Chapter 18 For the rest of my life, I only want you
There is a saying that is very true, dreams are very full, and reality is very skinny. When dreams and reality collide and there is a contradiction. You will choose to hold on to your dreams and move on. Or choose the latter, give up the so-called dream.
The person in front of me used his own experience to tell me what a dream is and what is a reality. Obviously, the reality of his sentence 'for life' has worn out the dream in his heart. Perhaps, there is a big gap between dreams and reality. Over time, we accept the reality and gradually forget our original dreams.
Whether I want to face the question of dreams and reality or not, I can't run away from it. Because I know that one day, I'm going to face this problem. Perhaps, for the sake of reality, I will give up the so-called dream. Perhaps, I will stick to my original dream and move on. But, in the face of reality, I was really able to hold on to the so-called dream.
And, I forgot, Brother Kai has higher dreams. That's Sister Peach in the same department.
I studied with Brother Kai for more than half a month, and I have a deeper understanding of radiology. Gradually, I became familiar with the technology, but I also mastered the skill. Seeing my rapid progress, Wang Kai gave me a thumbs up and said, "Okay! I was able to complete the basic operations in such a short time." I'm going to impress you. ”
I didn't dare to be overly proud, so I hurriedly said: "Brother Kai teaches well." ”
Wang Kai didn't expect me to say such modest words, and said with a smile: "You have changed." ”
I smiled and didn't answer. It's not that I've changed, but I'm truly grateful for Brother Kai's teachings. If it weren't for his patient teaching, it wasn't for the few books he gave me about getting started with radiology. How could I have achieved what I am doing in such a short period of time? Of course? I'm just scratching the surface now, and there's something deeper that I need to specialize in. I can't forget who my last name is just because I know a little.
Wang Kai said again: "The master leads the door, and the cultivation depends on the individual. The fact that you can change from an amateur to an insider is enough to see that you have put a lot of effort into it. ”
Brother Kai is right, I have put a lot of effort into it. Radiography, I have not been exposed to. For this knowledge, I can say that it is a layman. But after reading the book of radiology, I realized how great this group of people who work with their lives and give their youth are.
This group of people knows that radiation will bring harm to the body. But they didn't stay away from this profession because they were afraid, nor did they slack off because their parents didn't care. On the contrary, they have been using their youth to become clinical eyes to spy on the mysteries of medicine.
I wondered why the hospital leaders and clinical people didn't pay attention to the radiology department, and why they were just dispensable as workers with photographs.
Again, I thought, what a terrible thing modern medicine would be if it didn't have radiology. However, this group of people who silently dedicate their youth to it does not get the status and respect they deserve.
Perhaps, this question is not something I can figure out.
On this day, at three o'clock in the afternoon, Brother Kai came to the department in formal clothes.
I've never seen Brother Kai dressed like this, and I exclaimed, "Brother Kai, aren't you resting today?"
Wang Kai smiled at the corner of his lips: "I have an important thing to do. ”
I looked at Brother Kai's dress, like a blind date or a marriage proposal, and said with a smile: "Brother Kai, there is a happy event." ”
Wang Kai didn't answer, but asked: "For the rest of your life, do you think you should find someone to be loved, or someone you love, and spend it together." ”
I was stunned for a moment, this would be what Brother Kai said in his thirties, "Brother Kai, are you asking the right question to the right person? ”
Wang Kai still didn't let me go, and asked, "Just answer with your man's intuition." ”
I touched my chin and said seriously, "Loving and being loved are both great pains. ”
Wang Kai didn't expect me to answer like this, and hurriedly said, "Reason." ”
I didn't know that I would say such a thing, but since I did, I had to analyze it seriously with logic: "The person I love, she doesn't love me." For me, it's tormenting. I was loved, but I didn't love her, and even if we were together, it would be a great pain. Loving and being loved are both painful, so it is best to be happy with each other. ”
Wang Kai thought for a while, "Do you believe in love?"
I didn't expect Brother Kai to ask this, and I didn't know how to answer for a while.
"Do you believe in love?" Wang Kai asked.
I remembered that Huang Feihong and Xia Yuxun persevered in the eight-year war of resistance, and finally became familiar strangers. I didn't answer and asked, "Is there love in this impetuous world?"
"I'm convinced there is. ”
I saw that Brother Kai's eyes were bright and his tone was firm. His eyes are also telling me that although there is no Gone with the Wind in this world, there is no smile for Bo Jun, and the princes of the beacon fire. However, in this impetuous world, there is still love.
Wang Kai said again: "Sister Taozi and I met, not one minute earlier, not one minute later, the time is just right, this is love." ”
"You and Sister Peach?" Sister Peach's surname is Yang Mingtao, she has a cheerful personality and will be very happy with people. Because, like a big sister, she takes care of her younger brothers, younger sisters, and of course, me. So, we all call her Sister Peach, not Senior Sister.
In my impression, Brother Kai and Sister Peach, one is quiet and the other is active. How did they come together. This is really beyond my imagination. Is this really love?
Wang Kai's expression darkened, and he said: "The department clearly stipulates that people in the same department are not allowed to fall in love. Once a person in the same department falls in love, one person will leave. So, our love affair is very secret. ”
"How can there be such a harsh rule. Who said that people in the same department can't be together again. I was surprised by this rule, and listening to Brother Kai say it calmly, didn't it mean that Brother Kai decided to leave, I hurriedly said: "Brother Kai, this is..."
"Yes, I figured it out. Wang Kai knew what I was going to say, "I've been in love with her for ten years. Today, I decided to propose to her. ”
"Ten years. I exclaimed, "This marathon has been running for too long." ”
"It's been so long that I'm going to draw a sentence for her. ”
"Wouldn't ten years be too long? ”
"Like a person, it starts with appearance, falls into talent, and finally character, if you end up marrying love, it doesn't matter if it's later" Wang Kai smiled at the corner of his lips, and said: "For the rest of my life, I don't want to settle." I will not settle for my own marriage, nor will I be someone else's. I am honored to have found my own love. For the sake of this love, I don't want to wait any longer. I'm going to put a word on this relationship. ”
I said, "Brother Kai, what is love." ”
Wang Kai said: "Youth is not old, we will not disperse." In a long life, you will meet someone who makes you care about it very much, and if you care more, you will find that it is love. ”
I was stunned for a while, and then I said, "Is this love?"
After Wang Kai said this, he looked a little worried: "I want to propose to her, but I am afraid of being rejected." ”
I cheered up: "Brother Kai, it's rare to find someone who knows your warmth and coldness." You can't be afraid to confess because you're afraid of rejection. Youth, should have the appearance of youth. ”
"I've found my own love, what am I afraid of?" Wang Kai said with strength: "You are right, youth, you should have the appearance of youth." ”
Three seconds later, Wang Kai said again: "How should I propose to her?" ”
Senior sister, who had been silent for a long time, spoke: "Senior brother, I have a lot of marriage proposal videos on my mobile phone, do you want to refer to it." ”
When we look at the video on our phones, we are either too extravagant and wasteful, or the love words are too sensual, and there is no creativity at all, or we have guessed the ending before it starts.
We watched a lot of videos and rejected them all.
Wang Kai saw that the marriage proposal was too troublesome, so he retreated and said, "Forget it." ”
I said, "Brother Kai, what's wrong." Marriage proposals should have a sense of ceremony. ”
"But..."Brother Kai didn't know how to propose.
Of course, those of us who don't have the experience of proposing marriage have a lot of experience, so it's a bit difficult to come up with a perfect proposal ceremony.
I said: "Brother Kai and Sister Peach are both radiologists, and the marriage proposal ceremony should also highlight this point." ”
After a few hours of planning, we finally came up with a proposal ceremony that was both radiant and romantic.
At six o'clock in the evening, Sister Peach came to take over the day shift and was on duty on the night shift. One person watched Sister Peach appear, and shouted in the group: "The target person appears." ”
Sister Peach went to the locker room without knowing it, changed into work clothes, came to the emergency technician duty room, and shouted to a forty-year-old teacher: "Teacher Wu, I'm here, you can go!"
Teacher Wu said, "I'll leave it to you here." ”
A junior sister rushed into the duty room in a panic and shouted, "Sister Peach, it's not good." ”
Sister Momoko asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"Brother Kai..."
"What's wrong with Brother Kai. ”
"Kai Ge just went to the emergency department to see a doctor, and the doctor said that he had pneumonia because of a cough. A chest x-ray is needed to confirm the diagnosis. ”
"Where is Brother Kai. ”
"In the second floor photo studio. ”
"Second floor?" Sister Momoko asked, "What is he doing on the second floor?" ”
"The machine on the first floor is out of order, and Kai Ge is on the second floor. ”
"I'll go to the second floor. Senior sister, I'll leave it to you here. ”
We received a message from our sister that Sister Peach had gone up to the second floor. When Brother Kai saw Sister Peach, he kept coughing and pretending to be sick.
Sister Peach walked over quickly and asked, "Why can't you even take care of yourself, and you still have pneumonia." ”
Brother Kai didn't speak, and coughed a few more times.
Sister Peach said, "Let's go! I'll help you take a look." ”
Sister Peach picked a picture, saw that there was something on the picture, and hurriedly said, "What is this?" ”
Brother Kai, who was sick, was all well at once, took out a ring from his shirt, knelt down on one knee and said, "Peach, I've known you for ten years, marry me!"
Sister Momoko suddenly understood what was going on, "You lied to me." ”
Kai Ge said: "I lied to you today, and I am willing to spend the rest of my life to make amends." Peach, marry me!"
"What if I said no?" Sister Momoko said, turned around and prepared to leave.
At this time, romantic music permeates the room. Sister Momoko listened to the music and stopped.
Brother Kai walked towards Sister Peach, and sang on the other side: "If you can't shoot through, it's your lost soul, and if you can't sweep it, it's the color of your pupils." Looking at you like a light that is difficult to touch, I can't see your veins when I shine on you. You are the song I can't finish singing all my life. ”
Sister Peach listened to this song of radiology and said with a smile: "Wang Kai, can you have a sense of ceremony when proposing." In this situation, how can you use this song. ”
As soon as Sister Peach's words fell, another piece of music began to permeate again.
"For the rest of my life, I only want you. Brother Kai took the ring, hummed a tune, and knelt down on one knee and said, "Peach, marry me." ”
Sister Peach didn't reach out to take the ring, and pretended to be angry: "Why should I marry you." ”
Brother Kai was a little anxious and said: "The rest of my life is too long, as long as I have you in my life." For the rest of my life, I only want you. Peaches, I'm willing to shelter you from the wind and rain. Marry me!"