The wrong time, the wrong place, the wrong person. If you don't choose to forgive, you don't let yourself go. Don't regret the wrong person, don't miss it, just a few words to say... For the rest of your life, it's good that it's not you.

As the saying goes, when you let go of your thoughts, you can feel at ease.

The embarrassed youth, who to show it.

I looked at each other for a long time, and the person in front of me was still the boy I knew. My answer is to know, but not to know.

He looked at me and asked, "What about you?" ”

I didn't have the confidence to say, "Doctor." ”

He drank the drink and squirted out, "Your head is watery." ”

I've heard a lot of people say these words to me, and I've long been surprised by them. I also admit that my head is in the water. Therefore, my current hard work, grievances, and unsatisfactory efforts are just to drain all the water in my head.

He looked at me for a long time, and he didn't seem to know me. I haven't seen each other for a few years, but I've not only become docile, but I'm not arrogant. If it had been a few years ago, I wouldn't have done something I didn't like.

He didn't hit me either, and said lightly: "Is it the world that has changed us, or have we changed the world." ”

I looked at the crowd and didn't know how to answer. Back then, we wanted to change the world, and in the end we were changed by the world. We don't have the power to change the world. You have to learn to follow the world and change yourself.

Perhaps, because we are young, we can say these youthful and frivolous words.

He added, "Have you ever thought about leaving this place and going out for a walk?" ”

I said, "I'm a layman, I don't have great ideals and ambitions in life, just stay close to home." ”

He said regretfully: "Isn't it a pity that you have chosen." ”

I said, "What's the pity. ”

"It's not a pity that you're in this place. ”

"Who called me, chose a path of no return. If it's wrong, it's a tearful walk. ”

The look in his eyes told me how I could say such a thing. But his face was calm, and he slowed down his voice and said, "My life is not here, and your life should not be here." ”

"Where should my life be? "To be honest, I don't know where my life is.

He said, "You are a top student of the medical university, isn't it too condescending here." ”

I was stunned for a while, although I graduated from a medical university well, but I am not a top student. Here, there is no such thing as a condescending talent. Although I was not happy with my job, my choice was simple: to stay close to home.

Where there are parents, that's home.

I am a person who has no potential, and I am destined to have no courage to set foot on a distant wandering. I envy him, after graduating from junior high school, he went out to explore the rivers and lakes and did a career of his own.

And I, in front of him, can only be ashamed of myself.

I'm already in my twenties. Not only is there no place to live, but also parents have to give pocket money to live. I don't have a plan for my life, and I don't have a lofty goal. I don't even know what my future life will look like.

I saw my future self according to my own trajectory, but I didn't want to admit it. It's like I don't like the profession of a doctor, but I have to go on in order to carry my parents' expectations.

Youth is not only responsible for oneself, but also for one's family.

"Life is always contradictory. What you want to have, you have to learn to give up. I love the vast world outside, but I miss the flowers of my hometown even more. And I said, "In your eyes, I'm useless!"

"Nope. He added, "You at least know what you want, and you know what you want to give up." And I'm so confused that I don't even know what I'm living for. ”

I never thought he would say that. Will he be confused? Will he not know what he is living for?

I said, "You're young, you're already the boss." What is there to be confused about. ”

He spread his hands and said helplessly, "In the eyes of others, I am the boss at a young age, and I have achieved success." But, how do they know how much I have suffered in order to succeed? In the past few years, the image that has been given to me is only a few words... Scarred and bruised all over his body. ”

"You're going to be bruised?" I saw as a genuine expression of affection, not like a joke.

"Everything I have now is not given by God, but obtained through my continuous efforts. "My education level is not high, I am looking for a job, I have encountered walls everywhere, and I have suffered a lot of losses." I used my savings for a few years to create a business. Because I couldn't understand the contract, I was deceived by my partner. We don't have parents to rely on, and we don't have a good education. If I want to succeed, I have to work a thousand times harder. I managed to make it, but I couldn't sleep well every day. I was scared to wake up and go back to the way I was. ”

I saw him reminiscing about the past and talking about the future. He was cornered by life, which allowed him to get another life. I also figured it out, in the face of ridicule and even abuse from his classmates, he was able to remain quiet and deal with it calmly.

When I saw him, I also understood a truth. Life will teach us how to face life.

There are always a lot of unsatisfactory things in everyone's life. You envy me, but I envy you. It's like a siege, you want to get in, I want to get out. As everyone knows, whether it is the person who wants to go in or the person who wants to come out. They have all endured a lot of hardships in life, but they can't talk about these hardships when they see people.

It's like a glamorous minute on stage, but I don't know how many days and nights he has prepared for this minute, or even a few spring and autumn. The hardships you have endured and the road you have traveled are not enough to communicate with outsiders.

Because we know that no one will listen to your suffering, and more people will use you as a joke and become a negative teaching material.

On this day, Xu Jianchuan and I sat by the river and talked for an afternoon, and when we parted, we both said, "We all have to have our own lives." ”

No matter how hard life is, we have to live a different life. We also need to find a life path that suits us. There is still a long way to go, and we have to live a chic life.

After this weekend, I was back in my new role. I went down from the second floor to the CT room. When I think about working with someone who can only be a colleague, or the worst kind of person, I can't keep my spirits up.

Working with people who don't want to work with you is incredibly painful and painful. Especially people like me, people who don't like it, things that are not used to it, will always be put on the face. I know it's a shortcoming, but I can't change it if I want to.

I prayed in my heart not to work with people who didn't match my three views. Maybe Heaven heard my prayer.

Song Ying saw me, smiled and said, "Congratulations, you're down." ”

I said, "I will ask Sister Ying for more advice in the future." ”

Song Ying said in a low voice, "Isn't it very happy that I didn't work with someone." ”

I told her with my own look that she was right. Song Ying pointed to a person and said to me, "This is Jia Guobang, Teacher Jia." ”

"Teacher Jia, please give me more advice. "I took a look at Mr. Jia, he is in his early thirties, he is a lively type, and he is also a very easy person to get along with.

"Sister Ying, it's too face-giving. Jia Guobang said, "The teacher is out of sight." ”

Song Ying asked, "If you don't call you Teacher Jia, it's hard to call you Brother Jia." ”

"If there is none, how can it be a false breast. Jia Guobang said, "It's okay to call me Brother Jia, or Brother Bang." ”

"It's better to call you Heiwa. ”

I listened to Sister Ying's words and looked at the person in front of me again. Against the backdrop of his white coat, the man in front of him was really dark! It gave people the impression that he had just returned from Africa.

Jia Ge gestured and asked, "Who do you think I look like?" ”

I watched it for a long time, and I couldn't think of who he looked like. This question really stumped me.

Jia Ge reminded: "I can play badminton." ”

I thought about it, but I still wasn't impressed.

Seeing that I couldn't guess, Brother Jia said lonely: "I can't guess this, it's too hard." ”

Song Ying smiled: "Teacher Jia has always said that he is Lin Dan, do you think it looks like it." ”

When I heard this, I looked at it again, "The hairstyle and the beard are very similar." ”

Jia Ge said to the others, "See, the eyes of the crowd are bright." ”

I'm blindsided, this is where and where. Why is Brother Jia obsessed with Lin Dan? Could it be that this is also the power of idols? However, Brother Jia's vitality infects everyone. Working with him also makes people feel relaxed and happy.

I said to myself: "This is what a colleague should look like." ”

Song Ying asked, "Brother Jia, your wife is about to give birth!"

Jia Ge smiled and said, "Last night, I became a father. ”

I asked, "Boy, or girl." ”

"Boy. ”

Sister Ying said sympathetically for a year, "Brother Jia, you have to work hard." Otherwise, you can't afford it!"

Jia Ge smiled and said, "I gave birth to twins. ”

Sister Ying was even more surprised, "Both are boys. ”

Brother Jia nodded and showed off: "How is it, it's amazing!"

Sister Ying sighed: "Brother Jia's future days are destined to be very sad!"

"Who said that having two sons, my life is very sad. ”

I said, "Two sons, Brother Jia's head, it doesn't hurt!"

"My head hurts a little, but what's there?" Jia Ge said in a demonic tone, "There must always be someone to succeed me." ”

Sister Ying said, "You just swoop, there will always be a time for you to cry." ”

"How can I cry when I have a future?"

I really didn't see Brother Jia look pained because he gave birth to two sons. On the contrary, he is full of energy. I really believe that what he said, my country must be inherited.

Unconsciously, I was also rendered by his emotions. Who said, two boys, it will be a headache.

Sister Ying asked, "Brother Jia, where is your country?" ”

Jia Ge said very seriously, "Isn't this my country?"

"Oh. Sister Ying couldn't help but smile and said, "The country of the radiation world." Well, not bad, not bad. In the field of radiology, there is finally a successor. Brother Jia, you better not harm the next generation. ”

"I don't have a country, I will lay a foundation for them. ”

"You've made a name for yourself in the world of radiation. ”

"The country I have laid is too small, how can my son inherit it. ”

"Some people can say that my country must always be inherited. ”

"This piece of my country will not be handed over to them. Brother Jia said in high spirits, "I want them to lay down the country by themselves, and I will be the emperor." ”