The call still echoed in Lou Tai's ears: "Lou Tai, are you awake, how do you feel physically, can you hear me?"

Who was it, who was it, who was it that kept talking in his ear?

Lou Tai's mind always lingered in the eyes of the little girl, the big watery eyes, the longing, excited, innocent and innocent eyes.

Suddenly opened his eyes, and what Lou Tai saw was the ceiling of white flowers.

The body was very stiff, and he seemed to be able to feel the direction of the blood in his body, and when he raised his arm, he saw that the blood was indeed going backwards and forward, as if it was constantly colliding and fighting inside.

The organs were also abnormally heavy, and the voice in her ears gradually became clear, and she was still saying, "Lou Tai, is it really you?"

Lou Tai wanted to answer: "Who am I not?"

But when his throat opened, he couldn't make a sound, and his tongue suddenly stretched out, circled and retracted.

Ji Deyue was stunned there, she had been standing outside the line, but now she saw the scene of Lou Tai with her own eyes, and she didn't dare to move, for fear of angering him.

Lou Tai wanted to turn his head to see who was talking, but he couldn't turn around, his head was very inflexible, and his brain didn't listen to him.

Supporting his stiff body and sitting up, he turned around with his body in a daze before he saw Ji Deyue standing straight aside.

That feeling appeared again, familiar and unfamiliar, he wanted to express and ask and talk like in a dream, but no matter how hard his tongue tried, he couldn't make a sound, and this body and soul became incompatible equipment.

His soul seemed to be imprisoned, and he remembered the scene in his dream, when he was lodged in a big black pincer, Lou Tai was busy looking at his body, fortunately, his hands were no longer such terrifying big pincers.

With hands and feet, he became a human, but who was the little girl in the dream, and who was the woman in front of him, and the inexplicable fragments flashed in his mind.

I can't remember anything, Lou Tai held his head in his hands, he couldn't say anything if he wanted to, and there would be some other weird behaviors.

What's wrong with him? Lou Tai looked at his hands, his legs off the ground and tried to stand up, when he suddenly stumbled and almost fell.

Ji Deyue didn't care about anything, instinctively stretched out her arm and prepared to support Lou Tai, but she didn't want him to reach out against the guest and push her whole person to the ground, her strength was amazing!

Ji Deyue snorted and fell to the ground, startled, and even forgot the pain, Zhang Yang said it well, he would really push her, he forgot her?

Ji Deyue said incredulously: "Lou Tai, can't you really remember anything?"

Lou Tai looked at his hand blankly, his heart hurt so much, but it was completely instinct and reflex for him to reach out and push that woman, and there was something in his subconscious that kept warning her not to get too close to humans!

Lou Tai looked at the hysterical roar of the woman who fell to the ground, and wanted to move his hands to help her up, but his legs couldn't walk a step, and when he moved slightly, he wanted to kneel on the ground, and it seemed difficult to walk upright!

Ji Deyue burst into tears, her heart ached, and she gritted her teeth and said, "Lou Tai, you don't have anything you want to ask, or say?"

Lou Tai looked at his hands, his arms were wrapped in gauze, he opened his mouth, still just stuck out his tongue, and didn't say anything.

Ji Deyue was no longer embarrassed for him, stood up by herself, and said as calmly as possible: "If you can't speak now, then listen to me, okay?"

Now you have to learn to control your body, control your temper, you look in the mirror. ”

Ji Deyue took a full-length mirror and put it on the side of the bed and said: "Your hands and feet are the same as ours, you have handsome facial features, and you smile like a shining fairy, otherworldly."

If you don't believe me, will you laugh now and see for yourself?"

Lou Tai was still like a lifeless puppet, he stared blankly at the person in the mirror, and touched the nose, mouth, eyes, hands and feet of the person in the mirror with his fingers.

But for what Ji Deyue said to laugh, he couldn't do it, and there was always a voice in his heart that said: "You don't know how to laugh, you can't laugh." ”

Ji Deyue saw that he didn't react, and he didn't care too much, everything has a process, if it is true that he was assimilated by the blood of the five poisons as the ancestor said, then everything he sees and hears now is fresh.

Ji Deyue believes that he will slowly realize himself, and when the blood is fused, his receptivity will gradually increase, and his own blood will definitely be able to defeat the blood of the five poisons, and then her Lou Tai will come back!

The more Ji Deyue thought about it, the more excited she became, look, now, isn't Lou Tai just thinking, observing, and becoming less aggressive?

Ji Deyue continued: "You can eat with your hands, walk with your feet, your legs can support you, don't worry at all, come, look at me, take your left foot first, and then your right foot like me." ”

Ji Deyue told Lou Tai bit by bit like teaching a child, and gave him an example.

Lou Tai just looked at her blankly at first, but gradually he couldn't help but follow her steps and try to move.

After taking the first step, I gradually found the feeling, even if the voice in my body kept obstructing:

"No, no, you use climbing, you should use climbing, you can only use climbing. ”

But Loutai looked at the woman's attentive appearance, that is, he believed unconditionally, and wanted to follow her to try and do what she said.

When he did it once, he immediately turned on the right way, felt that this was the posture he should have, and decisively ignored the voice in his heart.

Ji Deyue went out of the kitchen and brought a bowl of porridge, put it on the table one meter away from Loutai and said: "This is porridge, you love to eat, the best thing for you at this time is to eat this, the spoon is on the side, you try it?"

Lou Tai glanced at Ji Deyue, obediently sat down at the table, looked at the bowl and spoon, and under Ji Deyue's encouraging eyes, he clamped the spoon with his two index and middle fingers.

Ji Deyue was stunned, in this strange posture, his hand was strong and powerful, but how could two fingers operate the spoon?

Ji Deyue slowly clenched her fingers in front of Lou Tai and pinched her hammer and said, "Or, if you are like me, grab the handle of the spoon with all your might, so that it will not fall off easily!"

It was an ordinary child-like grasp, and the wide palm surrounded the entire spoon handle, revealing only a round spoon.

Grabbing the spoon, Lou Tai symbolically glanced at Ji Deyue, although Ji Deyue was stunned, it was not easy to dismantle his platform, so it was not easy, so he could only say: "Dig it up like this and eat it!"

Ji Deyue made an action of digging something with a spoon and sending it into her mouth, her mouth was wide open, and she had an inexplicable sense of joy, which made Lou Tai want to laugh, but she couldn't laugh.

Lou Tai dug up a spoonful of porridge with the only remaining circle and sent it to his mouth according to what Ji Deyue said, the action was a bit humorous, but fortunately his hands were not shaking, his limbs were coordinated, and the porridge in the spoon did not spill out.

Lou Tai sent the porridge in Ji Deyue's expectant eyes, but spit it out in Ji Deyue's stunned eyes.

Lou Tai looked at Ji Deyue's expression, and probably guessed that he was not doing well, he was deaf, he really couldn't swallow this mouthful, his throat seemed to be stuck by something, and he couldn't swallow it.

The fire in Ji Deyue's heart was instantly extinguished when she saw Lou Tai's deaf head, she walked over and wanted to hug him, just next to his hair, she saw Lou Tai stretch out his palm and hit Ji Deyue's chest with a palm, pushing Ji Deyue far away.

Ji Deyue staggered and stood firm on the stool, her chest was very tight, she looked at Lou Taizheng carefully looking at her palm, her expression was stunned.

Ji Deyue found that the force he used seemed to have weakened, and she was directly knocked to the ground by her for the first time, which was good news.

This may indicate that Lou Tai has a memory of her, and it is a good memory, so he hesitates between starting, this is human thinking, that's right!

Ji Deyue said excitedly in an instant: "That's right, just like this, think about why you want to do this before doing it, and what are the benefits of doing it."

I just want to hug you, no malice, I see that you are a little frustrated, I just want to comfort you, I forgot that peculiar law for a while, I'm sorry. ”

Lou Tai turned his head to look at Ji Deyue, as if he was thinking about what she said, and when he saw her smiling eyes, his heart was inexplicably soft, and he suddenly slapped himself with his backhand.

This slap was sturdy, the voice was very loud, Ji Deyue was stunned for a moment, and looked at Lou Tai blankly, what was he doing?

Is it a conscious repentance or an unconscious act?

Ji Deyue said softly: "You don't have to be like this!"

was inexplicably sad in his heart, Lou Tai subconsciously still loved her deeply, and pushed her by mistake, obviously he didn't remember her, but he subconsciously felt guilty about himself, beat himself, hurt himself, in order to alleviate the damage to Ji Deyue, and even comforted her indirectly.

Ji Deyue said with a smile: "I don't hurt, I don't mean to blame you, you just need to follow me well, listen to what I say, and then do it, you will be back soon." ”

Lou Tai raised his head and quietly glanced at Ji Deyue, like a child who had done something wrong.

Ji Deyue looked at the rice bowl and said, "Is it not to your taste?"

Lou Tai also looked at the rice bowl, and always felt that he should eat it, but he couldn't eat it.

Ji Deyue thought for a while and said, "Then I'll make you a glass of milk, you wait!"

He hadn't eaten for a day and a night, and Ji Deyue always wanted him to eat more or less.

The milk was also placed far away on the table, and Ji Deyue said encouragingly: "You drink this and try it?"

Lou Tai didn't refuse, he still remembered what Ji Deyue told him just now, one hand tried and tried again on the milk cup slices, the index finger and middle finger were about to move, but he couldn't hold it, Ji Deyue looked at it and didn't speak.

Lou Tai tried several times and couldn't hold it, so he had no choice but to grab it with his hands like holding a spoon, very good, the cup was caught in his hand.

Ji Deyue looked at him with joy, he can think, he can try, and he has thinking, which is good.

Lou Tai endured the churning in his stomach and drank all the milk in one go, his throat kept squeezing out this kind of thing, and the taste was extremely unpleasant.