My phone rang restlessly, and I saw that it was Xia Zhimo calling, so I found a quiet place to answer the phone. On the other side of the phone, Xia Zhimo sobbed. He didn't give me a chance to speak, just called me, took care of the buddies, and hung up.

Huang Feihong saw that I answered the phone with a wrong expression, and asked, "The groom's phone call." ”

I nodded.

Huang Feihong said, "The groom has been out for so long, why hasn't he come back yet." ”

I said, "Buddies, the groom has something to do, and he can't come." ”

Suddenly, the air in the room was a little colder. Everyone looked at me and asked, "Nothing is going on." ”

"It should be. "I don't say for sure.

Sun Zhi asked, "It was fine just now, why did it suddenly..."

Ouyang Zheli sighed and said, "This is life! In the next second, you never know what will happen." ”

Huang Feihong was deeply touched by this sentence, and he was not. thought that he could marry the woman he loved after graduation to spend the rest of his life, but in the end, he became a familiar stranger.

Sun Zhi asked, "He, how is it?" ”

"Listening to the voice on the phone, it's not very good. I said.

Huang Feihong said, "Let's go and comfort him!"

I said, "He said he didn't want to see anyone." ”

Huang Feihong asked, "Are we not doing anything and leaving him sad alone?" We're buddies, how can we leave him alone crying in a dark corner. ”

He didn't want his buddies to see him embarrassed. I said, "Leave it to me!"

Huang Feihong said, "When you were in college, you had the best relationship with Xia Zhimo. We drank and said something that aggravated his sad mood. I'll give him to you, I'm relieved. ”

Sun Zhi asked, "Do you know where he is." ”

I said, "I can call him." ”

"Do you think his phone can still get through?"

"It's off. "I dialed a phone call, and the other party said that the phone had been turned off. Yes, the injured need to be quiet.

"Buddies, let's disperse first, I'll have a treat another day. Sun Zhi said, "Yingyu and I went to find him." ”

Sun Zhi and I left early.

I sat in the car and asked, "Do you know where he is." ”

Sun Zhi said, "When a man is injured, where does he want to go the most? ”

I fastened my seatbelt and said, "Home." ”

Sun Zhi shook his head and said, "That's a good boy." ”

"What do you mean. ”

Sun Zhi didn't care if I really didn't understand or fake, and said, "A sad man will go to get drunk." ”

"He'll go to the bar!"

"You don't know him yet!" Sun Zhi started the car and arrived directly at his destination. Although I don't believe that Xia Zhimo will go to the bar alone to get drunk, I trust Sun Zhi's judgment.

The place where Sun Zhi went was not a bar, but a place where he sang. This place, which we came to when we were in college, is also considered an old place.

"Mr. Sun, you're here. "We had just walked into the hall when a waiter approached us and asked kindly.

When I heard this, I was stunned. It seems that Sun Zhi is an old acquaintance who often comes and goes in this place.

Sun Zhi asked, "Have you ever seen this person?"

The waiter looked at it for a moment and nodded.

Sun Zhi hurriedly said, "He's in that room." ”

The waiter personally guided us around. Sun Zhi and I followed the waiter to turn left, right, and left again, and traveled some distance. The waiter said, "It's inside." ”

We thanked us and pushed the door open and walked in. I saw a lot of bottles on the table.

Xia Zhimo didn't expect Sun Zhi and I to appear here, looking at us with surprised eyes. I looked at him and didn't know what to say. Sun Zhi said very casually, "There is singing, there is drinking, and you don't call buddy." ”

Xia Zhimo's eyes were swollen, obviously crying. His voice was a little hoarse and he said, "Whatever, please." ”

Sun Zhi sat down and said straight to the point, "If you want to cry, cry happily!"

Xia Zhimo said stubbornly, "Why am I crying?" ”

"If you don't say it, I guessed seven or eight points. Sun Zhi picked up a bottle of wine and poured it into the wine glass, "Big husband, why don't you have a wife, why do you have to practice yourself for whom." ”

Xia Zhimo took the wine glass handed over by Sun Zhi and drank it all.

Sun Zhi poured another glass of wine and said, "What kind of man is a man who has never been injured?" ”

Xia Zhimo and I looked at him with stunned eyes. He's a wounded man? No matter how we look at it, we don't feel like it.

Sun Zhi took a glass of wine and drank it all, looked at us and said, "Brother, you are also a person with a story." ”

Sun Zhi's eyes gradually dimmed, "I am the second oldest in the family, and I have an older brother. Growing up, my brother would have whatever he wanted. And I, both for use and for wearing, after my brother used it up. Because of this, I don't think I was born to my parents. ”

Sun Zhi picked up his glass and drank another glass of wine.

Sun Zhi and I have known each other for so many years, and this is the first time I have heard him talk about his family affairs. However, I didn't expect that he, who has always been happy and cheerful, would have these past events.

"Later, I found out. That's because the family is poor, and the parents can't help it. Sun Zhi took a breath and said, "This is also why I love money and why I am very stingy." Because of poverty, I dare not splurge it. That's why I've never been in a relationship. ”

I looked at Sun Zhi and thought, "How did he spend his youth?" ”

Sun Zhi looked at us and asked, "Do you know why I skip class, why do I go out so often at night?"

He didn't give us a chance to speak, patted his chest, and said heartbreakingly, "That's because, I want to survive and have to find a job to support myself." I'm not like you, I can't live if I don't run. ”

"When I finished junior high school, I was ready to go out to work. My parents insisted that I study. They say that reading can change your life. You tell me, can reading change your fate?" Sun Zhi said with a sneer, "Yes, but no." However, I could not live up to my parents' expectations. ”

"Have you ever seen your parents kneeling down and begging? I watched my parents kneel for my tuition. It was then that my cold heart melted. My hatred for my parents is gone. It was then that I learned that my parents loved me. I studied for nothing else but to fight for my parents. ”

Xia Zhimo asked, "Why don't you tell these things?" Why bear it alone. ”

Two lines of tears left in the corners of Sun Zhi's eyes, "Can I say it? How can I tell others about my miserable life? I don't want anyone to sympathize with me, I want to change my life with my own hands. ”

Xia Zhimo and I didn't know how to comfort him when we heard these words. We also firmly believe that he has always been strong and does not need anyone's comfort.

"When I went to university, my parents borrowed money for me. My parents said that the child is useless to us, and it can't help you much. After college, you're on your own. If you go out, don't come back. ”

"I took the crumpled money and burst into tears. My parents made me swear that I would never go back. ”

"I swear, if I leave my hometown, I won't go back. I told myself that I would never set foot in my homeland without being human. Sun Zhi had already burst into tears, "After graduation, why should I work like crazy." That's because I'm poor and afraid. Money can make me live a good life and let me live with peace of mind. ”

I silently poured him a glass of wine and said nothing.

Sun Zhi picked up the wine glass, raised his neck, and dried it in one gulp. He put down his glass, looked at us and said, "It's good to have met you at university, and it's your emotions that have infected me." If it weren't for you, I don't know what would have happened to me. ”

Sun Zhi patted Xia Zhimo on the shoulder and said encouragingly, "Brother, we are still young, and we still have a long way to go. We can cry bitterly for the wrong people, but we must come out in the shortest possible time. Practice yourself, no one feels sorry for you. ”

Xia Zhimo took a sip of the wine glass, and his emotions were like the Yellow River bursting its banks, "Five years! Five years later, how can I forget. I want to forget her, but I just can't. But what if I can't forget? She left me anyway, completely gone. ”

"You say I'm... How could it be...," Xia Zhimo said, "I know, she doesn't like me. But I still do a lot for her, and that's because I really like her. I thought that my persistence would one day move her. I succeeded, and I did move her. But, that's not love. You say I'm so unlucky to meet these things. ”

Sun Zhi stretched out his hand to hug Xia Zhimo, and the two cried bitterly for their miserable lives.

was originally to comfort Xia Zhimo, but now there is another Sun Zhi. I didn't know what to say, so I picked up two bottles of wine, handed them and said, "Done." ”

Xia Zhimo looked at me and said with tears in her eyes, "We cry for our miserable lives, why are you." ”

I was emotionally contagious by them, and said in a somewhat low tone, "Man, who hasn't been hurt." ”

I didn't care what their expressions were, and continued, "I didn't want to be a doctor, but I did." I finally survived until graduation and went home to become a doctor. On the first day, the teacher told me that I was the worst doctor she had ever taken with me. I applied for a transfer and the leader said that I disobeyed the order and broke the rules. I offended the leader and was sent to the cold palace. ”

"How ironic it is that I studied clinical for a few years and was assigned to radiology. Just when I accepted my fate, I realized how small I was. Whatever he says, we will do. Our dignity and personality are bullshit. ”

"I finally met the right person. The result? I can only choose to miss out. You tell me that when you see inequality, you choose to stand by or take action. I could choose to sit idly by, but I couldn't get over my conscience, I couldn't help but take action, and I was fired. It simply subverted my outlook on life and values. ”

"I don't understand, when we work together, we're all colleagues. Why some people can't communicate calmly. Why do some people always have to act superior to you and want to see you laugh? Why some people can only be colleagues, or the most annoying kind. ”

"How could these things have happened to me. Talking about a good life, talking about a good youth, talking about the road, and where is it. ”

I turned over the river and told all the unpleasant things after work. My unhappiness is nothing compared to them, but it does have a great impact on my life.

Xia Zhimo cried, and Sun Zhi also cried. I cried too. We've all got into these things.

"Men, who have not passed, who have not been hurt. For damn love, damn youth, damn life. I don't know where I got the courage, so I picked up the bottle and said, "It's done." ”

Xia Zhimo said, "For damn love, I'm done." ”

Sun Zhi said, "For the sake of damn youth, I did it." ”

I said, "We're all hard men, fucked for a damn life." ”