Chapter Seventy-Seven: Love Poems
I've said the same thing many times
But it only came into your soul
I've tried the same thing many times
But they only took your hand and walked together
Look at the stupid self in the past
Cherish your current partner even more
Unkind, muddy and nightmarish like me
Gentle and considerate, beautiful and touching is you
To Lin Rouer
Han Sen found a higher level of getting along with Lin Rou'er, that is, such a sudden flash of inspiration made Han Sen think of writing something for his woman, and writing daily small things and feelings into sentences to make life more flavorful.
In the past, Han Sen didn't like to publish sensational sentences on WeChat, and mostly reprinted and commented. Even if they were with Ning Xian'er, the two of them were secretly having fun, and they didn't make a big deal of it on QQ. Now that he is 30 years old, Han Sen and Lin Rouer are married and live a stable life, Han Sen's mood has changed, he has nothing to do, and he always wants to write something and say something to embellish his ordinary life.
If it is a little monotonous to post a picture, a meal, a scene or something every day, Han Sen combined the poems and sentences he has seen and started a new journey, recording his life in a half-verse and half-spoken way. What is written is not a poem, let alone a song, but just my own inner voice. If there is no interesting ritual in life, people will become shriveled over time.
Han Sen broke the spell that writing poems must be neat, and there is a haiku expression in the Tale of Genji that Han Sen has seen, and maybe one or two sentences can be particularly fresh and refined, without strict rows and columns, majestic, neat format, and more of a musical rhythm. Of course, this is only a superficial view of Han Sen, not a real understanding of haiku.
At the time of studying, Han Sen still hoped that he would be full of wealth and export, but unfortunately his strength was not good, and he could only write a few sentences for entertainment when he was 30 years old. I'm not afraid of people's jokes, I just write by myself.
What encouraged Han Sen to keep writing was Lin Rou'er's reaction when she saw these sentences, and she was very happy, because these sentences were written for her. Han Sen seems to have found a trick, that is, to give up the pursuit of neat and peaceful formatting first, and only pay attention to expressing the most sincere feelings. Write it first, and then slowly ask for the format when you are proficient.
The result is that one after another was written, and it was out of control, because in addition to the genius of writing poems and lyrics, in addition to the creation of genius Wenxin carving dragons, wonderful pens and flowers, and swallowing mountains and rivers, there is also a civilian way of creation, that is, to start writing and then fill in the words into the frame, and finally inject feelings.
Many sentences are not made up out of thin air, but pondered, although relatively shallow, but also written, if you bite the pen all day and think about the world's strange text, it will never be written. After all, there is only one Li Bai, and Bai Juyi is even more rare.
Han Sen's most admired poet is Bai Juyi, because his works are simple and elegant, elegant and vulgar, majestic and tactful and tender. Han Sen sometimes even thinks that Bai Juyi is leading by example and promoting a culture, that is, everyone is a poet, everyone can write poetry, and there is love is poetry. Everyone can write what they think and feel.
Poetry should be people's nourishment rather than decoration, poetry can be chanted, can also be tasted, can polish the boring life, enhance the taste of life.
Back then, Han Sen relied on a few awkward and sensational love words to catch up with Ning Xian'er. chased Li Shan'er with solid arms, Lu Qin'er with plain sincerity, and Zhang Min'er with close intimacy, everything was spinning in front of me like a big drama. Now Han Sen praises his wife Lin Rouer with anti-poetry sentences to express the love in his heart, if he has not experienced the polishing of life, Han Sen would not have been able to write.
It was the hardships and sweetness along the way that made Han Sen calm and resolute, and it was the discouragement after continuous failure, and the perseverance that made Han Sen transparent and sober. Lin Rouer is not the person he has been looking for, but she is the most suitable person, she is arranged by God, and God has the greatest will.
Han Sen no longer struggled with all the problems, he wholeheartedly wanted to live a good life with Lin Rou'er. Vigorous is no longer suitable for him, what he wants is to be eternal, the years are quiet, accompany him all the way, raise his eyebrows, and sing with his husband and wife. What he wants is very simple, Lin Rouer gave it to him, he wants to write poems and sentences to make this love forever engraved in each other's hearts.
If poetry is of any use, it is to make love sweeter and charming, and life more fulfilling and beautiful. If you love someone, write it, if you want to be alone, write it out, if you can't let go of someone, write it out, take it out after a while, you will find that the love is stronger, the miss is deeper, there is nothing that can't be let go, and the feelings are all in the sentence.