Chapter 35 If you live up to it, you will lose it
It is better to leave proudly than to be humble. And how many people live in order to live and live.
Brother Jia said, 'While you are still at an age where you can still work hard, don't admit it.' Go after your dreams and don't let them run aground. How many people, at the age of striving for progress, have lowered their proud heads?
In order to survive, we can only live humblely.
This world is both cold and heartless, but also warm and moving. Therefore, no matter what the future holds, we must live affectionately in this world of affection. We can't change others, but we can change ourselves. At the very least, we can't allow ourselves to be the kind of people we hate.
After Brother Jia left, his post was also replaced. This line of work is really dispensable. If you don't make progress, someone will replace you.
Brother Jia's departure also sounded the alarm bell for me. Perhaps, one day, I will be replaced. Suddenly, this place is depressing and insecure. It was like a dark avenue in front of me, and I wanted to escape, but I couldn't see the end of it.
I don't know how this morning went. All I remember is that it was long and painful.
Song Ying saw that I was depressed, and enlightened me and said, "We are little shrimps, and there are some things that cannot be changed." We don't have the right to change the world, so do our job. Some things, either endure or leave in style. Look at the dots and everything will be fine. ”
"Thank you. "I'm not as optimistic as she is, because it's the first time I've ever encountered something like this. At this time, I really miss the time when I was on campus, and I also miss the time when I was interning at the medical university.
"Let's go eat!" said the new teacher, surnamed Xia.
I changed into my overalls and went to the restaurant.
Ji Xiaoyu and Mao Xiaoyu sat opposite me with tableware. Seeing that I didn't speak, Ji Xiaoyu asked, "Why, you don't know me." ”
I said, "No." ”
Mao Xiaoyu said, "I heard about Brother Jia's matter. And don't go to your heart. This kind of thing is very normal. ”
This kind of thing is very normal. But, I didn't expect that I would meet in person. For a while, I couldn't accept that this was normal.
Mao Xiaoyu saw that I didn't speak, and said, "Young man, look away, life has to go on." We can't let bad people and bad things dampen our enthusiasm for life. ”
"That's a good point. How can we let bad people and things dampen our enthusiasm for life. Although I said with a smile, I was still a little disappointed in my heart. I can't influence others because of my feelings. You can't infect others with your negative emotions.
Ji Xiaoyu saw it and said, "Well, think about something more happy." Life is beautiful. Troubles, let it go with the wind. ”
When I met, these two, I was in a much better mood. While we were eating, we were discussing the latest new things on the other side, and occasionally listening to Ji Xiaoyu's gossip news. At this time, Xiao Xiao also sat next to me with a dinner plate.
When she saw me looking at me, she asked, "Why, you're not welcome." ”
"Welcome old classmates. "I didn't expect her to be here.
Ji Xiaoyu and Mao Xiaoyu looked at me with strange eyes, as if asking me again, who is she! How could they forget, a few months ago, the man who was talking about human anatomy at dinner.
Xiao Xiao asked, "I heard that you and Sister Ying are together again." ”
The soup I had just drunk squirted out. Mao Xiaoyu was innocent by me, and said dissatisfiedly, "What do you mean." If you're not happy with me, just say it directly. ”
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. While apologizing, I looked at Mao Xiaoyu's embarrassed appearance and couldn't help laughing again.
Mao Xiaoyu said, "You either did it on purpose, or you did it intentionally." ”
Ji Xiaoyu took a bowl of soup and handed it to him, "You can too, spray him." ”
I looked at Ji Xiaoyu and then at Mao Xiaoyu. I gestured with a pitiful look and said, "Come on! I'm ready." ”
Mao Xiaoyu said, "Looking at this face, what else can I say." Come on, I consider myself unlucky. ”
Ji Xiaoyu asked, "Are you..."
I saw that Ji Xiaoyu's gaze was not good, and introduced: "My old classmate. ”
Xiao Xiao said, "He and I are old classmates. I'm in the respiratory department."
What happened last time, obviously, not only Ji Xiaoyu and Mao Xiaoyu forgot, but even Xiao Xiao also forgot. I said to myself, "Your memory is really bad!"
"I'm from obstetrics and gynecology, and my name is Ji Xiaoyu. ”
"Xiao Xiao. ”
"Dr. Shaw. Ji Xiaoyu glanced at me and said, "Who did you just say Jiang Yingyu is with again?" ”
Xiao Xiao said casually, "My old classmate Song Ying. ”
Mao Xiaoyu looked at Xiao Xiao, looked at me again, and asked, "You are all old classmates, why haven't you been together again." ”
I cheekily said, "It's too familiar, it's hard to start." ”
Ji Xiaoyu mended the knife, "Acquaintances are easy to do." ”
Xiao Xiao glanced at me and said speechlessly: "Some people have long forgotten that we are old classmates. ”
I saw that Xiao Xiao was still remembering the events at the class reunion, and hurriedly said, "I don't know Mingzhu, I don't know Jun." Old classmates, please bear with me. ”
"I said, we've broken up. ”
"Don't! I didn't know my old classmates before, give me a chance to get acquainted again. ”
"I refuse. ”
Mao Xiaoyu saw me arguing with her Xiao Xiao, and said with a smile: "You are a natural pair." ”
When Xiao Xiao and I heard this, we glanced at each other and said in unison, "How is it possible." ”
Mao Xiaoyu said loudly: "I have studied psychology, so don't deny it." My vision is very accurate. ”
Xiao Xiao said: "Your psychology is useless to me. ”
Mao Xiaoyu exclaimed: "Why." ”
"She's an exterminator. "Although I know, there is Qiao Yu by her side. But for some reason, these words blurted out.
Mao Xiaoyu shuddered, and said as if he didn't understand: "Oh, so that's the case." ”
Ji Xiaoyu expected my ending, shook his head and said, "I've read too many novels, and it's not shallow!"
"Who are you talking about?" Xiao Xiao looked at me with extremely unfriendly eyes, and the flames that erupted from his eyes were about to devour me.
"Me. "I knew I had said the wrong thing, and the remedy echoed in my head. If she is really the exterminator, my fate can be imagined.
Mao Xiaoyu saw my expression, as if he was tortured, and asked, "What's wrong with you." ”
"It's fine. "How could I tell Xiao Xiao to step on my feet and say such a humiliating thing.
Ji Xiaoyu said with a smile, "I also think that you should be a natural pair." ”
"Sister Xiaoyu, eat. I hurriedly gagged her mouth with food, I didn't want to be stepped on by Xiao Xiao again.
Mao Xiaoyu saw that someone should agree with his own opinion, and said with a smile, "I'll just say that I'm not wrong!"
Although I don't know, what Xiao Xiao's expression is. However, I didn't want to be offended, so I hurriedly changed the subject and said, "Today, the weather is good. ”
Ji Xiaoyu looked at me and asked in an inquiring tone, "Tell me honestly, who are you with again." ”
Mao Xiaoyu also said, "Remember to have a treat." ”
I chuckled and said, "I'm sorry, both." I'm still arrogantly single!"
Xiao Xiao said weakly, "Aren't you with Sister Ying again?"
In an instant, I felt several sharp blades plunging into my heart. Ji Xiaoyu and Mao Xiaoyu saw that the evidence was ironclad, and I didn't explain yet, so they pointed at me and said, "Some people are not honest." ”
Of course I know that some people are talking about me. I saw that I couldn't afford to jump into the Yellow River, so I looked at Xiao Xiao with innocent eyes, "Old classmate, you can't ruin my innocence." Otherwise..."
When Xiao Xiao saw my expression, he couldn't help but shiver and said, "It's so cold." ”
Mao Xiaoyu asked, "How else?" ”
I said ruffianly: "Old classmate, I can't find a girlfriend, so I can only look for you." ”
"Is it April Fool's Day today?" Xiao Xiao didn't expect me to say such a thing, and cast a sharp look. From that look, I felt a strong murderous aura.
"It's not. Ji Xiaoyu and Mao Xiaoyu said at the same time.
Xiao Xiao asked, "What did he just say?" ”
Ji Xiaoyu said: "He can't find a girlfriend, so he looks for an old classmate." ”
"Yes, I'm an exterminator. Xiao Xiao turned his head and looked at me, deliberately lowering the speed of his speech.
When I saw that look, I was about to kill me, "Grandma, I was wrong." I review, I repent. ”
Xiao Xiao saw that I was showing weakness, and even my aunt and grandmother said a few words, waved their hands, and let me go.
I said, "What just happened." ”
Xiao Xiao understood what he meant, and he didn't take me lightly, "Sister Ying and he will work together again." ”
When I saw that my grievances were able to see the light of day again, I felt an indescribable sense of comfort in my heart.
Mao Xiaoyu struck: "I'll just say, how can there be a spring like you dick." ”
Ji Xiaoyu deliberately lowered his voice and said, "Doctor Xiao, do you like pets?"
Xiao Xiao didn't think about it, and replied casually: "Well, I like it." ”
Ji Xiaoyu glanced at me with not very friendly eyes, and said, "Do you like cats and dogs?"
How do I feel Ji Xiaoyu's eyes, it's a little weird.
Xiao Xiao nodded.
Ji Xiaoyu said, "There is only a single Wang here, so that he will not go out to wander." Unless you are kind enough to receive him, you will receive him. ”
Xiao Xiao glanced at me and said disgustedly, "Don't." This single Wang is not easy to raise. ”
I said to Mao Xiaoyu, "What do you see, what about you?"
Mao Xiaoyu pointed to himself and asked, "Me?"
Ji Xiaoyu looked at me and said very seriously: "Big brother, I'm talking about you." ”
"Me?" After a while, I turned my head to look at Xiao Xiao. How did I become a single person who was taken in.
"That's right, it's you. Ji Xiaoyu said again: "Doctor Xiao, this single Wang is very good." I think you're a good fit. Do you want to take him? ”
"I'll think about it. Xiao Xiao looked at me, and how disgusted that look was, how disgusted it was.
Ji Xiaoyu said, "Doctor Xiao, don't think about it. It was regarded as removing harm for the people and taking him in. ”
I said, "What do you say?" ”
Xiao Xiao shook his shoulders and said proudly, "Everyone says so." ”
Ji Xiaoyu hurriedly said, "This single Wang will be handed over to you." ”
"I..."
"Stop. I interjected, "Have you asked for my opinion?"
Mao Xiaoyu said, "These are not important. ”
"Old classmate, don't be kind. I snickered.
Xiao Xiao shuddered and said, "How do I feel a bad premonition." ”
I looked at her, lowered my voice and said, "If you live up to it, you will lose it." ”