Give up the small family and take care of everyone. Who said this, I don't know. But what I know, this sentence is certainly not what I said. Because, in my worldview and outlook on life, there is no such concept as everyone. It's good to be able to take care of the small family.

There is a saying that no matter how good you do, there will always be people who dislike you. And you, who don't have so many spectators around, stretch out your hands and applaud you.

To live in the moment, we must cherish the people in front of us.

Ostentatious youth will always be impressive. Therefore, we should also try to leave a period of flamboyant youth at this age.

After the graduation photos, we were faced with leaving the school. The squad leader proposed: "We have been together for four years, this is fate. For the sake of this fate, let's get together and disperse. ”

So, we responded to the call of the squad leader and had a casual meal. Then, they went their separate ways.

However, we also have a small home. That is a roommate who has slept under the same roof together for four years. After eating a casual meal, I, as the head of the room, suggested that everyone go and get drunk.

Because of my wise decision, everyone expressed their support.

Suddenly, I felt good about myself and felt that my popularity was quite strong.

Our dormitory is a six-person room. In addition to Sun Zhi and me, there are also Huang Feihong, Xia Zhimo, Ouyang Zheli, and Hao Shuai.

When Sun Zhi and I stepped into the Little Sun KTV hall, it was a young waiter who was in charge of receiving us. Look at his age, a few years younger than us. With a smile on his sign, the waiter stepped forward to greet him very warmly, "Big brother, how many of you." ”

I was delighted with six fingers.

"Excuse me, do you have an appointment in advance, or do you arrange it directly? The waiter asked politely.

"Is there a difference?" Sun Zhi asked, sitting on the comfortable sofa with a soft butt.

The waiter explained: "Online appointments are cheaper, but direct arrangements are more expensive. ”

As soon as I heard this, the waiter thought we didn't have any money. At that time, in the heart, a hot fire rubbed upward. I patted my chest and said to him very angrily: "Come out and be happy, not bad money." You can arrange it for us as soon as possible!"

When the waiter heard this, he was stunned for a moment. That look was like saying that we were poor students, how could we have money. Another waitress sensed that the atmosphere was not right and stepped forward to greet our waiter.

The waitress smiled and asked in standard Mandarin, "Excuse me, do you want a large private room, a medium private room, or a small private room?" ”

I was so excited by that look that I suddenly became angry and shouted, "Let's have a big private room." ”

The waitress was afraid that we would not be able to pay for it, so she said kindly: "You six people, you can have a package." ”

I patted my trouser pocket and deliberately said, "It's not bad for money." ”

The waitress saw that I was carrying a large bill in my pocket, and happily arranged a large private room for us. When Sun Zhi and I entered the big private room, he and I were stupid, and this big private room could accommodate fifty or sixty people. There are only six of us, which is a bit too extravagant.

Sun Zhi said in a humble heart: "Otherwise, we still want a small private room!"

I glared at him and scolded softly, "The waitress looks, don't be unproductive." ”

Sun Zhi tugged at my sleeve and whispered, "I don't have any money on me." ”

I gave him a look of contempt, ignored him, turned to the waitress, and said cheerfully, "I want this room." ”

After the waitress left, Sun Zhi was like a deflated ball, crumpled and slumped on the sofa. I saw the unproductive guy in front of me and comforted him: "It's okay, you should squander it while you are young." ”

I informed the other four people one by one, sent them addresses, and added a sentence that I could bring my family, or friends and relatives, and leaned back on the comfortable sofa.

Soon, Hao Shuai, Ouyang Zheli, Huang Feihong and Xia Zhimo arrived one after another. Sun Zhi and I did not look at the boys, but on the beauties who led the door behind them.

Sun Zhi sighed: "Handsome, the pace of your change of beauty is too fast!"

I also sarcastically said, "You also have to leave a way for your brothers to live." ”

Hao Shuai opened his hand, put on an underwhelming expression, and smiled shamelessly: "No way, this is the advantage of being handsome." ”

I drank the drink in my mouth, spit it out, and shouted, "I've never seen someone who has no shame, I've never seen such a shameless person." Anyway, let's go for three bottles first. ”

Xia Zhimo couldn't stand it either, and shouted, "Yes, take three bottles." ”

Hao Shuai scooped up his sleeves and shouted: "Let's go, who is afraid of whom." ”

Huang Feihong shouted: "Don't! This kid, after three cups, he doesn't know whose surname he has to follow." Three bottles of wine are down, and that's not going out horizontally. ”

The kid in Huang Feihong's mouth is me. Of all the people, I was the least good at drinking. I still remember when I first stepped into college, we went out to drink and celebrate for the rare friendship.

As soon as I drank a beer, my face turned red, and then my whole head became dizzy.

Huang Feihong asked, "What's the matter with you, your face is as red as a monkey's ass." ”

I shook my head and smiled, "No way, when I see a beautiful woman, my face is red." ”

The lady in the shop thought I was complimenting her and gave us a plate of peanuts for free. In order to be strong, I drank two more glasses, but I couldn't control the upsurge of alcohol, and I was so drunk that I was in a mess.

Since then, I've got a resounding nickname, and that is three cups poured.

Sun Zhi also shouted: "Shuai, you have to fight the amount of wine, find a good amount of wine." Find him, what's the matter? ”

Hao Shuai stretched out his hand helplessly, gave me a sneering look, and said proudly: "Who said that you should go three." ”

"Me. I raised my hand and said shamelessly, "Say it for them." ”

After saying this, I noticed that there were a lot of strange eyes looking at me. Thinking about it, I was embarrassed in front of this group of buddies, and I admitted it. But in front of the opposite sex, it would be too humiliating.

Hao Shuai also knew that I was not suitable for drinking, so he threw a disgusted look, and let me go, holding the wine bottle, and cheered: "Brothers, for the sake of four years of friendship, we will raise the bottle together." ”

We held the wine bottle together and said in a loud voice, "Brother, don't say goodbye." ”

This night, we indulged and drunk to our heart's content. Our singing may not be beautiful, but we are happy. Because of happiness, we have nothing to fear.

We agreed to meet again three years after graduation.

Whichever brother gets married, no matter how busy, will appear. If anyone doesn't show up, we'll all cut off our friendship with him.

It is said that meeting and meeting are fate. Separation is the end of fate. But we understand that today's separation is for the sake of a better meeting with others in the future. Therefore, we have not grieved, we have not grieved. We have to save the best and the worst for each other.

Listening to the incomplete pentatonic sound, and the sound of ghosts crying wolves, we laughed loudly, because these are brothers.

Because, we are brothers, and we will only laugh unscrupulously, but we will not dislike it.

"Remember me?" a familiar voice came into my ears.

When I turned around, I saw a familiar smiling face, and my heart tightened, and I stammered a little and replied, "I... How... Forgot... You. ”

Kang Xinxin sat next to me, looked into my eyes, and said with a smile: "It's good that I haven't forgotten." ”

"When did you come, how did I not see it. As soon as I said this, I instantly regretted it.

Kang Xinxin said, "Who told me not to enter your eyes." ”

I was embarrassed and didn't know how to answer.

Kang Xinxin is one of the few people of the opposite sex in my college who can talk to her. We often show up in classrooms, playgrounds, lakesides, libraries, cafeterias, etc. at the same time. These roommates of mine often watched us go in and out in pairs and forced me to ask me what my relationship was with her.

I said friends.

These guys always looked at me with disgust and asked, "What is my relationship with her?" ”

Actually, I know very well in my heart that it is as simple as that I am friends with her.

It is said that college is a paradise for students, and they can do things that they didn't have time to do in high school. I don't come to university to study, but to have fun.

That slogan, long live sixty points, one more waste, was also passed on to us juniors and sisters.

At the beginning, I also felt that this sentence made a lot of sense, and I also had a lot of confusion about the definition of university and life.

I didn't find out until I met her. College is not just as simple as a sixty points, there are more important things to do. Four years of college, don't get by for a graduation book.

In the past four years, not only youth has been wasted, but also life.

Because I met her, I had already arrived at the direction of my own efforts and my own life.

She is a scholarly figure, and what about me? Although I don't say that I am a scumbag, I am not far from a scumbag. In order to get closer to her, what she did, I also tried to do. It can also be said that I am following in her footsteps.

Kang Xinxin saw that the atmosphere here was more lively, grabbed the microphone, and said to me: "Parting is imminent, you, do you have anything to say to me?"

I saw that everyone's eyes were looking at me and Kang Xinxin, and somehow, a cold sweat broke out on my back, and I replied calmly: "I'm very glad to be able to meet you in college." ”

In fact, even fools can hear what Kang Xinxin means when she says this. And I, on the other hand, chose to be a fool.

Huang Feihong felt too embarrassed for my answer, and coaxed: "Youth." ”

The others followed suit: "Youth." ”

I know what youth they mean by what they mean to imply that after four years of getting along, I didn't dare to take the last step, which was a shame. After tomorrow, everyone will go their separate ways, and they should hide that sentence in their hearts, and say it loudly now if they want to say it, but they don't dare to say it.

Youth, don't leave yourself with too many regrets. If you have love, you must be brave enough to confess.

"Be my girlfriend. "These five words, in the past four years, I have never spoken. Today, I can't even speak. Perhaps, if you don't say it, you will leave regrets. But if you say it, you will miss it for life.

I also know that after tomorrow, we will be separated from each other after all, so why bother to leave bonds for each other. These five words, once spoken, will not destroy the beauty of the four years of college. These five words, buried in the heart, leave the most beautiful memory, how bad is it.

Perhaps, years later, she will ask me why I didn't say it. I can calmly answer, "I don't want to ruin that good time in college because of these five words." ”

Some people say that falling in love is also an elective course in college. Many people fail this course. You know that you will fail, but you take it, how should you deal with the time you spent together.

If you can't become a lover, you can't become a friend after all, and you can even become a stranger.

It is said that youth is a muddled account, who will care about this. And I'm a more honest person. Rather than being a stranger, you might as well give up this elective.

Seeing that I didn't say what she wanted to hear, Kang Xinxin gave me one last chance and smiled at me, "I'm ready." ”

I held up my glass and smiled, "It's all in plain sight." ”

Kang Xinxin understood the meaning of my words, and still kept smiling, "Everything is silent." ”

When I watched her carry the bottle, I was completely dumbfounded. I was ashamed to put down the small shot glass in my hand and changed the bottle.

When my roommates saw that I didn't admit it in front of the opposite sex, they praised me and cheered me on. I know that this bottle of wine is in my stomach, and I have to get drunk. However, I have no way out, I can only take out the boldness of a man, even if I am drunk, I have to drink it all.

And I want to get drunk for her.

We touched the bottle and drank it all. The cheers of the whole audience rang out again. Kang Xinxin put down the wine bottle, approached my ear, and whispered, "If you say it, I will say... Willing. ”

The wine rushed up, making my head a little dizzy. I pinched my thigh with my hand, and the pain made me temporarily sober, "Did you see the graduation message I wrote to you?"

Kang Xinxin nodded and said, "I watched it, but I want to hear what you say with my own ears." ”

In order to draw an end to each other's youth, in order not to let each other leave with regrets, I looked at her and said very seriously: "It's better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes." ”

She smiled, smiled beautifully, and leaned closer to my ear again, "We forgot about each other." ”

I couldn't resist the alcohol, so I walked quickly to the bathroom and threw up. I washed my face with cold water, and the whole person was much more sober. I looked at my lost self in the mirror and scolded, "It's useless. ”

"It's better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes. "Watching the drops of water dripping, I breathed a sigh of relief, youth finally broke off one thing, everything that should be said was said, and there were no regrets. Especially after I said this, the whole person instantly felt a lot more relaxed.