537 I want to go home

As soon as Zhang Yifu described the condition of his hair to them, the young man on duty immediately said Shang Jin's name, this person "abandoned his wife for a big death" is still famous, of course, they are all infamy, most people here don't know why Jijing is so attractive, including the attendant, they all feel that it is quite down-to-earth to survive in the bureau.

It's a safe corner, there is no competition, there is a wife and children, and the dispatchers here are still envious.

Each has its own merits, depending on how you choose to live.

The dispatcher obviously didn't know much about the above things, and when he was about the same, he began to ask Zhang Yifu, why did he come over so tightly before the Spring Festival and not go home for the Spring Festival?

Zhang Yifu smiled, this year, he is a lonely person, he doesn't care, he is afraid that his parents will feel lonely.

He couldn't have been more wrong......

Jijing Zhang Yifu's house, the father and daughter of the Qin family just knocked on the door to worship the New Year, and cheekily sat in the house to eat melon seeds together, Qin Yong told his daughter to hide his position, otherwise Lao Zhang would definitely not want to let him in.

In previous years, the father and daughter of the Qin family would go to Qin Yue's grandmother's house for the New Year, but this year, Qin Yong's sister took the old man to the other place for the New Year.

Qin Yong was also very interested in this, he always felt a little guilty about Zhang Yifu in his heart, and felt that the young man was Chinese New Year's Eve and went away, and he was also responsible, so he just went to see his parents.

Sitting with the Zhang family and his wife, Qin Yong also disguised himself as a kind old staff, drinking and chatting with Lao Zhang about old things, Lao Zhang always felt that Qin Yong was very kind and familiar, but he just couldn't remember the name. Qin Yue mainly accompanied Yifu's mother, and the topic focused on Zhang Yifu. Ning Lan was quite excited and laughed all night.

In the meantime, they missed one thing, Xiang Xiaofei came back here at about eight o'clock, and before entering the door, he first saw these figures through the window. She naturally knew Qin Yue.

Seeing the happy beauty of the Zhang family, Xiang Xiaofei smiled faintly and turned to leave.

What else do you ask, someone has already taken care of it.

Xiang Xiaofei felt that she was very lucky, someone was grateful for herself, although she was lonely, but she was free, but most of the loneliness was not forced by her, most of them were "made" by herself.

If it is said that the loneliness of the head oil man is "made" for life. Zhang Yifu's loneliness is "made" for the ideal, so Xia Xue must be "made" for the sake of the ideal.

She was also in a bachelor dormitory in Yichang, lying quietly in bed and longing for sleep, she walked in a hurry, and once she decided on her next goal, she would lose interest in the previous things.

What about the people who used to be? She didn't know.

Of course, there are other "works".

At around 12 o'clock in the evening, Zhang Yifu completed the task on the duty schedule. Return to the hotel.

There was a smell of alcohol in the corridor on the 7th floor, and I looked closely. Someone was leaning against his door in a nightgown, smoking a cigarette and drinking red wine.

Zhang Yifu, who was a little sleepy, muttered in his heart, this day is bad, don't you go home for the holidays.

Zhang Yifu tiptoed to the door of his room as much as possible, and took out the room card like a zombie, but there was a swiping sound of "BI". Or exposed him.

Xiao Guifei quickly turned her head, looked at Zhang Yifu's embarrassed expression and smiled: "No one has passed by here for two hours, and I finally ran into a person, and I hid like a ghost." ”

"Happy New Year. Zhang Yifu forcibly squeezed out the blessing, and this is about to be withdrawn.

"Zhang Yifu, right? Xiao Guifei said suddenly in her unique soft voice.

Zhang Yifu froze for a moment. In order to escape, he put a problem on himself: "I have autism. ”

"Okay, don't make trouble, I won't embarrass you. Xiao Guifei and Yan Yuese, "Just come and sit for a while, you don't have to say anything, just listen to me, now there will be no third person here at all, you go back to the room alone to watch the boring party, it is more interesting to listen to me tell a story." ”

Zhang Yifu thought about it, but still said: "Can I refuse?" ”

"Yes. Xiao Guifei looked at Zhang Yifu's thoughtful expression and couldn't help but smile again, "Don't worry, I'm not so boring, I won't make a small report with others, I know that you don't dare to have more contact with me, for fear of affecting your career, I just haven't chatted with anyone for a long time, and I'm panicking." ”

As she spoke, she picked up the BP machine at hand, clicked on it, and flipped through it: "It's been a night, and there hasn't been a single blessing...... No, there is one, the southern Yunnan pager, haha......"

She took another sip of her wine and lit a cigarette.

Zhang Yifu felt that she had lived alone for too long, and it seemed that she had mental problems......

"That little front desk came to you twice this afternoon and asked me if I had seen you. Xiao Guifei suddenly turned her head and looked at Zhang Yifu very strictly, "I told her that I never talked to you, and then Hou Feng called me later, and also introduced your situation to me, and asked me to go out less recently, I said yes, I have never spoken to you." Can't you just sit down and listen to me for two minutes, for my sake?"

"I'm afraid I won't be able to control it. Zhang Yifu took a deep breath and said, "Look, you are very lonely now, and so am I, and you are alone, and so am I, this situation is prone to trouble." ”

"So confident, I'm as frivolous as the little girl at the front desk?" Xiao Guifei hid her face and smiled, "Sit down, don't worry, nothing will happen." ”

"Wait. Zhang Yifu immediately entered the house, took out a book borrowed from Yue Yunhe, sat next to Xiao Guifei, and lowered his head, "Let me explain, it is because of the basic mutual assistance and care between people that I am sitting here, I read books, not you, you say." ”

"Do you often do this kind of thing that you want to cover up?" The more Xiao Guifei looked at Zhang Yifu, the more she wanted to laugh, and she felt a scholarly sourness.

Zhang Yifu pointed to his mouth and signaled that he would not speak again.

Xiao Guifei was also relieved, leaned against the door, and looked up at the ceiling: "Zhang Yifu, have you ever loved someone?"

“……”

"You know what it feels like. ”

"He's so mature, so deep, so powerful, so beautiful. In the first few times, people will always pursue someone who is beyond their reach, even if they know that they are wrong, only after a thousand tempers and numbness, will they choose a realistic marriage partner. ”

"Men are not afraid of this and fall and start over, while women are generally more restrained and reluctant to express themselves. ”

"Have you ever wondered what happens if a woman is too hot?"

"I think that love can overcome all difficulties and reach the other side. ”

"He's been divorced, and such a man knows better what a woman needs. ”

"It's just that there is one thing I didn't figure out in the end, he got married again, but it wasn't me, but he didn't plan to let me go. ”

"It's so selfish......"

Xiao Guifei said, raised her head and took a big sip, and then suddenly turned to Zhang Yifu: "Zhang Yifu, are you so selfish?"

“……”

"He won't let me go, won't let me go, won't let me start a new life, give me endless money, just let me live here, will you do such an excessive thing to others in the future?"

“……”

"Hehe, probably not, it doesn't look like you're going to have a relationship with children at all. Xiao Guifei smiled to herself, "Now you can read with your head down, and your face doesn't change, you are really a cruel person, Zhang Yifu." ”

"Let's talk about my feelings, after he got married, it was different, I became a person who was not liked by everyone, wherever I went, there would be a buzzing sound in my ears, and my whole person was held in the palm of his hand, and I couldn't escape. ”

"You might think that I wanted this myself, right? Is it so hard to get out of this door?"

"You underestimate him too much, if he moves his fingers, I will be finished in the future, and my family will be finished. ”

"It's not the end of that kind of violence, it's soft violence, it will never be promoted, there will never be a way out, the glory in front of me will dissipate like a cloud of smoke~~"

"I covet glory? maybe, I only know that my brother has made a lot of money through his connections, married a very beautiful wife, and built a big house for his parents, at least his glory will be over. ”

"These things always happen little by little, and when you realize it, the marrow in your bones is already his. ”

"I know, you won't do anything, you won't be moved, I don't expect anyone to help me, I don't deserve to let anyone burn me, and in a few years, when I'm older, maybe it's gone, he will release me, and no one will remember me. ”

"Zhang Yifu, you are really not simple. Xiao Guifei looked at Zhang Yifu again, "Even he is full of praise for you, obviously you don't have any background, the speed of climbing is faster than those children of famous families, and the Jia family favors you." ”

"You are so good to be able to hold your fate in your own hands. ”

"I hope that in the future, after admiring a girl, you can let her go, not like me. ”

The voice paused for a long time, Xiao Guifei was a little sleepy and drunk, so she rubbed her forehead and said, "Okay, I'm done, maybe no one will read what I wrote, that's all I have to say." Nice to meet you, you are the winner of life, goodbye. ”

Zhang Yifu did not have the slightest sense of relief to retreat, and human instinct made him feel that the situation did not seem right.

Born without love, sentimental.

"Looks like you're listening, and you're sharp. Xiao Guifei finally glanced at Zhang Yifu, her face was pale, not half drunken ruddy, and she was angry, "Go out and watch the fireworks, I don't look good in the back." ”

Zhang Yifu quickly scanned the ground, and sure enough, he saw a small dark brown glass bottle, which was already empty.

Ahh......hh

Although I, Zhang Yifu, am not a good thing! But don't torture me in the thirties of the Chinese New Year's Eve!

Hou Feng, I cāo your uncle!

I'm going home!(To be continued......)