Volume 1 Chapter 66 The Feelings That Can't Be Erased
"Ranxi, do you have something to do tomorrow?" Jian Tan sent a message again.
It didn't take long for Yan Ranxi to return with a smiling expression.
"Look, look, they silently rejected you. Ying Xiaoling leaned over and peeked at Jian Tan's mobile phone screen.
Jian Tan was silent, her eyes staring at the snow-white wall, not knowing what she was thinking, "I'll sleep for a while." ”
Ying Xiaoling knew that Jian Tan was depressed in her heart, so she didn't say anything anymore and left the room obediently.
Yan Ranxi's mood was suddenly a little bad, I don't know why, I originally wanted to go out, but when I heard that it was another person, I had to hurry to give things to myself, and suddenly I didn't want to go out, looking at the dimmed mobile phone screen, Yan Ranxi was a little puzzled and in a daze.
Suddenly, the phone screen lit up again.
Yan Ranxi's eyes fluctuated strangely after seeing it.
Jian Tan didn't let Ying Xiaoling go out again throughout the day, just ate something quietly, and rested the rest of the time, and Ying Xiaoling was also much more relieved.
"Ahem, ahem. Jian Tan in the room suddenly coughed violently, and a black blood spilled out of his mouth again.
Ying Xiaoling immediately rushed in, took a tissue to help her wipe it off, and looked at Jian Tan's pale face again, Ying Xiaoling was distressed, "Delay, why is it suddenly serious again, you should have been much more stable." ”
Jian Tan waved her hand and did not speak, her frown highlighting her pain at the moment, she was not even willing to open her eyes, as if she was trying to close them.
Ying Xiaoling found that Jian Tan's hands were clenched into fists on the side of the bed, was it because it was too painful? But the woman's intuition told Ying Xiaoling that Jian Tan's pain might not come from fire poison, but from one person.
"Delay, it's just a trivial matter, as long as you have your heart, it's good to make it up to her next time. Seeing Jian Tan in such pain, and he was still saying inexplicable comforting words on his lips, Ying Xiaoling had mixed feelings in his heart.
Once again, the cold wood spring blossom was cast, and the green aura penetrated deep into Jian Tan's body, but Jian Tan's pain didn't seem to be reduced by a point.
"Xiaoling, don't waste your strength, I'm fine, you go out first. Jian Tan's voice was soft.
Ying Xiaoling gritted his teeth, slowly turned around and walked out, but when he went out, he secretly took something in his hand.
Walking outside the hall, Ying Xiaoling took a deep breath and looked down at the things in her hand, what she took away was Jian Tan's mobile phone!
Although her heart is very resistant, her heart keeps reminding herself that she shouldn't look at Jian Tan's privacy, but she can't control her concern for Jian Tan, she can't control her care about Jian Tan, she wants to know what they talked about, and it will hit Jian Tan so strongly.
After opening WeChat, Ying Xiaoling quickly browsed the conversation between Jian Tan and Yan Ranxi, Ying Xiaoling's other hand suddenly clenched hard, and a trace of extreme anger flashed in her eyes!
It was just 24 o'clock.
"Happy birthday, Ranxi. Jian Tan took pictures of the small notes he made one by one and sent them all to Yan Ranxi's mobile phone.
"Dinner, please. ”
"Make your wish come true. ”
"A ten-year engagement. ”
It is a simple language, painted with cute smiling faces, but it represents the most direct and affectionate blessings.
"Thank you. Yan Ranxi replied.
"Do you like it, this is a gift for you, find a time to get it. ”
"It's been a bit cold lately, so let's wait for the winter season to pass. ”
"But winter has just begun, and things have an expiration date. ”
"Expiration date?"
"Yes, you can eat it, it's specially prepared for you. ”
"Forget about eating. ”
In a short conversation, you can imagine how Jian Tan's heart went from passionate to cold, from cold to sad step by step.
From the beginning, I stepped on the carving to give her blessings, and wanted to give her the best birthday surprise, but I got a cold reply.
thought that a simple but special birthday gift would make her feel different, but she didn't respond to the gift at all.
Will the chocolate that you have prepared early melt quietly as winter passes?
Jian Tan's mind seemed to be discarded at will by the person she cared about.
Distressed, distressed for Jane, this emotion lingered in Ying Xiaoling's heart, and her more emotions were anger.
This anger made her lose her mind at that moment, she clenched the phone in her hand and typed a sentence into the dialog box, "Just take me as stingy." ”
Then Ying Xiaoling deleted Yan Ranxi's WeChat from Jian Tan's friend list!
After deleting it, Ying Xiaoling lost her mind for a moment, she may not have made a decision for Jian Tan, but she didn't regret removing this person from her side, whether it was for Jian Tan or for herself!
Yan Ranxi looked at the sentence sent by Jian Tan, she didn't understand what she meant, so she sent a questioning symbol to the past, but to her surprise, WeChat reminded her that the sending was unsuccessful, and the two were not friends!
Yan Ranxi stared at the screen, there was a trace of incomprehensible emotion flickering in her eyes, she may have hesitated for a moment whether to add it back, but after a long time, she finally deleted Jian Tan from her friend list.
Early in the morning, Jian woke up vaguely, she only knew that last night, Ying Xiaoling came into the room every now and then, secretly taking care of herself, she was afraid that something would happen to her, but how could Xiaoling know that although the fire poison hurts, the most painful thing is her heart!
Touching her mobile phone, Jian Tan still had a trace of expectation, would it be possible for Yan Ranxi to suddenly change her mind, could she have misunderstood herself by refusing her gift so much last night? With such a kind character, could something unhappy happen? Jian Tan's heart turned back with hundreds of excuses to excuse Yan Ranxi.
After opening WeChat, Jian Tan suddenly found that the dialogue window with Yan Ranxi was gone? I was in disbelief rummaging back and forth in my friend list, but there was no more! How could this be?? could it be that she deleted me? But if she deleted me, would I not be on my list? I would definitely not do this.
So, naturally, the answer is......
"Don't guess, I deleted it. A petite figure leaned against the door, her tone a little flat.
"Why?" Jian Tan's voice was a little incredulous.
"You are so seriously injured, and you still remember her birthday, why did she ??! you like this" Ying Xiaoling's tone trembled slightly.
"She didn't know I was hurt. Jian Tan replied.
"I don't know? I don't know, I can justifiably waste other people's thoughts? Even if it's just a friend, isn't a friend's mind important?"
"No one stipulates that friends must accept her gifts, this is her freedom. ”
"You're still talking to her, do you think it's an excuse to be cold? Do you think it's a matter of course to step on a little bit to send her blessings?!!!
"Isn't this just doing the same thing as you said? In the same way, now you just think that it is natural for you to delete her friend for me! How can there be so many things taken for granted in this world!" Jian Tan said such heavy words to Xiao Ling for the first time.
"Ahem, ahem!" Jian Tan coughed violently again.
Ying Xiaoling's eyes began to have something crystal flowing, "Don't I feel sorry for you! You said that you treat me as a sister, can I be indifferent when I see my brother in so much pain!"
"You know that day in the substation, you brought the entity of the Evil Bead with you, the cold you, the one who is ruthless to anyone, and you who are indifferent to the lives of the entire village! It's just that as soon as I heard her name, I didn't hesitate to resist the tyrannical fire dragon of the Fire Spirit Demon, so I made it like this!"
"She doesn't even know your mind, she doesn't even know that you almost died in order to save her, why is she ?!! now" Ying Xiaoling's tears flowed drop by drop, she choked by the dark door, looking at the person on the bed.
"By ...... I counted down the time I left again and again, with the ...... I gave her the guilt of missing appointments again and again, relying on ...... The familiar figure and sincere eyes. Jane muttered.
"At the moment at the substation, I can't even remember who the person with that name is, I only know that the name is very important, and it must be the important person I want to protect, so I willingly stand in that direction. ”
"At that moment, even if my life was in danger, I didn't feel a trace of despair. But just now, the moment I found out that you deleted her, I felt boundless despair. When Jian Tan said this, it was so light, but in Ying Xiaoling's ears, it was like thunder!
Ying Xiaoling looked at the person on the bed in amazement, her expressionless eyes, and her black pupils were full of desperate sadness.
"Jian Tan, that's not her, that's not your original she, don't you want to be like this, don't be like this, I'm sorry......" Ying Xiaoling's tone was a little pleading, and guilt.
"Xiao Ling, she told me that the left hand is the past and present lives of reincarnation, and the right hand is the swan song of fate in this life. She said, in the next life, I will definitely hold my right hand, if Ranxi, Ranxi is not her, then where is she? Where should I be?"
Ying Xiaoling's soul was like being hit after hearing this! She finally understood that the meaning of Yan Ranxi to Jian Tan was like the meaning of maintaining her existence in this world! No matter whether Yan Ranxi was the same or not, no matter whether she would meet Jian Tan or not, at least until Jian Tan found her, Yan Ranxi was the star that shone on her survival!
Ying Xiaoling sometimes wonders, is it possible that she is her in Jian Tan's world? But how is that possible!
"Jian Tan, don't be like this, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'll help you add her back, I'll apologize to her, I'll explain the situation to her, don't you do this, okay......" Ying Xiaoling was really distressed.
"Xiaoling, I know that you are for my good, you reminded me a long time ago that I have no way to control myself. ”
Ying Xiaoling rushed over and hugged Jian Tan, her head buried in the quilt and cried softly, "I'm afraid that you will be too sad, sad to death, I don't want to see you, fall deeper and deeper into this pain!"
"Little Spirit ......"