Chapter 67: I Will Always Be Your Son

"You are not our son. When my mother's words came to my ears, I felt as if the whole world was about to be destroyed. After a while, with tears in my eyes, I asked incoherently, "Mom, who am I?" ”

Aunt Zou saw that I was not sensible at all, so she hurriedly said: "It doesn't matter if you are biological or not, but have your parents treated you badly." You don't eat well, or you don't dress warmly. They worked hard to raise you to adulthood and tell you the truth, what is it for? Your dad is still undergoing surgery and is not out of danger. How can you tell..."

My mother stopped Aunt Zou and said, "Actually, I've always wanted to find a time to tell you." But, whenever I look at you, I can't speak. Now, I can't hide it, so I'll tell you!"

I didn't say a word, quietly listening to the people.

Mom stopped and said, "You were an orphan we picked up twenty years ago. ”

"What. Orphans I picked up. "My eyes were blank and my mood was swinging. I thought my mom was lying to me, but when he said that, I couldn't control my emotions anymore.

Regardless of my mood, my mother continued, "I still remember that it was a rainy night more than twenty years ago. My child is about to be born. However, the living conditions at that time were too difficult and there were no good medical conditions. My child left me as soon as he was born. I also found out about this later. ”

I choked up and couldn't speak.

"You're your dad, the kid you picked up. He was afraid that I would be stimulated, so he kept it a secret from me. When you were five years old, I realized that you were not my child. The fact that you are not our child is known to no one except your dad and me. ”

The tears in my eyes flowed down my breath and I asked, "Who am I?"

"Listen to your father, he was when our kids were gone. You, too, were just born, lying on the grass, crying. There is nothing left on you. Over the years, your father and I have also been looking for your biological parents, but there is no news. ”

I half-clenched my fists and asked, "Why do you want to help me find my biological parents? ”

"When I knew you weren't my biological son, my world had collapsed. When I look at you, my world is getting better again. When your dad said he was going to help you find your birth parents, I cried for days. I treat you as my own son, how can I be willing to let you go. ”

"You already knew, but only I didn't know. You have thought of everything and arranged everything. I buried my head and said.

"Your dad was right. You have the right to know the truth, and you should also go to your parents. I also understand this, and one day, you will know. But I didn't expect it to be in such a way. Child, forgive me for not telling you the truth sooner. ”

"Mom, why are you telling me this? You have been hiding from me for more than 20 years, why don't you hide it from me for the rest of my life. I am your son, I am your son. ”

"Son, you are not my own child. But I've treated you like my own child. Your dad and I have already discussed it. When you get home, we'll tell you everything we know. But, your dad was..."

"Mom, thank you. I will always be your son. "I was already in tears, I couldn't cry.

Although my biological parents gave birth to me, they also abandoned me. But they gave me warmth and enough love. I am an abandoned child living in this family. Instead of sorrow and hatred, I was full of sunshine and hope for life.

The old mother said, "Son, you have to find your biological parents." ”

I said, "You are my biological parents." ”

"No, we're not. ”

"They gave up on me in the first place, and it was you who gave me a new life. I'm not going to go to them. ”

"Your dad was afraid that you wouldn't be able to accept this fact, so he didn't tell you. But he has been secretly looking for your biological parents. You know why. ”

"Mom, don't say it. I don't want to know, if they abandoned me, I wouldn't have looked for them. They didn't have me as a child, and I didn't have parents like that. ”

The mother said anxiously: "As a parent, how can you give up your child." ”

My eyes were full of hatred and I said, "Even if they have no choice, they choose to leave me, and they are not worthy of being parents." ”

"You don't understand our minds at all. You think your dad and I want to send you away! You are the child we have watched grow up and have been together for more than 20 years. ”

"Then why are you forcing me to go to them. ”

Aunt Zou saw that her mother didn't speak, so she interjected, "What else can I do." To teach you to forgive and be grateful, of course. ”

"Me?" I looked at them, speechless. When I learned the news of being abandoned by my parents. When I learned that my parents, who had lived for more than 20 years, were not my biological parents. My whole world has long since collapsed. I don't hate my parents who abandoned me, but I don't want them either. In the past 20 years, I have not had anything to do with them, so I will simply break it more completely.

But I don't understand. Mom and Dad, why would they help me find my biological parents? Listening to what Aunt Zou said, I understood. The second elder is to teach me to learn to forgive and be grateful. The second elder gave me a second new life, and I learned to be grateful. However, I can't accept the fact that I was abandoned by my biological parents. If I want to forgive them, I can't. Dad had a car accident, and Mom was sad enough. I don't want to make my mother even more sad because of my own affairs.

With tears in my eyes, I said, "Mom, I see." ”

My mother knew my character, and she knew that I couldn't open my knot, and said, "In life, there are always many things that cannot be predicted or changed." Instead of thinking about the harm that others have done to you, it is better to let it go like this. Child, whether you are our son or not, you should not have hatred. ”

Thinking that I was abandoned by my parents, I was able to do it without hatred. Forgive them, I can't do it.

Seeing that I didn't speak, my mother continued: "You must know why your father and I want you to go to your parents. It's not forgiveness, it's relief. We hope that you will not punish yourself for the mistakes of your fathers. ”

Aunt Zou also said, "Your mother is right. Things in the past, have already happened. The most important thing is not what has been experienced, but what kind of mindset you should use to look at what has happened. Be brave, kid. ”

My father had such a big car accident, and my mother still wanted to comfort me and teach me to learn to forgive and be grateful. Although the second elder did not give me life, he gave me a second life. I recall that the second elder has been with me for more than 20 years. Reminiscing about the past. The kindness of the second elder, how can I forget.

Yes, the second elder taught me a lot. They would also love to see the moment when I was reunited with my biological parents. Even, they were mentally prepared for me to leave. They did all this to teach me to forgive and be grateful. They want me to grow up happily, they don't want me to spend time in regret and pain.

There are some things that you don't know, how nice it would be!

When I knew about it, I didn't know what I could do. Can I let go? Can I forgive? At the moment, my mind is in a mess, and I don't know what to do. What happens to me if I find my biological parents?

My mother doesn't want me to forgive, she wants me to be relieved, and don't punish myself with my father's mistakes. They don't want me to care about what has happened, but they want me to learn how to look at what has happened.

Second, I always want to learn how to behave.

I hugged the man who raised me and said, "I will always be your son." I will always listen to you. I will spare myself and forgive them. ”

"This is my good son. Mom's eyes looked towards the operating room again.

"Mom, Dad will be fine. I put my arm around my mom and said, "Everything will be fine." ”