On the night of the New Year's Day, Xiao Baiyu accompanied Doudou, Han Duxue, Mu Feng, Xue Wu, etc. all spent the festival at Yu Yu's house, in Mu Feng's words, this was his first New Year's Day. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 Fastest update access: щщщ.shuhāh А. He had never been before, because he was born into a family of monks, and monks did not have the etiquette of mortals.

The whole night was full of lights, very lively, and Yu Yu began to write couplets two days ago. This custom surprised both Xue Wu and Mu Feng, especially when Ling Bier saw the red paper with black letters written on it and pasted it on the 'door', he felt very incomprehensible.

At noon on the day of the New Year's Festival, there were several tables of people around the house, whether it was Zuo Xiaoyong, Chi Weihua, or Qin Ming, Lu Bin and others, all of them sat down equally, set up a few tables in the backyard, and ate and drank.

Eating dumplings at night is another magical experience for Mu Feng and others, who have never heard of this strange way of eating. Dumplings are not available in this world.

At night, everyone dispersed, Doudou fell asleep with Xiaopang Xiangxiang in his arms, and Yu Yu sat quietly alone in the room where the spiritual seats of his mother, father and others were placed, looking at the spiritual seats full of them, and he was stunned.

In the second half of the night, unconsciously Han Duxue walked in!

Today, Han Duxue, Mu Feng, Ling Bier, Xue Wu and others all spent the night at Yu Yu's house, and no one left.

Yu Yu sat on the futon in the house, the 'door' was open, and I don't know when the snow 'flowers' fluttered outside. And looking at Han Duxue who walked in, Yu Yu smiled at her, "Han Fairy hasn't slept yet, my house is simple, don't dislike it!"

Han Duxue didn't pay attention to Yu Yu's words, but looked at the spirit position above, frowned, and said, "Who is this Yu Changtai?

"Yes!" Yu said.

Han Duxue was silent for a moment, her voice softened slightly, and she said softly, "Yu Yu, it's been so many years, look at it, the way you are now, I'm afraid it's not what your parents and your grandfather want to see!"

Yu Yu smiled bitterly and said, "Who doesn't understand the truth, I naturally understand." I like to read books very much, I have read many books, I have read a lot of story books, many of the stories written on them are very 'fine', and many people have written about this kind of "door" disaster.

I've seen a lot of people write about this kind of thing, and they get revenge, and it seems that nothing is left. It's as if the revenge is over, and the damage of this 'door' is repaired. ”

Yu Yu was silent for a moment and shook his head slightly, "It's not like this, it's not like that." Of course, you can't blame those who write the story, because they haven't really experienced the real catastrophe of destroying the 'door'.

They can't imagine how great the shock and trauma to our hearts is when a person sees his own parents die in front of their eyes. This kind of damage is permanent, and you can never erase it. ”

"But Brother Yu, you are like this, which makes the people who care about you feel very uncomfortable!" At some point, Xue Wu also walked in and stood on the other side of Yu Yu.

Yu Yu looked at her, then at Han Duxue, and motioned for the two to sit down, and the two 'women' sat cross-legged on the straw mat beside Yu Yu. Yu Yu then said, "The family backgrounds of the two of you are very not simple. Han Fairy, you come from a wealthy and noble secular family, and you are a real famous family.

And the Snow Dance Fairy, you are a monk family, or the Flying Snow Palace that ranks so high in the 'gate' of the World Sect, and you yourself are still the 'daughter' of the Lord of the Flying Snow Palace, how many times stronger than my Yu Yu in terms of background?

You can't imagine what ordinary citizens are arguing with others for a penny or two, or even fighting for it, you may be very disdainful, feel tacky, and even disgusted. You can't imagine what it is like for a family of four in the mountains to spend a year with two taels of silver.

Everyone's life is completely different, and you can't experience it without experience. Although we live under the same blue sky, our world is different. That's what this world is. None of us can control the trajectory of our lives, and we will follow a set line until the end of this line.

If this trajectory was not bad and had a relatively good prospect, but it was torn alive by someone and pushed you into the abyss, this blow and impact is indescribable.

Let's just say that I, up to now, my biggest dream at the moment is to take Doudou to a place that no one knows, or a small town, or a small town, to open a medical center, hang a pot to help the world, and live my whole life.

But I can't. That year, almost all of my family died, and the trajectory of my life changed because of it, and it was beyond my control. I came out of the blood and fire and saw too much misery and injustice in the world.

Step by step, I have gone from a beggar wandering on the street to today, and I have never felt the slightest happiness except for the pressure. Every time I think of the scene where my biological mother kneeled and kowtowed to those dogs who were inferior to the beasts in order to survive and let her son survive, and their heads were broken, I felt as if my body had been emptied by something. ”

Yu Yu squinted at the top, his mother's spiritual position, and the two 'women' on the left and right were silent!

He sighed and said with a long sigh of relief, "I should be happy by this time of the year, but I can never be happy, although I have become a great monk.

I am Tianchang Yuan, I solved the problem of my own field and martial arts double cultivation, and in the eyes of many people, I have a lot of rare opportunities, but what is the point of all this? My mother didn't see her son grow up before she died. ”

Yu Yu shook his head, "I am a human being, with flesh and blood, and I often suppress the kind of rage and hatred in my body. I don't want to tell anyone what happened to me until I'm going to face the Red Dragon.

I killed him, but I'm still not happy. It was my fate, and even if one day I could get to the point where many monks looked up to me, so what? She is so kind, her mind is so clean, she should not have suffered these unwarranted disasters, but she has suffered!

In the dark, I don't know if there are people who control our fate, and I never believe that human beings can go against the sky, because I myself am the source of the heavenly field, I know that the sky is irreversible, and it has done nothing wrong, otherwise there would be no human beings.

But people have problems. If there was any creature in this world that could survive, I don't think anything would be human, a race that even humans themselves would find shameful and hateful.

I don't mean to beat the whole human race to death, but to illustrate my own inner thoughts at this time. As I said, this kind of blood feud that destroys the 'door' actually has not really been repaid one day. It is impossible that the enemy is dead and you will be fine. It's impossible, otherwise I killed the red dragon, why didn't I be with my mother for the New Year's Day today?"

"Yu Yu, are you too pessimistic?" Han Duxue said softly.

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