Thinking of this, Zhang Yang suddenly laughed bitterly, he was laughing at himself! In my impression, Zhang Yang laughed at himself for the first time, and there was ridicule and helplessness in the laughter.Chinese

I thought that I would forget if I left, but I didn't expect that I had been deceiving myself all along. I didn't forget Zhao Yudie, but deceived myself and hid her deep in my heart, forcing myself not to think about it.

In fact, if you really think about it, you will find that your thoughts are like a beast, coming so fiercely and urgently, making Zhang Yang defenseless.

Zhang Yang, who shook his head slightly, took several deep breaths in a row, trying to control his emotions and not think about it anymore.

But this kind of inexplicable longing is like a wild horse that has escaped from the leash, completely uncontrolled by publicity. So that Zhang Yang's thinking is very chaotic, and his mood is also chaotic.

He glanced at Lin Wan'er, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, and did not speak, but walked out by himself.

I don't know when, it's already dark, a full moon hangs high in the air, the full moon is very bright, the bright moonlight makes the earth clothed in a layer of silver, with the help of the moonlight illumination, Zhang Yang came to the Linghan Lake of the Linghan Palace.

Due to the low temperature and cold air in the northern region, the lake has long been frozen, and the original rippling lake surface has become a solid ice surface.

Zhang Yang stepped on the ice and came directly to the rockery in the center of the lake, where he sat and looked up at the full moon in the night sky.

At this moment, the publicity completely opened his heart, no longer concealed it, and completely released his love and thoughts for Zhao Yudie...... It was not until this time that Zhang Yang knew that he liked Zhao Yudie so much, and Zhao Yudie was so important to him.

Thinking of Zhao Yudie's last birthday, with his own company, thinking of the special birthday gift he gave to Zhao Yudie, he had tears in his eyes, but he smiled like a child.

It's just a smile and a smile, but tears come out of the eyes, warm tears, across the cheeks, dripping on the cold lake.

The world is so cruel, there are lovers, but they may not be able to become dependents...... Obviously love each other so much, but you have to pretend not to love, maybe this is the most painful thing!

The reason why Zhang Yang is so ruthless is just that he doesn't want to delay Zhao Yudie, and he doesn't want Chu Xi's tragedy to repeat itself on her.

There is a kind of love called letting go, for the love to end for a long time. Zhang Yang always reminded himself that he must not delay Zhao Yudie's life because of his selfishness.

Zhang Yang also knew very well in his heart that he had really lost Zhao Yudie, and he would never meet again for the rest of his life after saying goodbye last time!

Thinking of this, Zhang Yang sighed, with eyes full of tears, with a blurred vision, looking directly at the full moon in the sky, his mouth opened slightly, and muttered: "Yudie, in the days without me in the future, you must take care of yourself...... Zhang Yang used this way to hold the full moon, worship the breeze, and take away his distant birthday wishes...... This night, Zhang Yang thought a lot and cried for a long time.

When you can't have it anymore, the only thing you can do is remind yourself not to forget...... At this time, in the distant human world, the familiar Yangcheng, and the lively villa, Zhao Yudie specially rushed back from the capital to celebrate his birthday.

Like last time, a party was held. Mr. and Mrs. Zhao Yuanshan invited many relatives and friends to participate.

Zhao Yudie also called her best friend, Gu Qingqing arrived, Zeng Yi also came, but ...... Although it was very lively in front of her, everyone was laughing, but Zhao Yudie was laughing so reluctantly, as soon as she was free, she stood at the gate, looking through the floor-to-ceiling window, looking forward to a miracle.

"Yudie, don't be stupid, he won't come. Gu Qingqing, who was wearing an evening dress, held a red wine glass in her hand, shaking the red wine in the glass while saying in an affirmative tone.

Gu Qingqing's words interrupted Zhao Yudie's thoughts, she quickly adjusted her mood, pouted, and her mouth was hard,

"Why are you mentioning Zhang Yang again? Who is waiting for him? I'm waiting for my boyfriend!" Gu Qingqing and Zhao Yudie, they are good girlfriends from playing to adulthood, Gu Qingqing doesn't know what Zhao Yudie thinks.

However, she didn't wear it, but smiled meaningfully and nodded,

"Just wait for your boyfriend, I think, the boyfriend that my aunt introduced to you is hundreds of times better than Zhang Yang. ”

"Whether it is appearance or family background, it is better than Zhang Yang!" At this point, Gu Qingqing raised his hand and drank all the red wine in the cup, and his black jewel-like eyes turned left and right three times,

"Besides, you don't have anything to be embarrassed about, it's Zhang Yang who is sorry for you first, and now he may be fooling around with Guo Mengru, where he still remembers your birthday. Zeng Yi on the side, looking around in embarrassment, he is Zhang Yang's good brother, and he has always regarded Zhang Yang as an idol.

In his opinion, Zhang Yang's farewell without saying goodbye should have another hidden meaning. It's just that others don't believe it, no matter what others do, even if everyone in the world doesn't believe it, but he firmly believes that Zhang Yang is a man who stands on the ground, and one day, he will definitely come back.

Because, his brother is still here. Unless, he really doesn't recognize his brother, then he really won't come again...... Just as they were discussing, Zhao Yudie's mother came over, raised her hand to put her arm around Zhao Yudie, and said with a smile: "Yudie, Zhiqiang's parents will come later, and they will be engaged then!"

No matter how casual Zhao Yudie pretended to be before, she was still a little hesitant when she learned that she was going to get engaged.

"That's right, you and Zhiqiang have also been together for a while, since you are willing to do so, we will determine the relationship. The reason why Zhao Yudie's mother is so anxious is that she really thinks Zhiqiang is good, and second, she is worried that after a long time, there will be accidents, after all, she and Zhao Yuanshan have their selfish business intentions in fulfilling this marriage.

At first, although Zhao Yudie felt very shocked and even a little panicked, but soon, Zhao Yudie came back to her senses.

Engagement is engagement, what's the big deal. She wants to work hard to be happy, and try to let Zhang Yang know that even if she doesn't have him, she will live a very happy and wonderful life!

"Okay!" Zhao Yudie replied sonorously and firmly. Regarding Zhao Yudie's answer, both Gu Qingqing and Zeng Yi were obviously stunned, glanced at each other, shook their heads helplessly, and left very interestingly.

…… Zhang Yang didn't know everything that happened in the human world, and even if he knew, there was no way to change it.

He sat on the rockery in the center of the lake for a long time, and when the tears on his face were dried by the cold wind, Zhang Yang took this thought and concern back to the bottom of his heart, sealed it with cold ice, and stopped thinking about it.

If there is a deadline, it is permanent! Man, it is enough to cry for a woman once!

It wasn't until late at night that Zhang Yang returned to his room, closed his eyes, and fell asleep quietly.

In the early morning of the second day, Zhang Yang got up very early as always, and the new one was to leave behind the previous burden and welcome all life with a new look.

Zhang Yang didn't think about Zhao Yudie anymore, and devoted himself to cultivation. Two in a row, nothing happened, focusing on the life of cultivation, Zhang Yang still enjoyed it very much.

In the third, it is the alchemy competition. This competition, at the suggestion of the Huang family, was not held in the alchemy field of the Li family and the Huang family, but on the high platform in the center of Silver City.

The purpose of the Huang family is obvious, that is, they want the Li family, in front of everyone in Silver City, to lose completely!

Because they invited the first person in the Northern Regions to make alchemy, Cen Jian, the royal alchemist! In their opinion, no matter which master the Li family invited, it was impossible to win Cen Jian.

Their Huang family, replacing the Li family, and becoming the first master of alchemy in Silver City, is already a sure thing.

For this alchemy competition, the Huang family also tried their best, not only inviting the city lord, but also inviting many people with heads and faces in the city.

Early this morning, Li Bowen personally came to Linghan Palace and picked up Zhang Yang to the competition site. In fact, Li Bowen is still quite nervous, although he is very strong, but the opponent is Cen Jian after all.

But now, he can only believe in Zhang Yang and let his fate go Chinese!