It's hard to forget someone who once loved someone to the point of pain to the bone marrow. It takes a lot of courage to choose to let go. Xia Zhimo did not choose to forget, but chose to let go.

After Xia Zhimo left, Ouyang Zheli, Huang Feihong, Sun Zhi and I exchanged glances.

"I'll go. "Yue Tao and I are not familiar with each other, even if I leave, no one will notice.

After thinking about it, my buddies also thought it would be more appropriate for me to go.

I handed the red envelope to Sun Zhi and prepared to leave. Du Xiao asked, "I gave a gift, and I don't plan to eat wedding wine." ”

I stopped and said, "I'm here to give gifts." ”

Du Xiao looked at me with surprised eyes and said, "You are so strange. ”

I picked up my clothes and was about to leave, when I heard Du Xiao say, "I think you're very interesting, you can leave a contact information." ”

I took Du Xiao's mobile phone, entered the phone number, and left.

When I passed by Sun Zhi, he said, "You say that people are different, why are they different?"

I whispered, "It's handsome, it's unreasonable." ”

Sun Zhi looked at me with hatred and whispered, "Get out." ”

I left the place with a smile of triumph. I chased out, and Xia Zhimo went out of the hall and did not leave, but squatted on the ground, leaning against the stone pillar.

I heard him cry, slowed down, and came to his side. Not knowing what to say, I crouched down and handed him a tissue. Xia Zhimo took the tissue, saw that it was me, and hurriedly wiped away the tears with his sleeve.

He stubbornly said, "Why are you here?" ”

I said, "I've always been there, but you didn't see me." ”

Xia Zhimo looked at me with strange eyes, "You have seen everything that happened just now. ”

I said, "Not only did I see it, but I saw it very carefully." ”

He asked me, "Do you all know the news of her marriage?" ”

I said, "I also met the bride before I found out that she was getting married." ”

When he saw that I was not lying, he turned his face and said, "Isn't my performance very humiliating?" ”

"Sort of. I said in a sad tone, "It is also a great happiness to be able to disgrace the woman I love." ”

Xia Zhimo looked at me as if she didn't know me.

And I said, "But, this is the last time." ”

He nodded vigorously and said, "One last time." ”

I said, "A man who is ashamed of his love is not pitiful at all, but great." We can be ashamed of women, but we can't be disgraced anymore. ”

It's really humiliating for us to squat like this.

"I'll take you somewhere. Xia Zhimo got up and prepared to stop the taxi.

I took out my car keys, shook them, and said, "Tell me!" ”

Xia Zhimo asked, "You bought a car." ”

I said, "Grandson's." ”

In the car, I asked, "Go to the bar!"

"Go home. Xia Zhimo used his mobile phone to navigate, and I followed the voice prompts. Xia Zhimo saw me driving, one fast, one slow, and she didn't know the word constant speed at all. He looked at me and asked, "Big brother, your skills, don't dare to compliment." ”

I didn't feel embarrassed either, and honestly, "This is the second time I've done it alone." ”

Xia Zhimo heard this, and hurriedly said, "I don't want to see God yet, can I get out of the car?"

"It's too late. When you get into my brother's car, you don't have a choice. "I stepped on the accelerator and the car flew off like a rocket.

Xia Zhimo's body, under the action of inertia, leaned back. His eyes were fixed on the front and he shouted, "Be careful, there are pets." ”

I came with a hard brake.

Xia Zhimo's body, with inertia, leaned forward again.

I didn't give him a chance to speak, and drove on a rampage again. I arrived at the destination of Xia Zhimo's navigation and shouted, "It's here." ”

Xia Zhimo opened the car door and vomited.

I got out of the car, closed the door, looked at him with my hands, and scolded, "It's useless." ”

"My beloved woman is married, and the groom is not me, and I am pitiful enough. You're still..."Xia Zhimo didn't finish speaking, and retched a few more times.

I patted me on the shoulder and said, "You don't have to thank me when you're home." ”

Xia Zhimo retched a few times, tried to calm down, and led me into the community.

I looked at the environment where he lived, and it was quite elegant, and I hurriedly said, "Boy, will you enjoy it? ”

Xia Zhimo said, "This is my relative's house, not mine." ”

We said as we walked into the elevator. Xia Zhimo pressed the fifteenth floor, and he didn't talk to me. I know he's in a bad mood, and combined with my driving skills, it's going to make this kid vomit. I know each other very well, and I also choose to be quiet.

Xia Zhimo opened the door, threw the key aside and said, "Sit by the way." ”

I didn't be polite to him, and sat on the sofa with my legs crossed.

Xia Zhimo said, "You are the first person to let me ride in the car and vomit." ”

I said, "Then you don't thank you, brother." ”

Xia Zhimo looked at me speechlessly and walked to the study. Not long after, he pulled out a photo album and threw it to me.

"What. "I picked up the album and flipped through it, and it was full of pictures of him and her. This is a record of their relationship for several years. I looked at him and thought, "It's a pity! ”

I said, "It's all in the past, why keep it?"

He said, "I left it to miss my youth." ”

I closed the album and still said, "What is there to miss about this bullshit youth?" ”

He said with a little sadness, "With it, I remember how I have lived in the past few years." People who do not have youth are pathetic. I will always keep this beauty in my heart. ”

I instantly felt that there was a saying that made a lot of sense, that is, poor people must have something to hate. I said to him in an old-fashioned voice, "Young man, what you touch is not good, but you touch feelings." The longer you touch it, the deeper you sink into it, the more painful the injury will be. ”

"Yes, the wine is not good, the cigarette is not good, the game is not fun, the book is not good, how can I touch the feelings?" he took a breath, spit it out again, and said, "I am fortunate to have gained, and I am fortunate to have lost." I knew it was a poison that sealed my throat with blood. I still don't hesitate to drink it. ”

'Drink arsenic with a smile and never forget'. I said these words to Sun Zhi. Indeed, knowing that love is a poison that seals the throat when seeing blood, some people will still drink it without hesitation. Knowing that love will make people fall into the abyss, some people will still jump desperately.

I agreed with what he said, and I said, "Who said that, I forgot." But she said that at least once in her life, she forgot about herself for someone's sake. Don't ask for results, don't ask for peers, don't ask for what you once had, or even ask you to love me. I just want to meet you in my most beautiful years. Meeting the right person at the right time is a lifetime of happiness. That's what I'm saying to you. ”

He smiled wryly and did not speak.

I said, "It's a heartache to meet the wrong person at the right time." Meeting the wrong person at the wrong time is a period of absurdity. The wrong time, meeting the right person, is a lifetime of sighing. Brother, you have to believe that one day, you will meet the right person at the right time, in the right place. Where there is no grass at the end of the world, why bother to love a flower. ”

Xia Zhimo snorted coldly and said, "What do you know." ”

"What do I know?" I said urgently, "I'm also a man with stories." ”

"What's your story?" he said, one look at me, and then added, "It's not that you have a story. I never say I have a story. ”

I tried to suppress my breath, he was a wounded man, someone he liked, and he was marrying someone else. I took a little grievance and let him vent.

Seeing that I did not speak, he asked, "Speak." ”

It was he who asked me to say it, and I poked his scar, "Do you hate her?"

He said, "Why should I hate her. ”

The person he likes is married to someone else. Is this reason not enough? However, I still can't say this sentence casually.

He picked up the photo album, slowly flipped it up, and said with a smile on the corner of his lips, "Because I have loved, how can I hate." ”

I heard him speak in a tone that was really not hateful.

"I thought you'd be when she got married?" I realized I had said the wrong thing, and I hurriedly stopped.

He flipped through another page of the album and said, "You think I'm going to make a big fuss about the wedding and snatch the bride." Even, holding the microphone, asked her why the groom was not me. ”

I nodded, and shook my head again. I imagined the picture like this, but I saw it in a different way.

He said, "Don't worry! I'm a sane adult." I don't hate out of love. I won't spoil her happiness and make her unhappy. As long as someone can give her happiness, what does it matter if that person is not me. ”

I didn't expect him to say such a thing, and I admired: "Dude, I want to get to know you again with new eyes." ”

He said, "I watched her post a story saying that she was going to the closest place to heaven and to the person she loved the most. I went, and I also met her most beloved person. When I saw that he was able to bring her happiness, at that moment, I realized that I didn't like her that much. I'm just not reconciled. I can't forget her because I'm afraid she's not doing well. When I see that person can make her happy, what reason do I have not to leave. ”

"You went, and you saw her. You scared us to death after months of no news, and we thought—" I hurriedly picked up the subject and said, "I'm so glad for you to think so." ”

"Worries you. Xia Zhimo said, "I used to think that I couldn't get out, and I also thought that I couldn't let go." Later, I went to many places, and I was calm and relieved. I walked out and let go completely. ”

I asked tentatively, "She has failed you and abandoned you." If you are not notified of such a thing as marriage, you will not have a little hatred. ”

"Since you have loved, why hate it. Our ending wasn't beautiful, but our beginning was beautiful. For the sake of that memory, I can't hate. "You must be wondering," he said, "why I toast her with three glasses of wine." ”

"Why. "I also wonder why he toasted three glasses of wine.

He closed the album and said, "This is my agreement with her." ”

"What an agreement. ”

"The first cup, the past is scattered with the wind, and the end of the world is a passerby from now on. In the second cup, the grievances will be severed from now on, and there will be no entanglement in this life and the next life. The third cup, don't mention the past, don't talk about the day. For the rest of their lives, they will be okay and never bother. ”

I sighed from the bottom of my heart, "I can't drink these three glasses of wine." ”

He said, "I've heard your story." Is there no possibility for you and her?"

I asked, "She, who are you referring to?" ”

"You are fired for her, do you need me to say?"

The person he was talking to, of course who I was, "How do you know these things?" ”

"If there is a story, someone will tell it, and if someone tells it, someone will listen to it. He asked me earnestly, "Do you have feelings for her?" instead of simple feelings. You, when will you be fooling yourself? ”

I said, "There's no beginning, there's no end." Sometimes, you have to accept your fate. I have nothing to do with her. ”

"When we were younger, we gave up thinking it was just a relationship. Later, I learned that it was actually a lifetime. Xia Zhimo said, "Drink arsenic with a smile, never forget, how can you accept your fate." ”