At half past five, we entered the conference room, and the medical and technical staff of the entire department were all here except for those who were on duty, on vacation, and did not go to work. The slut also knows that he is not convinced, so Director Liu was present at this meeting in person.

I walked to the corner of the last row and sat down quietly, waiting for the calm storm to come. In fact, in private, we have all communicated and got an answer. That's the majority of people who are against hospitalization.

Director Liu took off his work clothes, walked in in a suit, and asked, "Are all the people here?"

The slut looked at it, nodded and said, "It's all here." ”

"Then let's get started!" the director looked at us and said, "You have discussed the hospitalization and the results have not been reached?" ”

None of us here spoke. Because there is no regulation on hospitalization, neither the state nor the hospital. We refuse to accept the department's overbearing and inhumane regulations.

Seeing that we didn't speak, the director added, "That's right. The hospitalization should be carried out. Did you come up with a plan? If you have any difficulties, just say it. ”

"Director, my child is just two years old, and I can't be a resident until I go to school. ”

"I just got married. ”

"My child was just born. ”

"I'm going to have a baby. ”

"I just fell in love. ”

"It's too much work for me to get used to. ”

The people here are either over thirty or on their way to three. Family is more important than work.

When the slut saw that we were all in trouble, he said coldly, "I was hospitalized from eight o'clock in the morning to eight o'clock in the evening. This is not a general justification for improper hospitalization. ”

A girl asked, "You were the general hospitalist ten years ago, and the workload at that time could be so big." ”

The slut raised his tone and said, "Do you want me to bring up the workload and show you." ”

Another said, "Okay, let's look at your workload from 10 years ago." ”

Indeed, what happened ten years ago, how can it be compared with now. Besides, you were bitten by a dog in order to tie up with the leader. You can't ask the people behind you to be bitten by dogs!

Seeing that he had become the opposite of his colleagues, the slut said in a soothing tone, "Don't worry, the general person who is hospitalized, I will arrange the most relaxed class." ”

One person said: "It's not easy to work now." No matter where you go, there's a lot of pressure. ”

Seeing that he couldn't hold us down, the slut changed the subject and said, "It's normal to be stressed. You just have to get over it. We want to support the Director's work. If you don't think you're up to the job, I don't know what to say. ”

We instantly understood that the vexatious thing of hospitalization turned out to be set by these two people in front of us. Bear with it or walk away. Otherwise, no matter how hard we struggle, we will not be able to change our destiny.

The director said, "I understand what you mean. You all have a lot of reasons. However, I am here to tell you that everyone should be responsible for the hospitalization. This year, you can't. It will be your turn next year, too. Everyone has difficulties, and it is difficult to achieve improper hospitalization. ”

The Director suddenly became angry and succeeded in suppressing us. We had no choice but to use silence to fight silently.

"Hospitalized, this matter is decided. Don't say anything, I came later, the person in front of me didn't take it, and it wasn't your turn. That's not how it is said. When it's time to give, it's time to give. ”

When I heard this, I instantly understood that this sentence was addressed to me. I disobeyed orders and was beaten up for a small report. Since I dare to say it, I am not afraid.

"This year, who intends to take the initiative to be the general hospital. Is there anyone who volunteered. ”

The director's words were buried in the silent crowd. He's the director, and we're not stupid enough to confront it head-on. We can only use the most stupid way to adopt cold and violent confrontation.

The director waited for a while, and said impatiently, "Everyone is in difficulty, and they don't want to be the general hospital. This is easy to do, and we will draw lots. It is always up to God to decide who will be hospitalized. What do you think? ”

We remained silent and resisted in silence. I said to myself, "You've decided, why go through so many motions." ”

"Don't think it's okay to be silent. The director forced, "Hurry up, don't delay everyone's time." Which of you comes first. ”

Those who opposed being hospitalized in general secretly joined a small group. There are only four words in the group, "Refuse to draw lots." "We unanimously agree with this view. We also intend to use cold violence to confront the director to the end.

"I'll give you three minutes to think about it. ”

One said, "Director, you don't think this plan works." ”

"You say. ”

"The purpose of hospitalization is to train everyone's abilities. We are all on the night shift, and there is no doubt about our ability. Everyone is reluctant to be a hospitalist, in addition to work matters, there are also family factors. We can't do it another way, for example, to let people who are not hospitalized take turns. ”

The director said a bunch of nonsense, the meaning of which was to reject the offer.

Another person said, "The total hospitalization time is too long, and there are things at home, and we can't handle it better." ”

Several more people have proposed several different proposals.

The director raised his voice and said angrily, "Do you think that I am usually too kind to you? So, do whatever you want. Do not take my kindness for weakness. I tell you clearly, no. There must be rules for everything, how can you change what you say? ”

The director said a few more words, pointed the finger at me, and asked, "Yingyu, you are here to be the general hospital, do you have any opinions?" ”

In my heart, I greeted the director's ancestor eighteen times, how did such a person become the head of the department. I want to say that this matter is in order, and it will not be my turn. If I say that, I will unknowingly offend a lot of people.

I said, "I'm not familiar with radiology, and I'm not up to the job." ”

The slut said, "You haven't been in our department for a short time. ability, how is it not enough. ”

I said, "The director is not afraid that I will make mistakes, and the team leader is willing to help me take responsibility, and I will think about it." ”

The slut said, "I know what you think. You just feel that you just came, and it is impossible for you to take your turn. The director said that the hospitalization is in no particular order. ”

The director was also afraid that I was not capable enough, so he let me go, and asked, "Jia Guobang, how about you to be the general hospitalist." ”

Brother Jia said calmly, "Director, my child has just been born, and I am not suitable to be the general hospitalist." ”

The director's face sank, and he said sharply, "What's inappropriate." If you have a problem at home, just overcome it. ”

When I saw the director say such things, I said to myself, "How shameless this is!"

Jia Ge remained silent and stopped talking.

The director added, "You form a team, and I strongly support it." I will also give you a thousand, the activity fund. The result: Your team is always losing, which has a negative impact on the department. You have to have the courage to dedicate yourself and bring positive energy to the department. It's best for you to be a hospitalist. ”

Soon after the birth of Jia Ge's child, he was asked to be the general hospitalist. He could even say such outrageous words. The purpose of our work is not to support our families. When there is no home, what is the point of work. I could feel Brother Jia's displeasure.

But, I didn't expect that Jia Ge said in a calm tone, "I'm always out of the hospital, and my son should call me uncle when he sees me." ”

Brother Jia's words made everyone present laugh.

The director shouted, "I know you have difficulties, overcome them." You have to have the courage to dedicate yourself to the department. ”

One person will only allow you to overcome difficulties, but not be strict with yourself. Also talk highly, let you dedicate. Hearing this, I was furious.

Brother Jia asked: "Is the department having the final say on the matter of hospitalization, or is it the hospital that has the final say?" ”

"I'm the head of the department, and of course I'm in charge. ”

"According to national regulations, if the total amount of hospitalization is worth it, is there a corresponding subsidy. ”

"What do you mean. You are dedicated to the department, and you are embarrassed to say subsidies. ”

"My ideological consciousness is not so high. Jia Ge couldn't suppress his universe anymore and said in a cold voice, "I refuse to be hospitalized." ”

When the director saw that someone was challenging his authority, he became angry and shouted: "You don't want to make an inch, and you don't have to be embarrassed." ”

Brother Jia is also a temperamental person, and the anger in his heart was completely ignited, "The hospitalization is too unreasonable." ”

"What's unreasonable. ”

"There is no such thing as a technician in the whole country. The total number of clinician incursions, which is a national regulation. Why should we be worthy? Why is there no corresponding subsidy for the total hospitalization? ”

"Why. Just because I'm the head of this section. I said it's worth it, it's worth it. ”

"It's up to you. Jia Ge stood up, and after saying this, he strode out. Then, I heard the sound of Jago slamming the door. Judging from the severity of the slamming door, it can be judged that Brother Jia is full of anger in his heart.

The director shouted angrily, "I'm not angry, he's standing up." What kind of thing is he, dare to point fingers in front of me. ”

I have never seen such a domineering director, and I said, "What are you?" What else would you do besides bullying us? ”

One said, "Director, I have something to say." ”

"You say. ”

"I don't know if it's conveyed or not, or if the speaker is not intentional. Brother Jia has this reaction because Brother Jian said a word... If it doesn't dry, you can roll. ”

When the director heard this, his anger subsided, and he looked at the slut, asking him if he was asking him what was going on.

The slut said calmly: "If you are dissatisfied with the work I have arranged, there are always opinions about me and the director performing the hospitalization. You can apply to change me as the team leader. Whether I am the team leader or not, we have to support the director's work arrangement. ”

The director said, "I don't know anything about this. ”

The slut said, "Normally, I am lenient with you. I didn't say anything about you being late, or if you had something. You're still wondering how I'm going to do my job. ”

I didn't say anything when I saw everyone, but my uneven personality made me stand up. I said, "Brother Jia, it's going to be like this today." In addition to the sentence just now, there is also something at home. Brother Jia saw that there was no one at home, only orphans and widows, so he was a little emotional. ”

"Who's okay at home. Is it possible that if there is something at home, you can stop working? The director added: "This attitude will never be tolerated. The answer to this matter will be given after discussion in our work management group. ”

"The leader arranges the work, and you must obey. We all have a lot to deal with. The director said, "You all know how Zhuge Liang died. Everything, how not to get tired. ”

People like him actually accused Zhuge Liang. As soon as I heard this, I was immediately disgusted.

The director said a lot more, and the topics in the words all pointed to Brother Jia. I not only listened to what he said, but also wrote it down with a pen. I want to remember today, remember everything in front of me.

I looked at everything in front of me, and an inexplicable resistance swelled in my heart. Everyone is a colleague, how can they be treated as hostile elements. Are we still colleagues? What does it mean to have such a department and such a person? Suddenly, I felt that there was darkness in front of me, and I couldn't see the light.

I suddenly remembered the words that Brother Jia said before the meeting, "A person has no arrogance, no bottom line, and can't express his own opinions, what's the point of living." How can you humiliate yourself for the sake of life. I want to be a mighty and unyielding man. ”

The mighty cannot be bent, and the poor cannot be moved. There are so few such people.