I don't know how much I drank that night, and I don't even know how I got back to my bedroom. All I knew was that I woke up the next day with a sore head and nothing else.

Perhaps, this is the so-called fragmentation.

Sun Zhi walked in, saw that I hadn't gotten up yet, and asked, "Aren't you going home today?"

Holding my forehead, I asked weakly, "What time is it?" ”

Sun Zhi looked at the time and replied, "Six o'clock in the afternoon." ”

As soon as I heard six o'clock, my whole heart panicked, my train ticket home was three o'clock in the afternoon, and now it's six o'clock. That said, I've managed to miss the train.

Seeing that I was so calm, Sun Zhi didn't show what he expected, and asked curiously, "Why aren't you at all..."

I knew what he was going to say, so I shrugged my shoulders and said, "God wants me to stay, and I'm helpless!"

Sun Zhi showed disgusted eyes and sneered: "Whoever makes someone, can't drink, and still has to be strong." ”

"There's such a thing. ”

"Absolutely. Sun Zhi said sarcastically: "I can't stop it." Someone also said that there is wine today, and there is drunkness today. Whoever is not drunk is a grandson. ”

I patted my forehead, trying to recall the scene where I said this, and asked, "I would say such a shameless thing." ”

Sun Zhi handed me a bottle of mineral water and sneered, "You said a lot of shameless things yesterday." ”

I took the mineral water and asked, "What did I say?" ”

Sun Zhi looked me in the eye and asked, "Who is Hongjiao?" ”

As soon as I heard these two words, I drank the mineral water in my mouth and squirted out. Sun Zhi noticed that something was wrong with me and hurriedly said, "There is a situation." ”

I looked around, deliberately digressed, and asked, "Where are they going?"

"Except for you and me, they're all gone. They said they didn't like the parting atmosphere, so they quietly left. Sun Zhi thought of something wrong, and hurriedly said: "Tell me quickly, who is Hongjiao." ”

I continued to change the subject, "Why don't you go." ”

"I'm going to stay in the city, where to go. Sun Zhi saw that he was almost fooled by me, and changed the topic back, "Hongjiao, who is she." ”

When I saw this kid, I had to get to the bottom of it, showed a very innocent look, and replied, "How do I know who you are talking about?" ”

"Last night, you were drunk. I carried you back. When we passed by the covered bridge, we both talked about our first love. And you, too, talked about your first love. Let's talk quickly, is your first love called Hongjiao? ”

I replied with a headache: "You don't know all about me." How could I have my first love!"

"Before last night, I believed it. After last night, I found out that you were hiding a lot of secrets. Sun Zhi deliberately paused and said meaningfully: "Last night, I carried you and heard you say a lot of drunken words. I ask you about your first love. You said you like Hongjiao. ”

"I like shredded pork with green peppers, and I like shredded pork with red peppers even more, and you don't know. ”

"You're talking about people's names, not a dish. You also said a lot about Hongjiao. ”

I saw what Sun Zhi said and thought, "Could it be that I was drunk last night and really said a lot about the person buried in the depths of my heart." ”

I screwed the cap on, lay down on the bed, took a deep breath and said, "Yesterday, I was really drunk. ”

"If you weren't drunk, how could I know your secrets? What a good person Kang is, you don't cherish it, it turns out that there is someone in your heart! It can make you kid unforgettable. ”

I couldn't stand Sun Zhi's repeated questioning, sat up, unscrewed the bottle cap, took another sip of mineral water, and my head cleared up a lot. Seven or eight years have passed, but I didn't expect that when I mentioned these two words, there would be a little ripple in my heart.

Some people only need a minute to remember, and it really takes a long time to forget a person. Especially when I was young and ignorant, I can't forget the first person who walked into my heart.

The person who disappeared in the depths of my mind suddenly poured out like a picture, and those memories that disappeared came back.

I didn't expect that I would inadvertently call out her name when I was drunk. It turns out that some people are destined to never forget.

I said, "She's my first love." ”

When Sun Zhi heard this, he opened his mouth wide and exclaimed, "You... Yes... Yes... First love. ”

When I saw Sun Zhi's expression, it was as if I was saying that I should be a single dog, how could I have a first love, and said helplessly: "What, in your eyes, I am a dick, shouldn't I have a first love?"

Sun Zhi nodded vigorously, and said sarcastically, "Hmm." How can someone like you have a first love?"

"yes!" I said, "how could I have had my first love?" ”

Sun Zhi asked, "How does it feel to be in love for the first time?" ”

I didn't want to, so I replied directly: "Drink arsenic with a smile and never forget." ”

"This—" Sun Zhi looked at me with an expression of disbelief.

I knew he would react this way, and said, "One day, when you meet someone like this, you will understand these words I say." ”

Sun Zhi didn't answer, and asked again, "How are you and her?" ”

I said, "The most familiar stranger." ”

"You have become the strangers you know best. ”

"As time slowly faded, she and I eventually became the most familiar strangers," I said. ”

"When you fall out of love, it will always make people depressed, and it will make people taste heart-rending pain. You won't either..."

"We had a beautiful start and a beautiful end. My first love is still very beautiful. Whether it's the beginning or the end, it's beautiful. ”

Sun Zhi asked, "Do you have any regrets, do you have any regrets?" ”

"There are regrets, and there are regrets. Who called our youth, too young. I let out a long breath, "I won my life, and I lost my luck." Fate can't be forced. ”

"You don't have any hatred. ”

"Should I have a hate?"

"The deeper the love, the more true it hurts, you..."

"Life is a very long road, and some people only accompany us for a while. Although this person can't accompany me to the end. However, I will remember that she accompanied me to see the most beautiful scenery along the way. ”

Sun Zhi said in disgust: "I really can't stand you people." I thought you and her were like the hero and heroine of the little thing that happened to the first love, it turned out that you..."

"Got you down. ”

"No disappointment. Sun Zhi said again: "The things of film and television dramas are exaggerated a lot. It's so bad that I don't even dare to fall in love. ”

"If film and television dramas are not exaggerated, how can they attract attention. Besides, not everyone is right when they are young. Not everyone can stand still and wait for the person they meet in their youth. When fate comes, cherish the people in front of you, and when fate is over, you won't regret it. This is the best way to say goodbye, youth. ”

"Listening to your fooling, I also want to experience what it's like to be in love for the first time. ”

I said in my seventies and eighties, "Go ahead, son, you're an adult." ”

Sun Zhi shivered a few times and said, "It's so cold." ”

I didn't give him a good face and said, "Go you." ”

Sun Zhi plucked out his ears and reminded: "I have a sentence, I don't know whether to say it." ”

I saw that he pretended to be mysterious, and said indifferently, "As you please." ”

"I just said six o'clock, I lied to you. Sun Zhi looked at my angry eyes and said calmly, "It's just past two o'clock." Congratulations, you can still make it to the train home. ”

"You..."

"Not surprised, not surprised. Sun Zhi said: "Brother, I gave you hope again, don't you feel very felt." ”

"You—" I suppressed the anger in my heart, and said with a smile hidden in my smile, "Come here." ”

Seeing my smile, Sun Zhi hurriedly took a few steps back, "Every time I see your expression, I feel the end of the world." ”

Sun Zhi pointed to his watch and said, "Weakly remind you again, now another ten minutes have passed." Kid, it's time for you to go home. ”

yes! It's time for me to go home.

It's been a long time since I've been away from home, and it's time to go home.

I simply packed my luggage, took a taxi, and went to the train station.

Sun Zhi insisted on taking me to the train station, and he said, after today, we will see each other again, and I don't know what year it is.

I thought to myself, "Yes! After today, I don't know what year it will be." ”

I don't like the parting atmosphere, but I can't say no.

Sun Zhi sent me to the train station, and when he saw that there were still fifteen minutes before the train started, he urged me to speed up. At the time of parting, my heart was still full of sentimentality. After four years of college, I lived under the same roof for a long time, and I still had a sour feeling in my heart when I left suddenly.

I smiled on my cheeks and said, "Grandson, there will be a period later." ”

Sun Zhi also said: "The journey is safe. ”

I said, "The next time we meet, we're going to be different." ”

Sun Zhi said: "See you next time, this world is all up to my brother." ”

Although I was reluctant to part, I finally came back at this moment, waved my hand and said, "Take care." ”

With that, I went through security and headed home.

He left home in his junior year and stayed in the city for an internship in his senior year. Until now, I haven't been home to see it. Listening to the seniors talk about the concept of home, I felt extremely poignant. They are also quite right, doctors just leave time for strangers, but forget to save time for those closest to them.

When I embark on this path, I will be like them. I go home less often than I go home. The time to go home will also be shorter and shorter each time. Looking at the scenery outside the train, I gradually felt a lot more lost in my heart. After coming out for a long time, you will know that it feels good to have a home. No matter how good the outside world is, it is always less comfortable than home.

Boy, it's been a long time. It's time for you to go home.