"Why bother, if you already have a child, he doesn't want to come back, it means that he doesn't take your mother and daughter to heart at all, what can such a person wait for. Bai Bai Ling said, feeling unworthy for her between words.

"He left unaware that I had his child. ”

"That's just as unforgivable, at least it means that he took possession of you when he left. ”

"His departure was forced to do so. ”

"Why are you still protecting him so much? I see that you are weak, you must be lovesick, you are suffering from longing for him here, he may be immersed in other people's tenderness and can't extricate himself, why do you think you are doing this?" Bai Bai Ling shook his head helplessly, the infatuated woman is the most incurable.

"I'm sure he won't. Dongfang Xia Chu shook his head as well.

"How do you know he won't?"

"I ......"

"Don't comfort yourself here, all your denials are just self-deception, just want to comfort yourself that he is not as bad as he thought, and want to give yourself a reason to continue waiting, but what's the point of you waiting, no matter how much you wait, he doesn't know your intentions, he won't come back or won't come back, and even have you ever thought that he didn't think about coming back when he left in the first place?"

"No, no, I'm sure he must have had some kind of trouble that didn't come back. Dongfang Xia Chu He never thought about it, but she could only let herself deny this idea, otherwise her waiting would be unsustainable, and her life would be unsustainable.

"Maybe, it doesn't matter if you are willing to continue to wait like this, it has nothing to do with me anyway, but I see that you have waited until the lovesickness becomes a disease, I still advise you, let go when you should let go, don't fall into this senseless quagmire and can't extricate yourself, with your strength, there is still a long way to go in the future, there is no need to drag yourself to death all the time. ”

"I'm willing to wait for him, no matter how long it takes, I'm willing to wait for him!" Dongfang Xia Chu looked at him and said firmly.

"It's a pity that you are such an infatuated woman. Bai Bai Ling sighed.

"What about you, have you ever loved a woman?" Dongfang Xia Chu calmed down his emotions and asked him intentionally or unintentionally.

"The woman you loved...... It's really hard to answer this question, I think I've been pursuing cultivation for the first half of my life, and I've started to pursue something else that is incomprehensible to the world, and it seems that I really haven't put much of my mind on women. ”

"But it's not accurate to say that I haven't loved a woman, I did love a woman a long, long time ago, but she separated from me because I only knew about cultivation, and I also let go of cultivation for her, and we lived happily together for a long, long time, but because I stopped cultivating, she was killed, so I started cultivating again, and then resurrected her, but because I kept cultivating, she left me again. ”

"Do you say that I haven't loved her, in fact, there are many, many women around me in my life, all of them are outstanding, but the only thing I have ever loved is her, and I have never forgotten her, but so what, because I have loved her, I can't let go? You may say that because the love is not deep enough, but I want to tell you, it is because of deep love that you should let go, and you should learn to let go, otherwise you will either torture each other, or you torture yourself, he has no feeling, why bother? What is the point? So there's nothing wrong with letting go when it's time to let go. ”

Dongfang Xia Chu looked at him blankly.

The woman he loved the most was obviously not him, because he didn't have much experience with him at all, only that side of the relationship.

Sure enough, is he just a passerby in his eyes?

"Besides her, don't you have any other girls you have ever loved or liked?Since there are so many girls you have come into contact with, do you think that maybe someone is waiting for you?"

"I don't know how many infatuated women like you are in this world, but I'm sure there aren't many, and besides, I usually cut off the relationship clearly, and it basically doesn't happen like you're talking about. Bai Bai Ling shrugged and turned his head to look at her, his brows furrowed slightly.

"Didn't you think that maybe at a certain casual moment, there would be a woman waiting for you stupidly?" Dongfang Xia Chu didn't want to give up, and the pain in his heart needed a positive answer to alleviate it.

But what he waited for was only greater harm in the end.

"Maybe there will be, but I won't stop for anyone in my life, if I inadvertently let her down, then I can only say sorry to her, and I have no chance to make up for the damage caused to her inadvertently, I can only persuade her to let go as soon as possible, so as not to further deepen the pain. ”

Dongfang Xia Chu held back his tears and did not fall, with a miserable smile on his pale face.

"You men are really ruthless, and you don't understand women's emotions and dedication at all. She was already sure that her 150,000-year wait was just her own unilateral wishful thinking.

He gave everything for the promise that I would wait for you at the beginning, and he didn't take it all to heart at all, maybe he couldn't remember his appearance when he left Gangneung City.

After 150,000 years of waiting, she waited for a dreamlike reunion.

After all, what we were waiting for was indeed like a dream, a nightmare.

"If, I mean if, when you know there's a woman waiting for you, will you go to her?" Dongfang Xia asked calmly, her gaze no longer daring to touch his face, only daring to turn her gaze to the infinite distance, looking at the endless darkness.

"What if I knew? If I have such a shallow impression of her, it means that we haven't experienced much between us, no matter what feelings she has for me, at least it means that I don't have much affection for her, do you think I should go back and give her a comfort and then leave, or force myself to accept a woman who has no feelings? either choice is more hurtful, so why bother to go to her. ”

"Then will you let her wait and wait?" Dongfang Xia Chu said excitedly.

"It's better to wait than to despair. Bai Bai Ling sighed with emotion, just like himself, it is better to have a hope than nothing, and the reason that supports him to keep working hard is that he can still find the hope of letting himself die.

Dongfang was silent at the beginning of summer, and his heart that had been waiting for 150,000 years was broken.

"Don't talk about that, it seems that Gangneung City has never seen you, what are you doing in Gangneung City? This place is so remote, ordinary people rarely come. She still had one last glimmer of hope, hoping that everything he said was lying to herself, even if it was just to lie to herself, and not to wait any longer.

"It's just a coincidence that I'm here, like I happened to meet you. ”

Bai Bai Ling stood up, was silent for a while, and said earnestly: "I advise you not to wait, you don't have to wait for him to come, he will come, no matter how long you wait, he won't come, instead of wasting time waiting here, it is better to give yourself a chance to start over, no one's life can live without anyone, ordinary people are like this, and martial artists are even more so." ”

"Thank you for talking to me about this today. ”。

"You're welcome, meeting is fate, and passers-by are also fate, go back early, don't wait here stupidly. Bai Tian Ling said and flew into the distance.

Dongfang Xia Chu looked at the back of his departure stupidly, just like the difference 150,000 years ago.