Chapter 86: The Children of F(x) (Continued 2)
Shirley and Junxiu temporarily separated from the group and walked towards the café across the road, and while waiting for the traffic light intersection, Shirley asked Junxiu if there was something she wanted to ask. And Junxiu, as the predecessor of the company, sometimes gives some psychological counseling to the juniors, which can be regarded as a kind of his job, after all, he has been on the acting road longer than them.
Junxiu has been coming all the way to debut for almost ten years, and ten years of acting experience is what he has come out of step by step with himself. So he has gone through a lot of things that they may not have experienced yet, which can also be seen as a kind of 'inheritance', and he told the younger generations about some of the things that need to be paid attention to, so that they can avoid detours in the future.
Listening to the word 'ask for advice', this had to make Junxiu turn his head to look at Shirley beside him. And Shirley's expression in Junxiu's eyes became extremely serious at this time. This made Junxiu also put away his smile and began to get serious: "Oh?
Although the company will arrange for the children to go to some psychological counseling classes during the trainee era, it is only a simple 'prevention'. In the end, what kind of appearance will they have after standing on the stage, what kind of real psychology? These will have to wait for them to stand up before they know whether the teacher's course is suitable for them, and the change of psychology is different from person to person.
Shirley looked up and smiled slightly, becoming very cute in the New York sun, but this smile made Junxiu find that it was a mechanical smile, because at this time her eyes were not focused on the 'red light' in front of her: "Oppa, I think it's so tiring to be a sex bean, I should have chosen to be an actor like Sister Lee Yeon-hee in the first place, I think it's so easy." ”
Tired, at this time Shirley said that her heart was tired, which is a very dangerous signal. Junsu raised her eyebrows as she listened to her 'advice', because Junsu already felt that he was 'in a big deal'. I'm tired, and it's very likely that there will be more psychological basics in the drag, which is what Junxiu will react to the company later.
But right now, even if he is not a professional psychiatrist, he will properly enlighten Shirley: "Hmm? Why do you have such an idea, you have been practicing in the company for so long, are you willing not to show your talent? Your dancing and singing are very strong." And as far as I know, you also have a lot of individual fans in the group now. ”
"Yes, too many fans are sometimes a kind of pressure, don't you have such an experience? Fans are a double-edged sword. ”
Junxiu never thought that Shirley, who seemed to be very 'young', and Shirley, who often showed an innocent smile in front of the camera, could say such mature words? Fans are a double-edged sword, yes, artists know what's going on. After all, being an entertainer is a profession that relies on fans for food.
Shirley's words made Junxiu answer her with a gentle smile: "I really didn't expect that Shirley, you can actually say such mature words." ”
"Huh.. Oppa, sometimes I envy you. ”
"Well, there are more people who envy me, that is, because of the envy of others, so I will do everything better. It's not that I'm afraid of anyone and everyone will be disappointed, but that those who envy me hope that I will fall one day. Then I have to do my best, and don't let myself fall too hard if I'm not careful! So ah, don't envy me, I'm more tired than you think!"
"Oppa, I'm not envying your accomplishments again. Just as Shirley said this, the green light turned on, and the two continued to chat while walking across the road: "I envy your nature!"
Shirley's words were a bit esoteric, so Junxiu couldn't even interpret them, so he could only ask: "My nature, my nature?"
"You are who you are, whether OPPA is in front of the camera or behind the camera. And I, I really don't want to laugh silly like that!"
When Shirley said this, Junsu finally understood what she was trying to say. Just like the documentary filming, she is 'Shirley' at this time, and she is a portrayed character. In fact, there is still a person named 'Cui Zhenzhen' living in her heart. This feeling is a bit 'divisive'.
Of course, Junxiu knows how terrible this thing is, but now it's okay that Shirley is just complaining at this time, and if the mental backlog is too long, it is very likely that she will do something strange.
After Junxiu knew the seriousness of the situation, he wanted to use his warm smile to heal Shirley a little, so he smiled and explained to Shirley again: "I have always felt that your smile is a feature of your group." ”
"But oppa, I want to be myself. Shirley, this is a busy person in everyone's eyes, good baby, this is not me. I don't think I'm a good baby, I feel like my personality is completely suppressed by 'Shirley', I... I still smoke sometimes, don't you know?"
Maybe it's because she's been 'Shirley' for too long, and she wants to release the Cui truth that she is pressing in her heart, so she is so self-deprecating.
However, Junxiu shook his head and said, "Smoking, drinking, these are my daily life." And I don't think that people who smoke or drink are bad girls. It's just that your combined image is positioned, you just need to remember that 'Shirley' is your job, you don't have to think too much, and when you get off the stage and return to real life, you don't need to maintain that image in front of your teammates, and those who take our path will properly liberate themselves, and learn to self-regulate!"
"I also want to adjust my mentality, but I don't know how to adjust it. ”
"Just find a spiritual sustenance for yourself, maybe some people's spiritual sustenance is the church, and some sustenance is the satisfaction of food, these are different from person to person, so you just need to find the right direction for yourself. ”
"Sustenance, can it be love?"
"Of course not, how long have you only been in your debut, and you're thinking about falling in love?" Junxiu and the two heard 'love' just after entering the café, which made Junxiu immediately veto Shirley's idea.
"Oppa, I wasted all my childhood time in the practice room, and sometimes I was really envious of my classmates and friends who came home from school together. ”