the future. Anyway, she will be married in two years, as long as the safety of the house is guaranteed, she doesn't care where she goes, as long as they are happy, after all, in this world, they are her only remaining relatives.

Moreover, the road ahead is bleak, and she doesn't know what awaits them? In particular, the assassination of the three heroes of southern Fujian also made her understand that the south is not a pure land, and the potential crisis is very likely to be greater than that of the Fuli. She was afraid that if she tried her best to escape from the house, she would disappoint them and complain, which would really outweigh her gains.

Mei Yunchen even sent out the Iron Armor Army, she believed that he really wanted to find them back, as for what would happen after arriving in the mansion, no one knew, even Mei Yixuan could not guarantee that she would be able to protect Tong Hongying and Mei Shengjie's mother and son after she went back, because she couldn't follow them twenty-four hours a day.

So, she gave them the choice and let them choose.

Tong Hongying retracted her gaze, glanced at her daughter, and said a little shyly: "This kid, it's all here, is it difficult to go back?" Don't laugh at your mother, to be honest, I was just a little surprised to hear that your father really sent someone to find us. I thought I had forgotten about your father, after all, he broke my heart. However, after all, I once truly loved your father, even if he was ······ I was once sorry, but my heart will still ······ I wonder if he will regret treating me like that. ”

Mei Yixuan was silent and didn't speak, just listened quietly. Because only if you have loved, you will be unforgettable, you will be hurt, and you will have illusions. I haven't experienced unforgettable love, and I don't have Tong Hongying's feelings as profound, but she will be a good listener, but only as a listener.

Since Tong Hongying left the house, she has been too quiet, everything is subject to her arrangement, and she has not shown the slightest reluctance. This quietness once worried Mei Yixuan, afraid that she would hold back her illness.

Tong Hongying is definitely a smart woman, a responsible woman, and a woman who dares to love and hate, otherwise she would not be willing to enter the Mei Mansion as a concubine. When she left, she was still in a coma, and she didn't wake up until the next day when she went to the new house, but she didn't have any resistance to leaving the Mei Mansion, on the contrary, she seemed to have finally gone to the shackles and was free, and she became very quiet and calm.

However, because she truly loves Mei Yunchen, Mei Yunchen will definitely leave a deep imprint in her heart, and she wants to completely forget it is by no means something that can be forgotten overnight, she needs time to precipitate, slowly forget, and slowly find herself.

Mourning is greater than heart death, and only after experiencing Phoenix Nirvana can you be reborn.

So, when Mei Yunchen regrets it one day and wants to regain Tong Hongying's heart, will she regret that she was stupid?

Therefore, Mei Yixuan is willing to listen to Tong Hongying confide in her inner feelings, so that she can slowly release her thoughts little by little, although her heart will be empty for the time being, but it will soon be filled with new things, and the whole person will glow with new brilliance.

Tong Hongying continued: "Your father is the most affectionate and charming man I have ever met, but he is also the most ruthless and ruthless man, and he has used both of these things to me. I have enjoyed his affection, and I have also learned her ruthlessness, and I am worth it in my life to be his woman. Huh······ You say it's ridiculous, he didn't even listen to my explanation, and I was worse off than dead for so many years. How much I loved him before, I hate him now. Are you afraid that I will regret leaving the house? Hehe, you are such a stupid child, even if he regrets chasing after me, I will not go back! I am no longer the same me, a scarred and unrecognizable Tong Hongying, a surviving Tong Hongying, a stupid Tong Hongying who makes me want to kill myself, will I want to return to the suffocating deep mansion compound where my life will be lost at any time? The reason why I stayed there before was because I still had a luxury that your father would believe in me, but it was still a luxury after all. Your grandfather taught me from a young age to respect and love myself, and to learn not to rely on anyone, but I almost forgot about it, and attached myself firmly to him, thinking that he would love me deeply from beginning to end, and even if he didn't love me, at least he would respect me, but ······ Yi'er, Jie'er, after I said this, do you also think that a mother like me is very unworthy, and will you think that my mother is a failure?"

"No! mother, it's a good mother!" Mei Shengjie snuggled in Tong Hongying's arms as early as when she spoke, hugging Tong Hongying tightly, and at this time she was already in tears, choked and speechless. He remembered all the experiences he had encountered in the house since he could remember, and felt the deep sadness in his mother's words, but he didn't know how to persuade his mother, so he could only try his best to cheer up his mother. However, he still remembered what his sister had asked before, raised his head and sobbed and said, "Sister, Jie'er······ If you don't go back, where will my sister go······ Just go wherever you want!"

Mei Yixuan was also very excited, touched his brother's head, and said, "Mother, as long as you don't want to go back, we won't go back, don't worry, although you have lost your father, you still have me and my brother." Even if we have a hard time in the future, we are not afraid of anything when we are together. Mother, Xiaojie, it is estimated that there will be a hard time in the future, are you afraid?"

"Don't be afraid!" the mother and son said almost in unison, and after speaking, they couldn't help but look at each other and laugh.

Mei Yixuan breathed a sigh of relief, a smile of relief appeared on her face, and promised: "Although the future is uncertain, I don't know what is waiting for us, mother, Xiaojie, believe me, I will make our days better and better." ”

Even if there is no space, Mei Yixuan believes that with her own ability, she can let Tong Hongying's mother and son live a good life with her, not to mention that there is still room for rebellion?

Fortunately, Tong Hongying's mother and son did not disappoint themselves, and they had no worries and could concentrate on developing their own future.

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